
Rafael kept his promise to come to the Vania mess which blocked eight other mess houses, the Vania mess is on the edge. Previously he performed the Isha prayer, now he became more diligent in carrying out his obligations as a Muslim although sometimes there are still hollow, but it has included extraordinary progress, including extraordinary progress, of course this is because his favorite son who always invites him to pray while with him.
"Lake Raf...." Vania let her fiance in. "Have you eaten?" He asked, actually he had prepared dinner for the two of them, but he did not believe that Rafael wanted to eat dinner with him because he saw his attitude that was getting away from him. But he kept preparing, and offered, who knew Rafael would eat with him.
"I've eaten, if you want to eat, eat first." Rafael rests his body on the couch.
"See, I'll make you a drink first." Vania had no intention of eating, **** her meal was gone due to the slight disappointment she could have expected, Rafael would not want to eat with her. He returned to the living room with a cup of capucino, he knew Rafael liked the drink. Then he sat on the sofa opposite Rafael.
"Van just go ahead, I want to discuss our relationship again, exactly I want to confirm that I have fixed can not continue our relationship." Rafael said it with confidence and Vania could see and feel her fiance was really serious with his words.
"Did that woman also work at this hospital?" Vania's question made Rafael frown. Vania begins to suspect that the woman Rafael loves is Kharisa, since watching Rafael during a morning meeting two weeks ago. But after that he found no evidence of closeness between Rafael and Kharisa, but this afternoon he saw Rafael both in the elevator with Kharisa made him curious and wanted to ask Rafael directly.
"Who's that woman you don't need to know Van, which I obviously loved him long before we met." For now it is impossible for Rafael to tell if the woman he loves is Kharisa, Kharisa himself does not want to accept it.
"If you already have a woman you love why did you accept this match? You should have refused, so I no longer have to hope for you, I've been this way I've been hard off you Raf, not just because I already like you but what I think is my family, I thought about how they felt especially my parents and my grandmother, they were already too happy finally what my grandfather and your grandfather wanted was realized, she said, they must be disappointed if the engagement of his son should run aground.Try you think again Raf, if we have not reached the stage of fiance maybe I am not too much consideration, but this, my friends already know that we're engaged, let alone your dad announcing it in front of a hospital employee. If you don't really think about how I feel, please think about the feelings of my parents, and my ailing grandmother Raf." Vania revealed the whole wedge in her heart. His eyes seemed teary, which woman would not be sad, and his heart ache when his fiancee instead asked to cancel their engagement, even because of the betrothal, and his love was not so deep.
"They'll be more disappointed when the child's marriage runs aground, but we haven't reached Van's marriage, I don't want to hurt you more deeply, I don't want to hurt you more deeply, I don't want our marriage to be just a charade that hurts us. You have to be happy Van, and I won't be able to make you happy."
"I would be happy to see my parents happy, so I agreed with this matchmaking because I wanted to see them happy." Vania is a good child, since childhood he was a submissive child, no wonder he was so loved by his parents, especially by his grandmother. Until he grew up, he always followed the wishes of his parents. When choosing a college major he followed the wishes of his father, although in fact he was not too interested, he preferred psychology than finance, but eventually he followed the wishes of his father majoring in financial management.
Besides beautiful Vania is also a smart girl, many of her male friends who put their hearts on Vania, but she always refused, because she already knew that she would be betrothed to her grandfather's best friend's granddaughter, who is also a child, precisely when he entered college he was told by his mother and oma. And after Rafael returned to his homeland after finishing his medical school, then he was reunited with Rafael. Actually they have known before and have met several times at family gatherings, because their parents' relationship is so close. When told that he will be betrothed to Rafael, he began to open his heart to receive Rafael, it is not difficult to accept Rafael as a prospective husband, he said, who would refuse to be betrothed to a handsome man with a proportional body, a prospective doctor, from a distinguished and wealthy family, of course, his parents were so hopeful that Rafael became his son-in-law, there was no reason for Vania to reject him, even until now the feeling of love had begun to grow in her heart.
"Raf, is there not the slightest feeling in your heart for me, am I so much lacking compared to that woman?" Vania also continues to fight for their relationship, she is not willing that her engagement should end just like that without being fought.
"Is he so perfect that you prefer him over me, I want to do anything for you Raf, you want me to be, I will do it, please consider first appreciating the feelings of my parents Raf, please." This time Vania sat on the floor pleading with Rafael, of course Rafael was shocked to see the attitude of Vania who pleaded in such a way.
"Van, you don't like this." Rafael grabs Vania, holds her back on the couch.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you, that I was disappointed, that something was so hard for me that I chose not to continue this engagement, it's because of my past, and I have to take responsibility for what I've done."
"Is that woman pregnant with your child?" Vania asked with a trembling voice. Vania's heart beats fast, she is afraid that if her guess turns out to be true, Rafael prefers the woman because she is pregnant with Rafael's child.
"More than that, I already have a child with him."
Rafael's words sounded like lightning striking him, making his heart stop beating, his eyes round, his hands reflexively closing his open mouth. He didn't hear wrong, did he?
"A..what? The kid? Ba...how can...?" Vania asked stammered, she was still shocked by Rafael's words.
"You must not have thought that I already had a child, four years old, I only found out not long after I moved here. And I must take responsibility for what I have done, to my son, to his mother whom I have abandoned. So I beg you to understand and accept why I insist on breaking off our engagement." Now Vania was silent a thousand languages, trying to accept and digest what Rafael said. And he doesn't know what to do, keeps fighting for his engagement or retreats to Rafael's wishes as it turns out there's a pretty heavy barrier to keeping his relationship afloat.
seriate...