
" Kharis your things that will be brought have been put in all right?" Mama saw Kharisa's suitcase still open. "Will it be brought?" Some of Kharisa's clothes stel was still lying on the bed, then Mama put it in a suitcase.
"That I don't want to go Mah, we just follow Papa's wishes, I also don't want to get pregnant Mah, I don't want to have children, I still want to go to school." Kharisa sobbed again, if told to choose he was willing to abort his fetus, he himself was not ready to have children with conditions like now, pregnant and have children outside marriage was never in his dreams, he was not ready to have children with conditions like now, plus the father of the fetus until now there is no news, whether it will be responsible or not, but that is what now happens to him because of the mistakes he made himself, can not keep the crown of his honor.
"Khariani....Mama doesn't want to argue anymore, after breakfast we leave immediately, before noon your father comes." Mama realized her daughter still can not think mature, still unstable, and easily influenced so often change in decision making. Last night he agreed to go with his mother, now hesitating again.
"Well what people say, I'm pregnant out of wedlock, what my friends say if you know, I don't want to get pregnant mah, I just want to abort it." Kharisa started sobbing again.
"Kharis, do you want to be a murderer? murder your own son? Mama doesn't want you to be a killer, baby. We will take care and raise her together, Mama is sure you will love her after she is born" Mama stroked her daughter's head affectionately, even though her heart ached with her daughter's sins, but as his affection for his daughter was greater, he was unlikely to leave his daughter in distress, not to let her fall into the deeper abyss of sin. Even to protect her daughter she willingly parted with the man she loved, leaving happiness with her husband, she was willing to do it all. After all, he will not be a man who asks him to commit sins, instead he wants to protect himself and his daughter from the torment of hell fire .
"Mahs....Karin does not want to have children, how will my school be? I want to go to college, what about my ideals Mah?"
"If you don't want to have children yet, why do you do such despicable deeds? Now you have to take responsibility for the consequences." said Mama firmly.
" Yes......." Karina
"Okay.if you don't want to get out of here it doesn't matter, but Mama will still go. You don't want to take any more sins for the second time, just once your mistake just can't keep up and watch over you well." Mama's tears started to pool and drip on her cheeks, making Kharisa feel guilty.
"Reply your clothes into the closet before Papa comes, but I'm sorry Mama, Mama will still go." Mama came out of Kharisa's room to her room. While Kharisa hastily got off his bed immediately chased after his Mama.
"Well, I went with Mama." she cried, but her mother had entered her room. Kharisa opened the door to his mother's room without knocking. Mama immediately turned her head and stopped her activities, she had just put her precious jewelry into a bag that she would definitely need.
"Well, I'll go with Mama." said Kharisa.
"Thank God.....Mama can't be away from you baby, Mama love you son." They hugged each other with tears falling back.
"I can't be far from my mom either....I love Mama." Of course, during this time Kharisa was never far from his mother for a long time, only two to three days Mama left Kharisa if she had to accompany her husband out of town or abroad. It was rare, even the frequent Kharisa who participated when fitting for school holidays.
"If so, let's pack your things to bring, then we'll have breakfast." Kharisa nodded his head and left his mother's room.
Seen at the dinner table there was food prepared by Bi Nani for breakfast. When Mama was about to sit in the chair she saw a travel bag near the dining table, it was not Kharisa's, then who's it?
"Bi Nani's.....Bi......" While waiting for Kharisa Mama called her housekeeper who she already considered like a brother.
"Yes Mom...." Bi Nani also approached Mama.
"Whose bag is this?"
"Oh.it's mine Mom." Bi Nani replied with a lowered head.
"Where is Bi Nani going? Want to go home?" Mama looks astonished.
"I want to go with Mom." Apparently Bi Nani found out her employer was going to leave the house, but Mama never told Bi Nani.
"Auntie knows I'm leaving?"
"Sorry Mom, I overheard my mom talking to Neng Kharis. Let me go with Mom and Neng Kharis Bu."
