Don't Take My Son

Self-stabilizing

This weekend Rafael went home to see his mother who he said was still sick, since the incident her mother had a mild heart attack because Rafael broke off the engagement with Vania, until now her health condition is still not restored, that's what her mom said when contacted on the phone.

"Where is mami?" Rafael asked his mother when contacted two days ago. However there is a feeling of guilt in Rafael, his mother suffered a heart attack although mild because of his actions, cancel the engagement without being discussed again with his mother's father.

"Badan mami still lemes, sometimes suddenly my chest feels pain, if the tightness has reduced, mami has not been strong out of the house." Mommy answered in a weak voice.

"Tomorrow you go home, right? Mami kangen with my granddaughter, bring Rakha here well." That is how the mother now misses her grandson but still does not want to accept the mother of her grandson. But Rafael still shows affection for his mother, so he knows that his mother can melt to accept Kharisa.

His mother's desire to meet Rakha was also he participated despite having a dispute with Kharisa who had not given permission Rakha was brought Rafael to stay in Jakarta.

"You said you wouldn't limit me to Rakha, now I want to take Rakha you object. This is not good if we live each other."

"I never limit you to meet Rakha, but if you want to stay at your house I object, you know why." Kharisa.

"I told you that my mom loves Rakha, this is also my mother's request because she misses her grandson, and my condition is not fully recovered, if you're healthy, I'll have your mom come here to see Rakha, please Sa, who knows because Rakha mami will approve our relationship." Kharisa just fell silent, somehow every time he remembered Rafael's mother, his heart still felt sore, always imagined how the attitude of Rafael's mother who ignored him also Rakha, as if the wound that had dried back wet, always imagined how the attitude of Rafael's mother who ignored him also Rakha, as if the wound that had dried again wet, wet, because the wound had not healed completely, although his little heart always tried to forgive Mami Rafael, forgetting his attitude that hurt Kharisa, but still the pain of the wound was still felt.

"By Sa, tomorrow afternoon is here again. We ask Rakha, if he wants to come, you have to go, if he does not want to come I will not force him, he will not come. How's it?"

And Rafael's words were always indisputable, finally Kharisa agreed, because Rakha himself wanted to join his dady. It's just that Rakha who is a critical child seems to ask why her momy did not come, when it is explained that she only went with her dady.

"Well not sure if Momy did not come, Momy came along, I will later want to swim in Dady's house, Momy was not yet pelnah to Dady's house." Rakha said innocently, of course, Kharisa must think first to give the right reason, so that his son accepted the reason and did not continue to ask again.

"Momy has an appointment with Momy's friend, later Momy's friend is disappointed that Momy canceled, it's okay Rakha is with Dady." Rakha looked scowled, of course he was disappointed his momy did not come.

"Later next week Rakha to Jakarta again the same Momy, the same Oma, we to his wedding Om Rendi." Rakha did not frown anymore, her smile rising on her lips.

"Oh yeah, I forgot that Om Lendi was getting married." Rakha's hand patted her eel, looking like an adult who understands what marriage is.

"So it's okay now that we're both leaving?" Rafael asked as he pulled Rakha into his lap.

"OK on." Rakha replied as she swayed spoiled in her dady's lap. Finally Rafael and Rakha immediately left after Kharisa prepared supplies of Rakha clothes.

On Sunday morning Rafael accompanied Rakha to swim in the pool at his house, this is one of the reasons Rakha wanted to come with Rafael, he wanted to swim in his dady house. Rakha is indeed amazed by his large dady house and there is a swimming pool, very far compared to the house he occupies with Momy and Omanya, but he does not understand about wealth, but he does not know about wealth, he only knows his house is small compared to his dady house. He did not know that Momynya also used to live in a large and luxurious house although not as big as his dady house, because Kharisa never told Rakha about his past life. Kharisa still thinks Rakha is too small to know that her mom left home, leaving her father.

After swimming, Papi Rafael takes Rakha for a walk, mami Rafael also wants to accompany his grandson, it turns out that the condition of Mami Rafael is not as imagined by Rafael who just lay in bed. Mami looks fresher than before, either now because there is a grandson mami looks healthy as usual or yesterday he just pretended not to recover in order to get the attention of his son, he said, Rafael himself did not want to question that, seeing his mother healthy and eager to go for a walk with Rakha made him feel relieved, his guilt as the cause of his mother's pain began he set aside.

