Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 9 The Bitter Honesty

That day Revan went straight home. His head rests on the large sofa of his family room. Mbok Sum who was shocked to see his master back again took the initiative

make a cup of tea.

Revan was still thinking about what he said to Sheila. He didn't expect to hurt Sheila that bad. She still imagined the expression on Sheila's face that accompanied her days of almost 5 years.

But it was much better, Revan thought. Rather than him having to survive a lifetime of lies. He pinched the base of his dizzy head. It was as if there was a heavy weight bearing down on him.

" Young master, here's the tea." exclaimed mbok sum.

" Thank you mbok." replied Revan who was still pinching the base of his head.

" Is sir sick??. Do I need to contact the doctor gilang." asked mbok sum. Revan shook his head. Mbok Sum left his own master there.

While at Sheila's boarding house. She was crying - so. She was crying hysterically. The photo of himself with Revan who was displayed beautifully on his study table was shattered to pieces because it had been thrown into the wall. The makeup equipment on the table was also destroyed. The study table that is usually neatly arranged is not spared from the tantrums.

All of Sheila's hostesses looked confused and panicked. There are things that make Sheila so hysterical. Friends banged on Sheila's bedroom door. But in the key from the inside. They were all afraid that Sheila would be reckless and sort of inside.

One of her roommates, who had Revan's mobile number, quickly contacted the man. Revan was still leaning his body on the sofa of his house, suddenly his cellphone rang. He had no idea the sound of the call. Shortly thereafter, the sound of his phone ringing again. Revan who was disturbed by the sound of his cellphone call also took the phone in his pants pocket. The name April is there.

Revan muttered, What did april contact her.

" Hallo there is ~ "Revan has not had time to ask the caller has nyerocos without pause.

" Hello mas Revan. Cepet come to the hostel right now. Sheila's mom is raging heavy. The door to his room is locked. We're afraid of Sheila's reckless mother. Cepet here yes. Hurry up, ma'am." explained april. Revan took a long breath. Turn off the phone, take back the car keys. He rushed there too.

Revan drove his vehicle at high speed. On the way, he kept on pinning himself. He doesn't want anything to happen to Sheila. He would feel very sinful if Sheila got desperate and did things.

Not until 10 minutes Revan has arrived in front of the sheila boarding house. There's april in front of the hostel waiting for Revan's arrival. Revan immediately ran towards Sheila's room. There are some friends of Sheila who still call and bang on the door of Sheila's room. But the room sounds quiet now. No noise and no activity there. They're all getting scared.

" andrea ... Open the door. Sheila ... You can hear me. Sheila .. "call Revan while knocking on Sheila's door. There's no answer.

" There's no spare key" asked Revan.

" The key to the proposal is in the house of the boarding house" explained April.

" You guys back off I'm going to break this door down." explains Revan. All of Sheila's friends back off and Revan starts kicking the doorknob off the room. It did not take long, the door handle was broken and the door was open. Revan went into the room.

The room was very messy. Lots of glass. In the way that girl. Sheila sat curled up next to the wardrobe. At his touch was the hand of his ex-girlfriend.

" Sheila ..." exclaimed Revan. Sheila looked up at the man in front of her. I saw the girl's face. Very devastated and destroyed.

Sheila immediately cried and scattered in Revan's arms. Revan returns Sheila's embrace while calming the girl down.

" Don't leave me the van" sheila lirih said in her arms.

" I'd rather die if I had to be separated from you" he said again sobbing. Revan took a long breath. He was confused as to what to answer. He didn't want to lie to her anymore.

" You have to go on with your life again even without me, La." explains Revan gently trying to give understanding to the girl.

Sheila shook her head. The sound of her crying came back. Revan buried the girl's face in his arms. Beat the chest of the much loved man. He could not accept this real reality.

" Sheila heard me." exclaimed Revan taking off the girl's embrace and cupping the girl's face.

" You're a good girl and you're beautiful, you can look for good guys. Who accepts and loves you sincerely without hypocrisy and lies." he explained. Sheila was still crying and shaking her head.

" I know, it's really painful for you. But I better be honest now. Rather than me sticking with a lie that will hurt you forever. I don't want to lie to you anymore.I've learned to love you, but I can't. The more I try, the more I feel so guilty towards you." Revan explained to Sheila who was still crying.

" Cry today as much as you. Let your heart be relieved. Don't act stupid and petty that will make you and those who love you regret it. And smile tomorrow with passion. Forget the past, take the future. We are no longer together as lovers. We can still be together as friends." explains Revan while justifying Sheila's messy hair. Revan tried to smile in front of the girl. And she said goodbye and left the girl who was still crying and called her name.

Revan rushes to leave Sheila's boarding house. His heart could no longer be there. He would feel even more guilty as he stared at the girl so hurt by her attitude.

I'm sorry Sheila ...

Maybe I'm cruel and mean ...

But I want you to have genuine love without the slightest lie ...

Hate me ...

Because I deserve so much to hate ...

May you understand all this ...

May you be happy with others ...

I'm sorry Sheila ...

I'm sorry ...

Revan drove his car quickly to his house. He wants to go to bed soon. So that when he wakes up, he will forget about his problems.

~ Happy reading ~