Feel Engineering

Feel Engineering
Recognition



Chapter 59 Confession


The sun again began to greet, the light began to penetrate the window grille that dazzled the eyes. Dea awakens and finds Azka still asleep beside her. After the dawn prayer, Azka did not want to miss the morning exercise that had been almost two months he had never done.


Of course he must be very tired, and even though the sunlight that penetrated into it dazzled the eyes, still his sleep was not disturbed. Dea got up to clean up but earlier she stole a brief kiss on her husband's lips.


Azka awakens, her hand reflexes fumbling Dea's whereabouts by her side, but finds none. He got up and hurriedly looked for her.


His breath can only be relieved when he found Dea was fighting with a frying pan in the kitchen. He hugged Dea from behind.


"I'm looking for you, I think you're leaving me again." He said feelingly.


Dea turned off the stove because the fried rice he made was deadeng and then turned his body to face Azka.


"I'm sorry for my childish attitude yesterday. Whatever happens, I won't be leaving again. If my brother hurts me, I just report to the police, or ask om Bara to learn the same brother!" Dea said with a big smile.


"Duh, brother afraid, my wife's loyal bodyguard is now increasing in number." Azka pretended to be afraid.


They smile at each other, then embrace each other. So close!


After breakfast they go back to the room, don't want to go anywhere, don't want to do anything, just want to spend time hugging. Despite having met like this, it feels like their longing is not finished and yet still stirred up to fill all the space in their hearts.


They are now lying in a friendly position, feeling more and more strengthening the feeling of love between them. Dea sleeps tilted to the right, where he is in front, with his legs slightly bent. While Azka was at the back, with her legs also slightly bent, while hugging her. Uniting each other, Azka is happy because she feels she has her wife completely and Dea is happy because she feels she has her husband completely.


They lie down in a comfortable, calm and peaceful atmosphere. It was as if they wanted to declare, that nothing else could separate the two of them. Until sleep stays together.


"Bang!"


"Yes, mommy!"


Dea's face flushed instantly hearing Azka call her mommy.


"Don't you lie if you like Dea from the past?"


Dea could feel Azka shaking now.


"Don't lie, not just like, but love dies with you." Azka in Dea's ear. His hand gently caressed Dea's stomach. "Otherwise there's him in here, brother's getting unable to breathe every thought of yours."


Dea changed her position facing left, now they faced each other, staring at each other with love and longing.


"Why didn't you ever say? Brother's attitude makes me confused, if brother love, why even often jutek the same me?" Dea Protests.


"So, after you like me, what will happen? We going out that way? Though you are still SD and brother is still Junior High. We are still too small, our brains are also small, but our passion is not necessarily also small. Maybe I took your first kiss at the time, maybe not only that, maybe I also took your virgin when we were both teenagers and not husband and wife. Then you get pregnant, we're both unprepared, then everything breaks down, maybe our first serious love turns to hate and other possibilities, he said, you wouldn't be like me now if I couldn't help myself then. I know you will never reject my brother, maybe you did not understand at that time, your feelings were still nameless and defined at that time, but you know, your heart, your soul from the beginning was leaning towards me. The more we grow up, the peak when we are both in High School, brother is not ready to have many competitors. I'm afraid you're starting to see other men besides your brother, they can give you something you can't give," Azka paused her line staring at me at Dea, "confession!"


Dea kissed Azka's lips!


"I'm sorry for my harsh words at the time, I was so excited to see your video with Abimanaf, and again when I came home I heard Dad talking on the phone about your papa,"


Dea frowned, she felt she had never been with Abimanaf, and then she woke up, remembering that day.


"Bring the heart broken!" Azka lowered her gaze, a single tear spout escaped just like that in the corner of her eye.


"Yes, tau. The problem with that video is that you accept him, right?"


"Yes, but just to keep the good name bang Abi alone." Dea answered, pursing her lips.


"Keep, why did you disappear and where were you then?"


"I want to say goodbye to my brother, because I have decided to stay in Makassar because my grandparents are sick, no one is with me. But brother made me hurt, broken heart may also be his name." Dea looked at Azka meaningfully.


"Sorry!" That was all Azka could say, Dea shook her head.


"Thank you!" Dea said later.


Both of Azka's eyebrows are linked, "why thank you?"


"Because if I hadn't been hurt then, maybe I would have easily moved to another man's heart, and like my brother said, if it had been like that, what would have happened, would have happened, it's not just my heart that it has, my body is also possible. I'm just a weak-hearted woman when I'm in love with someone, and I'll do anything, anything, for that person."


"And that man is a brother?"


"Yes, the one and only, just you."


Azka immediately grabbed Dea's lips full of feelings, but this time the kiss was different, not a demanding and passionate kiss, but a kiss, a kiss that comes from her big, unrepresented impulse and love with just a word called love.


"I LOVE YOU, Mommy!" He said with a gasp of breath after releasing his kiss.


"Love you more, daddy!" Azka immediately pulled Dea up onto her body then wrapped it around with both hands and feet.


"I'll never let you go."


"Then don't let go of me!"


"I will always take care of you and our children."


"Then we'll always be on my brother's side."


Again they link lips to each other adore and need each other. They are happy, feel the freedom to be relieved, relieved with their own feelings, relieved from doubts and fears that had given distance to their hearts.


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