Feel Engineering

Embarrassments

Chapter 13 is Shameful

It has been more than a week since the meeting with Bang Azka who became GM at BM Shipyard. It was reported that several times his girlfriend, Chyntia came to visit him at lunch. There is nothing else that is the topic of discussion other than Azka bang, Chyntia mba and Aldo bang in the group chat. I want to feel left group, but fear someone said 'baper', because it was once heard in my ear as news that I had once chased Azka bang but was rejected outright. So even though we were childhood friends, our relationship seems very rigid for that reason.

That's why I never came to Azka's bang to get my phone. After all, if there are important matters, everything must be office affairs, nothing else, if you need to stay come to my room or just call the office extension phone. The storm and Rara I told you about, so there's no problem, and again, I still have a spare phone.

I ignored the gossip, when I was free, as usual I would spend time with friends in my department or with Storm and Rara and their department friends, especially those who were our age. Our gang is the noisiest when in the office cafeteria but so silent reader in the employee chat group.

"Sstttt.. sststttt.. GM sir with his girlfriend headed here." Said Deon friend Storm in Electrical Dept. half whispered. It just so happened that he was facing towards the cafeteria door.

"Beautiful and beautiful, sexy! Perfect!" Connect Sarah Rara's friend. Rara and I just kept quiet, our position turned to the cafeteria door, there was no way we could look back. I was so curious again.

The atmosphere that was so boisterous was suddenly silent, many greeted by bending a little of his body when the Azka bang passed them. Our turn passed, when Sarah, Deon and Storm stood up from their seats saluting the Azka bang. Bang Azka simply replied with a nod and all returned to her seat. While me? I pretended to eat and didn't see it. Benget weld!

"You guys well, the passing boss is not called." Sarah protested to me and Rara.

"So we didn't know." I answered in a grim voice and laughed at the Storm and Deon. Usually they like to laugh out loud, but this time they managed to hold it back. Maybe the effect of the GM pack is cold and arrogant and annoying.

Honestly, my appetite suddenly evaporated upon seeing them in the cafeteria.

"Where is Bad, GM sir? Listen to him rolling one-on-one department every day this week. There are no victims yet?" Ask Rara, because the department lives Rara and mine who have not been visited Azka bang.

"So far, safe anyway. He doesn't talk about anything with us. But indeed he checked everything, documents sought, in the field also checked one by one. The head of the department was invited to coffee in his room. That's it, as I wish." The long-winded Storm speech that Deon embraced.

"Well, get ready aja mba Dea invited romantic coffee together GM two or three days ahead." Sarah's chirp that makes my appetite even more ruined.

"Am I the reason for getting sick?" I'm stupid.

The laughter of the four of them exploded. But like realizing something, their laughter seemed to be swallowed back roundly. Looking at their expressions, it was my turn to laugh while lightly banging the table before me.

"Your faces are so funny!" My words rubbed my eyes because it was so funny unconsciously my tears also dripped. But there was no reply from them.

Storm, Deon and Sarah looked at me coding with gestures, lips and eyes, but I didn't understand what they meant, it was Rara's turn to step on my feet pretty hard.

"Awww..what the hell is Ra? Sa-kit ta-?" My voice seemed to be swallowed at the end, it turned out that there was a bang Azka beside Rara while looking at me sharply.

"Is there anything funny, miss?" Sarcastic ask.

I spontaneously stood up until I made the chair I was sitting on almost toppled over.

"Bang. Azka sir. Sorry sir, no. Nothing is funny!" Reply gurgle..

"If there's nothing funny, why are you laughing like that? Or maybe you're out of your mind?" Disdained words.

"Basic! I want it to feel like Iulek-ulek his evil lips trus used as bait the same workers who like nyambi fishing on the edge of the dock if again free." My name is in my heart.

"Don't curse me in my heart, miss, I don't like it!"

"Why silence?"

"Azka, it's already!" Tegur mba Chyntia suddenly came to us with bang Aldo.

"Hey..Dea right? Dea who used to be an uber-uber Azka at school?" Chyntia asked Mba in a loud voice so her spirit saw me.

"Oh No!!! Finish me! Can I disappear now?" It's so embarrassing, all the employees' eyes in the cafeteria are now on me.

My face has turned red withstanding shame, my eyes are heating up, soon there will be a rain of tears falling on my cheeks.

"Lo, what the hell is Chyn? Poor Dea tau. Elo too!" Somehow Bang Aldo got angry at the two of them, then pulled my hand out of the canteen. But I reflexively hit the hand of bang Aldo.

"Thank you!" My words then passed away from before them.

This time, I was really disappointed with Azka. He let Chyntia humiliate me in front of so many people. What's my fault with her?

I locked myself in a special toilet in my workroom. Moments later came the sound of knocking from the four brash friends. I'm really upset with them right now. They could've left me in the cafeteria by themselves like that.

"I want to be alone, you guys please stay with me." Get me out of the door.

"De, you don't papa, do you?" Ask the Storm to worry.

"We're sorry, Dea. Please!" Rara.

"Please, stay on my own!"

Finally there were no more sounds of knocking and persuasion from them from outside. I washed my face many times, all taking ablution for dzuhur prayer. In these circumstances, where else would I complain other than to the owner of the world and its contents?

I choose to pray in my own room, lazy to musholla, surely the incident will be a trending topic for days in the office. But never mind, want to be again, better I accept the situation and do not hate them, do not hate my life which feels always full of trials.

Time passed, I glanced at the clock on my phone, the time had already shown 10 pm, it should have been 9 last time all the employees except OB in this building had gone home. I got ready and headed out to the parking lot.

I accidentally bumped into Azka's bang on my way out of the office building. I walked fast and didn't care about him. If indeed he no longer considers me as his childhood friend or his parents' best friend's child, okay, I can be like that. Indeed we should apply as we should, superiors and subordinates, nothing more.

I know he kept following my steps in the back, the distance of the lobby door to where I parked the car about 100 meters, quite far it felt in a quiet atmosphere like this.

When he was about to open the car door, suddenly he was already standing in front of the car door I held myself not to open the car door.

I rolled my eyeballs off guard, I was sick of seeing his face. I silenced him and looked the other way waiting for him to move out of my sight.

I counted to 10 in my heart when he finally shifted his body. The opportunity was not wasted, I immediately entered the car and then stuck the gas left it.

Why is he so annoying? Only now do I regret ever making it as an idol. What a futile act!!!

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