
"A Isal if my son was born but I haven't met Rafael how? My son will be born without a father." The crystal clear look fell on Kharisa's cheek. For three months Kharisa tried to find Rafael's contacts through social media and some friends Rafael who can be contacted via social media, but the results are nil. Rafael's social media accounts are inactive, and there is no contact with Kharisa through IG, FB or other social media accounts. Some of Rafael's friends known to Kharisa also said lost contact with Rafael, no communication at all via telephone, WA or SMS. After leaving for America six months ago Rafael seemed to disappear from circulation. The most powerful way to find Rafael is to visit his home during the annual vacation, Rafael once told that he plans to return to Indonesia once a year during the semester or year-end holidays, that's after his son was born.
"Neng did not need much thought, just pray a lot so that God gave way we can meet Rafael before the baby Neng was born. There is still a month, who knows that Allah loves that the miracle of Raphael came before Neng gave birth, nothing is impossible for Allah if Allah wills, even if his father has not come, A stuff will dampingin Neng continue, Neng do not need to worry much." Faisal always accompanied Kharisa when Kharisa was sad. And lately Kharisa often looks sad, often aloof in the room.
Currently Kharisa pregnancy stepped on the eighth month, grateful for her pregnancy in good health, there are no significant complaints, she said, last check the pregnancy two weeks ago the condition of the mother and fetus is in good and healthy condition. Mama invited Kharisa to check the pregnancy to the obstetrician who is in Rancaekek Bandung Regency, a bit far away indeed but there is the nearest facility compared to if you have to go to the city of Garut. From the results of the ultrasound examination, the position of the head of the fetus is already below, it has begun to enter the upper door of the pelvis, the possibility is small to change position again so that it is possible to be born with normal labor. Estimates of labor according to the results of the USG four more weeks around the middle of the month, if there are no complications of labor can be helped by the nearest midwife, said her obstetrician. The need for labor and for the baby has been prepared Mama and Bi Nani. Bi Nani was also busy preparing for baby needs, he bought himself with the savings he had from work during the Kharisa family. With Bi Nani happily buying baby clothes, knickknacks, baby mattresses and some other knick knacks, she felt she would have her own granddaughter, Mama also did not forbid even joined Bi Nani to consider Kharisa and her fetus like her own daughter and granddaughter. Kharisa's mental stay to be prepared.
Unfortunately getting closer to the time of delivery, Kharisa's mental looks unstable, he often blames himself which makes his mother and father have to separate, blaming Rafael who until now there is no news. He considered Rafael irresponsible, and had lied to him. Kharisa regretted being despised, so there must be a child who will soon be born without a father.
"I should have said Papa, I put the baby away........."
"Astaghfirullah's....Neng Kharis don't talk like that geulis...." Bi Nani cut off the speech of her foster child. Currently Bi Nani is accompanying Kharisa in his room, Bi Nani has just persuaded Kharisa to have lunch, some days Kharisa is difficult to eat, must be persuaded new will, he said, it was only eating a few bribes, sometimes Bi Nani had to call Faisal to persuade Kharisa to eat. Mama Kharisa can only give advice every morning so that her daughter wants to eat because during the day she helps the boarding school foundation take care of financial administration.
"Neng Kharis must remember the advice of Mama, Neng must believe this is the best for Neng Kharis, soon this baby will be born, certainly many love the same baby Neng, including aunt." Bi Nani rubbed Kharisa's stomach which looks round when sitting.
"Now Neng Kharis eat first well, kasian. the baby must be lax." Bibi took rice that had been served with corn prekedel, oreg tempe and a bowl of chicken soup on the table. Kharisa shook his head. "I'm not hungry yet Bi."
"It's already two o'clock, Neng Kharis this morning the breakfast is also a little, kasian dede the baby must be starving, the soup is already aunt angetin again. Eat his geulis......." Bi Nani continued to persuade Kharisa to eat.
"Bi is now...." Kharisa even spread his body and closed his eyes, finally Bi Nani came out of Kharisa's room. He left the house to Faisal's house, Faisal's last hope to persuade Kharisa to eat.
"A Isal's...Assalamualaikum....." Bi Nani knocked on Faisal's door.
"Goddessalam...." Bu Aisha's mother Faisal opened the door.
"Eh Bi Nani, enter Bi."
Just here Miss Aisyah, sorry A The item is there?"
"There's Bi, I'll call, Bi Nani come in first." Miss Aisyah called Faisal who had just finished lunch. Faisal preferred to eat at home rather than eat with other santri in the dining room of the cottage, of course because his mother's cooking felt better, fitting on her tongue, he said, waiting for lunch after school. Faisal approached Bi Nani.
"What's Bi...?"
"Sorry A Isal, aunty wants help, Neng Kharis still does not want to eat, please be persuaded with A Isal, usually like to want if the same A isal."
"Sorry, Miss Aisyah, so it's a hassle." Said Bi Nani when she saw Bu Aisyah into the living room.
"Neither Bi Nani, do not hesitate, pity Neng Kharisa need support, hopefully Faisal can give spirit."
"Yes Ma'am.I'm sorry ma'am, thank you so much. Assalamualaikum."
"Yes Bi, waalaikumsalam"
Faisal was already in the living room where Kharisa lived, he did not dare to go into the room where Kharisa was. Kharisa also came out of the room with his eyes moist and tangled hair sebahu. She wears a short dress under the knee.
"Hai Neng..kok lemes that, surely have not eaten well, A Isal just ate the same fried tilapia, sambel, lalap, fried tofu tempe anget, ni delicacy. Neng has not eaten yet?" Faisal pretended not to know that Kharisa had not eaten. Kharisa did not answer just shaking his head.
"Not really eating? You know that we ate together, now or eat first well, A Isal temenin."
"I don't have appetite" he replied briefly
"Our neng may not be appetite, but our bodies, the important organs in our bodies need nutrition, especially the baby dede need nutrition for the growth and development of his brain, he said Neng wants his son pinter rich father, yes must be supported by nutrition for good brain development. Now eat well, want to eat the same fish use sambel, A isal takein to the house well." Faisal stood up to go to his house.
"Don't eat A.., I eat soup." Actually Kharisa interested to eat the same fried fish with sambal, hot-hot seems good, but he is not tasty and shy always troublesome Faisal family.
"Yes, I've got the food first." Faisal headed to the kitchen, it turned out that Bi Nani was preparing food for Kharisa, the food was prepared to be replaced with a new one, Kharisa would definitely not want to eat if the food was cold.
Finally Kharisa wants to eat too, and eat it well, the rice and soup is exhausted, because indeed he is actually hungry, plus Faisal is always chatty when Kharisa will leave his food.
"Mubadzir, it's worth it if it's not eaten."
"Poverty of the cape-cape farmers nanam padi, already so the rice is even wasted."
"Over there are many who can't eat because there is no food, there is food instead not eaten." Kharisa finally finished his meal. That's how Faisal can always take Kharisa's heart. Bi Nani who deliberately eavesdropped in the living room with her own smiles heard the familiarity of Kharisa and Faisal, she was grateful, at a time when father Kharisa and the Rafael family did not want Kharisa's pregnancy, there are still good people and support him. Suppose the father of the baby contained by Kharisa beside him would be happy Kharisa.
seriate......