Don't Take My Son

Disappointed You Can, Hate Don't

The night is getting late, though, but two men who have since so attracted the attention of cafe visitors, especially female visitors because of their faces and appearance that can be said to be suitable as models or artists seem reluctant to leave the cafe in the Kemang area of South Jakarta, they still feel at home sitting while chatting enjoying a cup of coffee and snacks they order.

" el....So Lo's parents agreed Lo's engagement was canceled?" Ask a man whose face looks like a Korean is not even inferior to an artist or member of a Korean boyband. Rafael told me a little bit that he had a child but was not wanted by his parents and he did not know it, also about his engagement to his best friend who sat in front of him.

"They have not decided to agree, because Bokap hastily had to go to the airport, there is a seminar in Hong Kong. The important thing is they already know that I've made a decision to cancel the engagement." Replied Rafael after sipping his coffee that was no longer hot.

"Yeah...I'm really disappointed with my parents, especially I'm sorry, I didn't think they could do that, didn't they think what if their daughter was treated like that?" Said Rafael with anger.

"Yes disappointed, hate not." Mario

"That's Gue Yo's son.Gue's flesh, their flesh's blood as well, they lightly told him to abort, and hid it from Gue, nyokap Gue even defamed Kharisa betrayed Gue, betraying Me, they really don't have a heart." added Rafael with a disappointed face

"Maybe they have a reason." His friend Mario responded.

"Whatever the reason, they're wrong." Said Rafael.

"Yes, anyway." Mario also confirmed that the actions of Rafael's parents were wrong.

"What makes me sad, all this time his job is helping many people maintain in order to live, while he wants to kill his own grandson."

"What's Lo's plan now?" Ask Mario

"Of course I want to live together with my son and his mother, only Kharisa has not been able to accept Me anymore because I am engaged. But I'm gonna keep fighting for her heart again, like I used to fight for her to be my girlfriend, even though she was rejected twice." Mario chuckles to himself when remembering the time of High School he was rejected by Kharisa but continues to approach him until finally Kharisa accepts his love.

"May everything be smooth, El, we both pray for each other given the ease of picking up our soul mates, and may God predestine our soul mates as we expect." Said Mario sounding very sincere, Rafael nodded in agreement.

"Oh, what about that girl Lo? Where did you get to?"

"Gue is still struggling, he added, I just don't fit the time, he still wants to focus on college, well I will be patient waiting, hopefully he's my soul mate." Reply Mario smile.

"It looks like Lo girl this time is very special, eh but really, did you really not want to play girl anymore right?" Rafael asks seriously, his heart is actually in doubt with the change of his best friend when High School who has known free s*x since the time of High School and often change partners, he said, his hangout was at a nightclub and now he has never set foot in a club at all and no longer accepts offers of beautiful and sexy women. If he's really insightful, it's incredible, right?

"Ha.ha...You don't believe it? Insha Allah I am completely converted, and I am again improving my life, I have enough past I make I disgusted if I remember. Now I don't want to waste my life. Actually I am ashamed of myself not even confident women sholehah, while the past I so covered in sin, but I am sure Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful, all I'm doing now is just trying to solidify myself I hope I deserve to be with the sholehah woman I dreamed of." Mario said with regret.

"Well, I really didn't think Lo had changed." Said Rafael while patting Mario's arm, Mario widened his smile as if showing he was happy with his current state.

"Gue who did not expect it turns out Lo play-nain is also the same girlfriend Lo, and tokcer immediately so ha.ha.ha...." Mario Candidates

"Eh I confessed it only once, it was also unintentionally, there was no intention of me ruining Kharisa's honor." Rafael seems to defend himself, he does not want to be equated with the old Mario.

"It is the devil that seduces people, so religion regulates how the relationship of men and women who are not mahram, let alone touch, alone should not, not be alone, because the third one must be a demon who tempts people to perform acts."

"Wuih..keren, the language is already rich ustad." Rafael really doesn't believe Mario can speak like that. Mario laughed as he shook his head.

"But Yo I didn't feel good about doing that after seeing my son, I didn't think I had a kid, cute, smart, funny, make a splash, ah anyway....."

"Husss.the sin must be repented of, ask for forgiveness and repentance with God. It is a great sin, if we do not repent and Allah does not forgive, Allah will give his punishment later in the Hereafter even in the world it will be punished." Mario patted the back of Rafael's hand, reminding him of his inappropriate remarks.

"But if it weren't for that, I wouldn't have been born." Reprove Raphael.

"The child is a gift from God and was destined by God to be born into the world as a child Lo, but the way is wrong, his sins must still be regretted as mistakes, ask for forgiveness from Allah and promise not to repeat it again, in the future Lo be careful if alone with the opposite sex, for example when alone with Lo's fiance or with Kharisa, for example, better avoid alone with the opposite sex."

"Kharisa where to be invited with each other and I, yesterday I was able to chat together because of the help of my cousin who became his superior. She has changed, I hold her hand just she nolak, wear her hijab now, but the beautiful setting does not change, even more beautiful and more mature, and love I did not change with her, she said, so I'll fight, for my son's sake too." Rafael smiled to himself, seemingly imagining the woman he loved.

"Well good dong if he changes for the better, it means Lo also just changed to improve, let one frequency with him. I was taught with my mentor to pick up our soul mate would have to strive and pray, well the effort is not that we pursue him, but starting from improving ourselves, solidifying ourselves to deserve to be with him...." Mario had not yet finished his words, a male servant came to them.

