
The night is getting late, but Rafael is still in the room accompanying Rakha, the plan is he will return to his apartment. It is impossible for him to stay in Kharisa's apartment, especially in one room with Kharisa. But Rakha scolded when Rafael said that he would go home even with the excuse of accompanying Oma Sarah.
"Daddy lied, said he wouldn't leave me." Rakha said.
"Daddy does not leave Rakha, Daddy just went home a little while before Oma, tomorrow morning to come here again.
"No, there's Om Lichan." It seems Rakha cannot be lied to. After dinner Richan left home, and Rakha knew Om was coming home to Oma Sarah's apartment.
"Yes Daddy's sleeping here, let's go to bed." Finally Rafael relented for a while, after Rakha's new sleep he would go home
"Where's momy?"
"Momy again chat with Wa Ira, later here, let's now Rakha sleep, Rakha must rest a lot, let's just go home to Indonesia, soon to school. Let's read the prayer first." Finally Rakha fainted, after praying he closed his eyes and fell asleep in his sleep.
The time has shown at half-ten in the evening when Rafael decided to go home, the earlier it is better so that he can sleep enough, because in the morning he will return to the apartment Kharisa, if you can before Rakha wakes up he's already here.
After making sure Rakha slept well, he got out of bed, slowly opening the door of the room so as not to make a sound that could wake his son up. After the door opened he did not come out at once, at a glance he heard Kharisa say his name. After Isya and dinner last night Kharisa and Fakhira sat on the sofa of the TV room, it seems like a lot they chatted and until now still looks fun. And it looks like Kharisa is confiding in a woman who is three years older than him.
Rafael was standing in front of the half-opened door, he really intended to eavesdrop.
"In my heart I'm sure that Rafael is my soul mate, let alone that there is Rakha among us, but when I say yes sometimes there is doubt again, maybe more towards fear that something will happen in our relationship after marriage. According to Ira Tea means I'm sure not yet?" Raphael heard Kharisa's question clearly.
"If we have prayed, asked God for guidance, be assured that God will lead us forward, making the best decision according to God, not good according to us."
"In the matter of a mate, God will bring our soul mate together according to what is written in Lauhul Mahfudz. If it's a soul mate there will be nothing that can hinder, surely meet, otherwise if not a soul mate as big as any effort we will always have a barrier to separate, like that's the soul mate." Fakhira was silent for a moment, what he said was actually to strengthen himself, armed with this belief he could remain strong even though in his heart must have kept a wound.
"If Abah says almighty, we must be smart to read His message of love. God does not always give us a dream. In the life lived, many can also be used as a guide, for example with the incident of Rakha sick to coma, maybe behind it there is a hint of His answer, for example, we must be able to understand what God means behind it." What Fakhira said was the same as Faisal said before returning to Indonesia, of course he got knowledge from the same teacher.
"Faisal told the same story, by phone, last yesterday before he left for Semarang. Stories abound about your desires, Rakha's desires, her turmoil." Fakhira paused her speech. Kharisa looks up to his seat.
"What's the tea story?" Kharisa asked to make sure, his face looks anxious, mixed with embarrassment if the truth that Faisal told him was his request to be Rakha's father.
"Your request to Faisal, but Faisal has answered it, right? Rest assured Faisal's answer is a clue to convince your heart in making a decision." said Fakhira reassured Kharisa, he knew his sister did not carelessly take the decision must involve God in it.
"Aaaahh... A Isal the same story Ira Tea?" Kharisa closed his face with both hands in shame. Of course he was ashamed, his effect was aggressive towards Faisal. Semwntara Rafael who was still standing behind the open door was more curious about what Fakhira said. What did Kharisa ask Faisal? Ask in the heart.
"Not to be ashamed of that." Fakhira chuckled at Kharisa's attitude. "Faisal didn't mean 'member', he just asked for Teteh's opinion. And Teteh believes his decision was the best. So you don't have to hesitate anymore to make a decision, doesn't Rakha really want to gather with momy and daddy?"
"Don't ask Teteh, ask your little heart." Fakhira clasped Kharisa's hand as if giving support for any decision Kharisa.
"What time is it, until it doesn't feel, Ira tea must cape to rest." Kharisa looked at the clock on his HP screen on the table, already showing ten o'clock in the evening less than fifteen minutes.
"Rakha has not slept yet." Kharisa looked back, the door of his room was half open. Don't even sleep because there is a daddy, but there is no sound, also the voice of Rafael.
"Come, Ira Tea just rest in the room."
"Thank you Sa, so take it." Fakhira
"What nicotine, rather than in a hotel alone, mending here, can be exciting. Not tomorrow Tea, just the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow we go for a walk, I haven't been anywhere."
"Yes, you also want to know the city that is said to be the most advanced in Southeast Asia." Consider it all refreshing to forget for a moment his disappointment, Inner Fakhira.
"Eh, Bi Dewi hasn't come home yet Sa." Since Fakhira came to the apartment has not met with mama Kharisa, he said again nemenin papa Kharisa meet colleagues all shopping kanya.
"He.he.he.his wealth mama as well as nostalgia reminiscing about the past, as they have been more than five years never walk together. Ira tea just rest, tomorrow morning also meet." Kharisa. Fakhira nodded his head, he went to the room that used to be used by Rendi. Karisa also moved towards her room, just two steps away, she saw Rafael coming out of the room, her smile seemed to be adorning her lips, making Kharisa stunned and misbehaved. So remember that conversation with Fakhira. Perhaps it was time he had to accept Rafael, decide to live with him, become a full-fledged parent to Rakha.
"Rakha is asleep." Said Rafael half-whispering, not wanting his voice to be heard by Rakha who would wake him up.
"Would you like to go home?" Somehow Kharisa's tone of voice sounded like he was not willing if Rafael left. Rafael nodded his head.
"Tomorrow I will come here again, I will try before Rakha wakes up, I will call you when tomorrow is at the door." Rafael himself is actually heavy to go home to his apartment, he wants to be here with Rakha, also Kharisa of course, but they are nobody, their relationship status is not clear. So it occurred to ascertain their current relationship as well.
"But I'd like to talk to you for a second, in the living room, would you?" Kharisa nodded his head, the two of them headed towards the living room. They sit next to each other, the living room sofa is indeed only one fit for two people, plus one round chair as a complement. It seems like Rafael was deliberately sitting next to Kharisa in order to get close. They sit facing each other.
"What do you want to talk about?" Kharisa's heart suddenly thumped, he suspected Rafael would continue the conversation yesterday, although Kharisa asked for two days to think but from his gelagat can be seen Rafael so expect Kharisa's answer.
"I don't want to be called a liar by my own son, I want to keep my promise to him that if I don't leave him, I will be with Rakha. He had thought I would leave him, because I wanted to go back to the apartment even though on the grounds of accompanying mom. Rakha won't let me go, but I can't possibly stay with you because our status isn't clear." Rafael paused his speech, then pulled both hands of Kharisa into his grasp, but Kharisa was surprised and tried to release from Rafael's grasp, but Rafael's grasp was so strong, eventually Kharisa relented.
"For that matter, even if you haven't given an answer, tomorrow I'll talk to your father to propose to you."Said Rafael confidently, of course confident will be accepted by Kharisa because he had heard the conversation Kharisa with Fakhira.
" I'm sure you love me, although maybe right now your love for me is not as big as it used to be, but I promise I'll make you love me as you used to."
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