Raphael himself did not accompany Rakha, he let his papi and his mama closer to Rakha in the hope that they would fail to accept Kharisa as his son-in-law. Actually Papi Rafael has received Kharisa, only her mother who still insists on refusing without telling her why.

Rafael made the most of his five-hour stay in Jakarta by visiting his high school best friend Mario at his house, because after Ashar he had to come back again as promised to return Rakha to his Mom this afternoon.

Mario's house looks crowded, his extended family is gathering because the next two weeks his best friend will end his bachelor. It turns out that the famous playboy, don juan, casanova among his basketball club friends even went first to the pelaminan, decided to live with one woman of his tribe who he said was difficult to get it. Therefore Rafael deliberately came to Mario to share, studying more precisely to ask for tips in order to conquer the woman of his tribe. It seems like among his other friends Mariolah who can be invited to share, because he is the one who now lives straight, while other friends are still busy enjoying the fun with the night world, come to the night club, and, having fun with changing women, Mario decided to move, when he used to be the worst.

"Hi Bro, add the bride-to-be." Said Rafael when he saw Mario coming out of the living room.

"Don't let Lo, I used to be like this right, cool full of charm ..ha.ha...ha...." Mario Canda. "Let's go in."

"It's better here." Rafael immediately sat on the chair on the terrace. The two of them also look good at talking.

" So what was the story when Lo met Lo's son?" Mario already knows that Rafael has a son, Rafael himself who told the group WA High School Basketball team. Initially Rafael sent a picture of him being together with Rakha with the words "It's like a father and his son right?"

"Did you introduce my son, his name is Rakha Athaillah Prasetya." Without shame, Rafael introduced his son to his friend in the group WA

"Don't you go crazy Lo, son of Hong Kong?"

"Next, it must have been Lo."

"Eh this is Lo's sister's daughter huh? It can't be Lo's big brother's boy, right?"

"Mirror.cakep....." Such was the response of friends Rafael in group WA, no one believes that he already has children.

Rafael tells Mario how the story of Kharisa who fought alone while pregnant, and raised Rakha without her by his side, all because his mother did not tell him at all, until then he met Kharisa and found his son. Mario listened to it while watching it.

"What are your plans then?" Ask Mario

"Lu use what tricks until the future wife Lo wants to be the same Lo." Rafael could not wait to ask his cousin.

"Ha.ha...I don't use tricks."

"It's so different from any other girl I've ever known, she keeps her principles in mind."

"Trus kok can finally be the same you, want to be invited to the pelaminan again." Ask Rafael in wonder.

"Gue was taught that my mentor was not chasing him, but chasing after his owner."

"meaning?" Rafael looked more curious.

"The Deketin who created it, keep on slipping away ." Mario added, Rafael is still frowning.

"Lo know not, it is easy for Allah to make Kharisa nerima Lo, Allah is All-reversing the heart, only the problem is never You ask Him, ask Kharisa to be a match Lo, Lo, ask his heart to soften to nerima Lo."

"Yes pray specifically asking not yet, only I often speak in my own heart may Kharisa want to nerima I, may Kharisa My soul mate, often even, is not Allah All-Knowing, God is All-Knowing, including what's in our hearts?" Rafael asked, of course he really hopes to be with Kharisa and destiny is on his side.

"Raf Elo used to not be able to buy yourself something that Lo wants, Lo must ask the same bokap Lo right?" Asked Mario to his best friend, Rafael nodded his head.

"For example, when the High School Lo really want a motor sport, Lo not the same bokap Lo when you want the motor?"

"Well, I'm asking you to ask you to do my bokap." Reply Rafael directly.

"And bokap Lo buyin right? Well if you don't talk, bokap Lo about buyin is not?"

"No, I didn't ask."

"When it's possible that Lo know if You want a sport motorbike, maybe Bokap Lo has seen Lo often looking at pictures of sports motorcycles, or Lo never brought the brochure but Lo did not dare to ask. And before you say directly ask that bokap motor Lo do not buyin because bokap Lo think Lo does not really want the motor." Rafael mangosteen hearing Mario's words.