"Excuse me.sorry, it's twelve o'clock tonight, we're closing." Said the waiter, cupping his hands together in his chest. It turned out that the atmosphere of the cafe was deserted, there were no other visitors besides the two of them.

"Oh yes Mas, sorry we are preoccupied with chatting until we forget the time" said Mario while standing up.

"So we broke up the road?" Rafael asked while he was in the parking lot.

"Well, tomorrow you have to work, Lo also tomorrow morning have to go back to work, right?"

"Yes anyway, early in the morning I have to leave, but I still want to talk to Lo, I like to talk to Lo make cool, I also want to learn a lot from Lo" said Rafael honestly.

"Let's talk later again, there's still plenty of time, let's just chat nice at home I'll, sometime Lo play to the house I'm well, the holiday, the holiday, now I don't go to Bandung every holiday, so just call if you want to go home, Okay." Mario

" Yes, now that we're home, I'm pulling it out." Rafael bailed, and walked to his car. And so is Mario.

Rafael drove his car casually while enjoying the song played by the radio station that was turned on in his car. The streets of the capital were not as crowded as when he left for the cafe. He came home late so he wouldn't meet his mom. After he finished talking about the cancellation of his engagement with Vania this afternoon, he went straight out of the house. Yes he was disappointed with his mother's attitude, making his match with Vania the reason he did not accept Kharisa and his son. Now imagine again the incident last afternoon when they spoke three.

"I've met Kharisa, it turns out that Papi and Mami have been hiding something from me. Why Mi, Pi?" Said Rafael after they finished lunch, they were still sitting at the dinner table, mami Rafael still enjoying the pudding as a dessert. Of course Mami Papi Rafael looks surprised to hear the words of their youngest son.

"Where did you meet him?" Mami asked casually, but she looked surprised.

" It doesn't matter Mi, what matters now is that I want to know how Papi and Mami can hide it all from me, and Papi instead wants to kill Ppi's own grandson, why Mi, Pi....?" Rafael asked with a trembling voice. Disappointment on his face.

" Because you've been betrothed to Vania El." Answer Mami. "Because your grandfather before he died said, one of his grandchildren should marry one of his best friend's grandchildren, his grandfather Vania."

"One of his grandchildren, right? Means it could not be me, why not just the brother who was betrothed." What Rafael meant was his brother, after graduating his S2 college in America he did not want to return to Indonesia, he was more at home there and chose to live there.

"You yourself know what your brother's condition is." Mami said with a sad face. Yes Rafael really knows the condition of his brother, he prefers to live in America of course because there is a reason, Rafael himself only knew two years ago, he found a disorder in his older brother, he found a disorder in his brother, at first he did not feel strange when his brother's male friend came to the apartment, sometimes only one, sometimes several people. But over time he began to find peculiarities when his brother's male friend called 'honey', then they also quarreled about someone who from his name is certainly male. His brother's friend was jealous. And even more crazy, he found them kissing in his brother's room. Yes, his brother Rafael is a same-sex lover. He would rather stay in America.

"But Kharisa's pregnant with my son Mi, I'm his father should be responsible." Said Rafael in a high tone.

"El, listen to Papi." At that time Papi Rafael had just voiced. "Kharisa is pregnant while still sitting in high school, you will just continue your studies. You imagine if Papi gets you married, what about Kharisa school? How about you, surely you won't be able to focus on your lecture? So as a form of our responsibility, papi asked him to drop it, so that he can still go to school, feel his ideals, and so do you, and you don't you think what about papi's self-esteem? When people know a papi child who is proud of having a child out of wedlock, do you not turn that around? "

"Preciousness? Papi talk of self-worth? What if people found out that papa, a renowned specialist, aborted his own grandson's fetus, killed his own flesh and blood, did Papi still have any pride?" Rafael paused for a moment, he held back his emotions for a moment.

"I was wrong, I embarrassed my family, ruined my self-esteem, but did I also have to be an irresponsible man, abandoning my own child?"

"Kharisa did not abort Pi, he raised my own son, he was willing to leave his papa who agreed with the papi proposal at that time". At that moment, Papi looked surprised.

" Why Pi? Papi doesn't know? Papi doesn't know that Papi's grandson has now grown into a healthy, handsome and intelligent boy? That kid looks like I'm Pi, don't tell me that papi doesn't know Pi either." Papi Rafael looked at his wife sharply. Mami also looks nervous to be stared at by her husband, what's wrong with Mami? why does he look vugup

"eu... El but you are now engaged to Vania." Mommy said doubtfully.

"What does Mami think there is only Vania? I've decided to call off the engagement to Vania, and I don't need Papi and Mami's approval because I'm an adult. I have the right to determine my own life, I have had enough time to follow Papi's wishes with Mami without ever rejecting her in the slightest. This time let me decide my own life, choose my own soul mate." Rafael stopped his own words. Her father realized that he was ten minutes late to the airport.

"We'll talk about this again later, Papi just left now, after Hong Kong later Papi call."

Rafael hits the steering wheel of his car, remembering that the conversation with his parents is not complete, but he wants to immediately convey the cancellation of his membership to Vania and her family, and gave reassurance to Kharisa that he should not hesitate to return together for the sake of their children. But he had to wait, wait until his father returned from Hong Kong.

It did not feel he had entered the road to his house, deserted and the sky was dark, did not look sparkling stars scattered in the sky, the moon seemed reluctant to show itself. And now he was in front of the gate of his house, somehow he felt reluctant to enter his house, lazy to meet his mother, but he remembered the words of his best friend earlier.

"Look can, hate not"

Patience El....

seriate......

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