Don't Take My Son

Mom's Feelings

At nine o'clock in the night Rakha was sleeping soundly, he seemed exhausted coming home from Jakarta. Rafael drove Kaharisa and Rakha home, they arrived at eight o'clock at night, the journey from Jakarta was quite smooth, especially with the overpass from Bekasi to Karawang made their trip faster, and the road was not easy, completely barrier-free.

Rafael did not linger at Kharisa's house, he immediately returned to his mess. Actually Kharisa who told Rafael to go home soon, Kharisa did not want to linger with Rafael again, although Rakha still wanted to be with his dady.

"Dady cape's love, tomorrow Dady has to work, so Dady comes home now so he can rest, Rakha also after taking a shower straight break well, tomorrow is school." Kharisa indirectly expelled Rafael. In addition to still being upset with Rafael, Kharisa also became awkward, precisely embarrassed, because when on the trip Rafael had discussed the incident five years ago, the incident that caused Rakha in this world. While on Rakha's journey asleep, Rafael freely recalls the incident that made Kharisa's face flushed and heated.

"Sa, when it was in front of your house, I remembered that moment, when we were both in your room and did it. I didn't think what we were doing was actually making you pregnant, but I was pretty sure it wasn't possible for you to get pregnant. Our people do it try too, right? Sory yes Sa." Said Rafael casually, with a fixed view to the streets in front of him.

"Actually I had no intention of doing it Sa, I just wanted to kiss you, but the atmosphere was so supportive back then, your house was quiet, outside the rain, outside, that intention just crossed so much that it occurred to me that if I were to obtain your chastity, you would not be able to turn away from me."

"Why do we talk about this El, I don't want to talk about it, it's the past." Given that, of course, made Kharisa so reminded of his folly to easily give up his chastity to Rafael without thinking long. At that time he was lulled by the touch and sweet words of Rafael, secretly it turns out Rafael expressed his feelings with romantic love words, even though during their relationship, dating, rafael never uttered any romantic words back then, perhaps because he felt it was hard to part with Kharisa and was afraid that Kharisa would turn away from him when far away.

"You're my first love and I want you to be my last."

"Never turn away from me, even if I can't see you, I'll do the same thing, won't turn away from you, promise."

"And I will make you unable to turn away from me. Even if we separate, we will always remember each other. Even though our bodies are far apart, our hearts will always be close. You're always in my hurt, forefer."

Those were some of the words that Rafael said back then before they committed any forbidden act.

"Yes, I'm not going to talk about it anymore, I suddenly remembered. But I don't regret Sa, hopefully because of that you didn't turn away from me, especially now that there's Rakha, you can't turn away from me, because I'm her father." Rafael felt there was a gap to discuss their relationship.

"Ish..What we do is sin, we should regret doing it, we should ask for forgiveness and repent El."

"That means you regret getting pregnant and giving birth to Rakha." Rafael's voice sounded disappointed.

"Rakha is the most beautiful gift that God has given me, because he is the one I can live through. She's everything to me. What we have to regret is that we are easily tempted to persuade Satan, and we must repent El, ask God for forgiveness." Rafael fell silent, looking at Kharisa's words.

"I will ask God for forgiveness" he said. "But we can still be in a relationship right? You're still my girlfriend Sa, remember! I never killed you.

"El between us is no longer related. I've been telling you since you got engaged to Vania, our relationship is only limited to Rakha's mother and father.

"Sa...is there no love for me?" Rafael asked as he continued to concentrate on the road, his car was on an overpass at a speed of 100 KM/h. Now that her heart was beating fast, she was so worried that Kharisa actually rejected her.

"Don't love have to be? But willing to let go for the happiness of the one we love, that is Love. Your engagement to Vania is stronger than our relationship, if you still think we're dating. Remember El, you proposed to Vania."

"Then I will propose to you, so that our relationship will be stronger." Rafael was challenged by Kharisa's words.

"It's El, I don't want to talk about this." Kharisa was just silently staring at the street in front of him which was visible due to the spotlight of Rafael's car, not responding to Rafael's remarks again until arriving at his home.

Kharisa did not get tired of watching Rakha sleeping soundly. Somehow his eyes are not sleepy, even though during the trip he did not sleep. He remembered the meeting with his father, and wanted to tell his mother.he went from his room to his mother's room. His mother and Bi Nani arrived home an hour earlier from a trip to Garut.

"Not sleeping Mah." said Kharisa seemed to approach his mother, then sit on the side of the bed.

"Mom wants to name this again." Mama picked up her book and showed it to Kharisa.

"You haven't slept yet? Rest, you must be tired." Kharisa only smiled at her smile.

"Not yet drowsy Mah, Kharis wants to tell Mama."

"What news? Here sit here." Mama shifted her seat. Kharisa was sitting on the bed.

"Ma..mama don't miss Papa?" Kharisa asked heartily - afraid that his mother did not like his question.

"Do you want a story or a question?" Mama asked back, apparently reluctant to answer Kharisa's question.

"Yesterday Kharis met Papa, at the hotel where my activities took place." Mama looked at Kharisa in disbelief, she saw Kharisa's eyes showed honesty.

"Kharis apologizes to Papa and Papa to forgive me."

"We had lunch together at the hotel restaurant."

"Papa asked when we'd be home, and I said I'd go home if Mama'd come home, too." Mama was still stunned listening to her daughter's voice. Kharisa also quietly paused his story.

"What did your papa crus say?" ask mama curious.

"Papa didn't say anything." Answer Karisa.

"Papa's party doesn't want Mama to come home. Papa's still disappointed by Mama's actions taking you away" Mama's face looked disappointed.

"Ma, Kharis believes papa has forgiven us and wishes us a return with Papa, wishing us to go home. Kharis had seen our house, before Rafael took us there. The house is clean and well-maintained Mah, looks like Papa was expecting us to return to that house."

"If Papa asks us to go back there, what about Mah? Mama wants to go back with Papa. I know Mama was tortured to part with Papa, and all because of Kharis. Maafin Kharis ya Mah's. Kharis wants Mama back with Papa, and to be as happy as ever.

"Would you like to come back with Papa?"

Mama just fell silent, did not answer her daughter's question, she did still love her husband, but she was also disappointed with his attitude five years ago. At this time his heart was calm with the current situation, even though it had to harbor a deep longing.

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