"Bi..my life in the future may not be the same as now, I may not be able to pay Bi Nani, Bi Nani should stay here."
"If Mother and Neng Kharis were not there, Father would definitely not stay in this house, there would be no work to do, I would be repatriated by Father, Father, instead of me coming back to the village better follow Mom, I do not have to think about having to pay my salary, as long as I can be with Mom and Neng Kharis it is enough for me, Mommy does not have to think about having to pay, so please let me come with you." Bi Nani's words seemed earnest.
"Mom, didn't you ever say you thought I was a mother's brother, even if I felt inappropriate, so you don't have to feel bad."
"Bi Nani don't talk like that, I do consider Bi Nani like a brother."
"Then let me come with Mom." Bi Nani Keukeuh wants to follow her master who is very good to her.
"Yes Bi Nani can come with me." Bi Nani looks sumringah.
"Thank you ma'am, if that's what I do first, there's still stuff I'll bring." Bi Nani rushed towards her room.
The time is at half-eight in the morning when Kharisa and Mama are enjoying their breakfast, the plan is that they will leave the house at eight.
Ting......Ting.......
Mama opened her HP, there was an incoming message that turned out from her husband.
"Jam nine friendsin I invite."
"You're ready, I'm on the road."
Mom was surprised by her husband's message, meaning she had to leave this house immediately.
"Kharis.we must leave now, Papa is on the road to get here. Get your suitcases and stuff out, mama order a cab now." Mama immediately contacted the number stored on her HP to order a taxi.
"Bi Nani's.....Bi...."
"Yes Mom...?" Bi Nani immediately approached Mama.
"Bie...Bring the suitcase, the bag to the terrace, we'll leave now, I've ordered a taxi, all you call Mr. Anwar tell me to come here right now." Bi Nani immediately contacted Mr. Anwar, his employer's personal driver, then brought a suitcase and travel bag to the terrace while waiting for a taxi to come.
Ten minutes later the taxi booked was already in front of the house, Bi Nani assisted by Mr. Anwar put the suitcase and travel bag into the trunk.
"Pa Anwar..don't go home first well, wait for you to come here is on the road, later the key to his house love to Father well." Mama did not mention where to go, Mr. Anwar did not ask where his employer would go, thought he would go on vacation, and would go to the airport, he did not suspect at all that Mama, Mama, was not, Kharisa and Bi Nani will leave this house, either until when, maybe temporarily or forever will not return to this house.
"Let's go in Kharis, you sit in front, come on Bi....." Mama got into the car first followed by Bi Nani
"Mah Kharis wants to pee a little bit better." Kharisa ran into a small house, he kept his HP on the table where displaying family photos before entering the bathroom near the living room. Finished with his affairs Kharisa hurriedly out to the car, he did not want his mother to wait too long. After Kharisa sat in the passenger seat, the car drove away from the house which had been a comfortable place for them.
The atmosphere inside the taxi was so quiet, no one was making a sound. Mama did not show sadness on her face, she tried to strengthen herself to sincerely leave happiness with her husband, she said, however, she and her husband have different principles and she will never obey her husband's orders to abort her own future granddaughter who is growing and developing in her daughter's womb, he did not want to show his sadness even though his heart was sick, painful, he had to cover it up.
When the taxi car was driving slowly because of the queue of vehicles in front of him, Mama saw Papa's car from the opposite direction, of course Papa will head to the house to pick up Mama, Mama, somehow his reaction was not to find Mama and her daughter at home.
I'm sorry, I may not be a good wife to you. Forgive me for leaving you, I cannot live with you in the shadow of guilt and sin. Goodbye to you......
While Kharisa stared at the streets with a blank look, he had resignedly followed his mother's direction because he believed Mama loved him very much would not let him suffer, he just regretted why he had to leave his father, he said, he also loved his father even though yesterday he felt the anger of his father, but he was sure his father also loved him very much.
Pardon Kharisa, because our Kharisa is like this, may this only be while we are apart, may Papa forgive Kharis. Good bye Pah.
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