"Let's notice that the little boy wants something that has not been given, he will continue to whine at his parents, crying and even rolling on the floor to get what he wants, and after that his parents grant his son's wishes, because seeing his son really, maybe if not obeyed can be tambaj kejager tuh his son. Now Allah is equally rich the parents of the child, when his servant earnestly asked, for example Lo prayed until Lo cry, Lo prayed, at the time of mustajab in one third of the night all Lo pray tahajud, Lo pray tahajud, god does not love, certainly will give, but there is a record, God is loving the best for his servant, it could be a request of his servant not loved because according to God is not good for his servant, he said, but God will replace it with a better one for his servant." Rafael seemed to contemplate the words of his extraordinary friend according to him, how could Mario who was once the most error among them be the most pious.

"Gue was so afraid that Kharisa was not my match, in fact I have a rival too anyway, heavy again, he was very close to Kharisa and Gue's son, he who dampelin Kharisa during his difficult times, he said, and I noticed until now Kharisa still depends on him, what he said must be Kharisa ijutin" Rafael's voice sounded soft, it turns out he was not confident as well, instead consider Faisal his arch rival.

"The fate of the soul mate has been arranged by God, even planned by God before we are born into the world. When it comes time for souls to meet, nothing on earth can prevent them from meeting, no matter where each is. When two hearts are destined for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long, and no other love can separate them. But...if not the strongest soul mate we pursue it, no matter how great our sacrifice, we will not be able to achieve it. That's what we have to believe." Mario's words sound so convincing, of course he has felt it. As powerful as avoiding if a soul mate must have a way to meet, that's what he feels.

"It turns out that Dalem Lo science, I didn't expect you to be this wise. Eh but Lo talk gini because Lo already dapet mate in accordance with your wishes, right, try if the soul mate Lo dapetnya that is not in accordance with Lo's wishes what you will talk like that too?" Apparently Rafael is still doubtful about matters of fate.

"Gue said it because it has never experienced it directly and it is like fate. Do not worry about the soul mate that has been arranged by the Almighty, but that does not mean we are just waiting for the soul mate to come, our duty is to strive and pray. His devotion is not that we chase him, but that we get rid of ourselves and approach the owner, a strong prayer, if necessary, to come out tears. That's my message, I'm a rich advisor, he.he...." Mario chuckles

"Behold, I don't understand what being self-assured is like?" Apparently Rafael was interested in the efforts of his best friend who turned out to be fruitful.

"Defining ourselves is the point we improve ourselves. You never heard that a good man is for a good woman and vice versa. It turns out that there is a verse in the Quran, the letter of An Nur if not wrong, the verse I forgot but the content of the verse is more or less like this.

"Vile women for vile men, and vile men for vile women (after all), good women for good men and good men for good women (after all). They are clean of what people accuse. They have mercy and a glorious sustenance (heaven). "

"Lo once said that Kharisa is now different, hijab, diligent prayer, more religious, if according to me now his life is better, he already understands religious science. How about Lo himself? Is one frequency not the same as Kharisa? yes, although Lo may still be far from his knowledge but at least Lo there is an intention to learn. So Lo can be in tune with Kharisa. So if for example you are the soul mate of Kharisa if Lo has not been the same frequency he will not be klih deh, this is my experience well, but when You have started to improve yourself , the road to the soul mate Lo will be spread out wide, God who will approach in his way." Rafael looks permeate the words of his best friend who is asserted by his small heart, makes sense also inner.

"Now begin to improve from daily obligations, five-time prayers, Lo has started to pray diligently right?" Ask Mario to investigate.

"He...I have started praying, but sometimes there are still many, especially the dawn prayer." Replied Rafael honestly while grinning. "Eh but I was praying at dawn to build up my son." Rafael chuckles considering that it was Rakha this morning who woke him up.

"It is good that the important thing is to continue to improve, depending on God, guaranteed you will not be disappointed."

Rafael is grateful to be able to meet Mario and share with him, now he looks excited to start solidifying, as his goal is to get the best soul mate, according to his expectations. Unite with Kharisa and his son in a family he dreamed of.

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Hi my beloved reader, who misses Mario? I present it here with his wise advice, though little. Who wants to know the story is in my first novel Finally Love is Present, who has not stopped by, please stop by yah🤗

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