Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 105 My Little Hero

Revan opened the door to the baby observation room there. There are many babies in the incubator and they look the same as their children. A doctor approached him.

" Dok, the baby's over there!" said the doctor and Revan walked in the doctor's footsteps.

Dr. Anne stopped in front of a baby box. Then told Revan to wash his hands first before touching the blood of his flesh. Revan also said.

He then walked closer to the woman's doctor. Looked a baby who is still very tiny with a few hoses in his nose and mouth. Revan can't even see his son like that. Her crying broke out. On his swab the tiny hand that was still red.

Anne's doctor lifted the tiny baby's body and handed it to Revan. Revan was powerless to see and touch the baby. With eyes still in tears and hands shaking, Revan held her baby for the first time. There was a stitch on his left chest. Revan turned to Anne's doctor to question what the marks were.

" Doctor, we did something to the doctor's son. Miss Aira's baby did not cry when she was born. That's because the baby has swallowed a lot of amniotic fluid to fill his lung cavity. So we had a little hole in the chest cavity of the doctor's child to remove the amniotic fluid" explained Dr. Anne.

Revan was so gasp at the words of the woman of his profession. Her crying became even more so when she heard that. In her embrace the little baby slowly and carefully.

" I'm sorry doc, but we're forced to do that without a doctor's approval. We should have done it sooner. Otherwise the doctor's baby will not be saved due to difficulty in breathing. He stopped breathing for a few seconds. We keep doing CPR and so on to get her breathing back" explains Dr. Anne.

" Thank you doc. Thank you for saving my son's life. I beg you to stay so. Do everything that is best for my son. Whatever the cost, I don't care. Please save my son!." asked Revan to the woman's doctor.

" Me and the team here will do the best we can and the doctors will do. Doctor Revan and family please always pray that doctor Revan's baby can survive and live like other children." said Dr. Anne. Revan nodded.

" All right, doc, I'll give the doctor time to be alone with the baby. I stay first Doc." said Dr. Anne and passed away.

Revan's still holding the baby. In her cephalopods her tiny hand was pierced with several needles for her survival. Revan also pitted his baby that he had not had time to do. The baby responds to everything Revan does. When Revan read the Adhan in his ear, the baby seemed to want to cry. But unfortunately he could not cry because his mouth was blocked by an oxygen hose.

Revan hugged the baby and shed tears. It was only he who wanted to replace the suffering experienced by his wife and child. He could not bear to see his loved ones suffering like this. Put the little baby back in the baby box. He saw all the wires and hoses connected to his tiny body.

" dear. The strong papa. Papa will do anything for you to heal. Don't give up, son. You must miss your mom, hmm. If you're healed we can go home and live together huh." said Revan alone while holding his little child's hand with one finger of his.

On the stroke of the head that still feels soft and tender. Because the cranium is not yet fully formed and is still very small. Hair that is still rare - rarely grows on the tiny head. Revan smiled in his tears as he saw his son smiling as if he heard what he said.

" Papa meet mama first. Papa will be here again. You just bobok here. Don't go anywhere. Don't leave papa and mama. Later papa and mama will be sad if you stay." said Revan with a cry that became again. He really couldn't help but cry. It felt like his chest was tight and slashed when he saw the condition of the baby.

Lord. Is this a punishment or a test for me?. If this is punishment, you should just punish me. Not my innocent child. If this is all a test. Please take all these tests. Because I really can't get through it. I cannot see my son suffering like this, Revan murmured in his heart.

Revan got up from his seat. On the lid again the baby box door was the front of it. So that her baby feels the warm temperature in the box. Revan rubbed his wet, puffy face. The doctor there just smiled and strengthened the man who had just become a father. Revan tried to smile and hide the wound in his heart.

Before leaving, Anne's doctor gave her the files to sign. It is about the handling procedures that will be done to the baby. Revan was also asked for a signature on milk, vitamins, and drugs that will be given to the baby later.

" Give me all the best. Milk, vitamins, or medicine. Please take good care of him. Always monitor its progress. If there's anything - call me immediately." Revan told Anne's doctor before leaving. The doctor said Revan.

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Revan walked through the hall again to see his wife. Now Aira is treated on the 4th floor of this hospital building. Revan pushed the elevator button open. This is a special lift for doctors and nurses. So it looks lonely there. Inside the elevator Revan breathed so heavily. He also rubbed his neck which felt heavy. Like a load hit that part. The elevator door was open. He walked straight to his wife's treatment room.

When Revan entered the ICU room, several doctors were talking at their desks. They gasped when they saw Revan there.

" Doctor Revan" said one of the doctors. Revan also looked.

" The doctor's wife is on bed number 4. The condition is still unstable doc. His blood pressure is still high. We haven't removed the Fentilator on his body" the doctor told Revan. Revan sighed and then headed for the bed that the doctor meant.

Open the curtain that closes half the bed. His wife was still lying weakly with a fentilator in her mouth. In the hand of the woman. Aira opened her eyes slowly. She saw her husband's face there. Revan smiled at his wife. But the woman closed her eyes again.

" He's unconscious?". asked Revan.

" The effect of the drug has not gone off the dock. Therefore lady Aira just woke up for a while" replied the doctor. Revan pulled up a chair that was nearby. He sat down next to his wife.

When he saw Revan who wanted to be alone with his wife. The doctor who spoke with him left the couple. The doctor looked at it from a distance.

Revan stroked his wife's cheek gently. Kiss the forehead of a woman who has sacrificed a lot for the birth of her child. Aira reopened her eyes. He looked at Revan's face with a glaring look. Half conscious of his current condition. Revan smiled as he looked at his wife.

" dear. Don't move much first. Your body is still weak. Just rest first. Bobok again yes." Revan told Aira. Aira closed her eyes again.

Revan was still looking at his wife's pale face. Repeatedly he let out a breath that was so tight inside his chest. Aira opened her eyes again and looked at the man. Revan wiped the tears that flowed in the corner of his wife's eyes.

" why?. What are you crying about?." asked Revan. Aira simply looked at her husband's face without being able to speak. Because his mouth was attached to a fentilator that could not make him speak a word. Revan knows what his wife is thinking. Must be about his son.

Revan rubbed his wife's flat stomach with heart - heart for fear of getting the stitches are still wet. He looked at his wife's face gently.

" You know not. Our son is born. He's hotshot. I met him earlier. He looks a lot like me. He is very handsome." said Revan comforted his wife not to be sad. The man smiled as he talked about his baby.

Aira's eyes wet back. She was eager to see the child her husband meant. Revan wiped those tears again. The man shook his head and told his wife not to cry anymore.

" We have to be strong. We can't just give up on this. We're gonna get through this together." Revan said. Aira nodded her head. The woman pointed at the device that was attached to her mouth. Giving the code to her husband to remove this painful tool. Revan nodded.

" I asked the doctor a moment ago. Whether it can be taken off or not." said Revan then moved to the table of the doctor who was handling his wife. Ask if it can be removed from the Fentilator tool.

" If the madam can breathe on her own, I'll take off the device" the doctor told Aira. Aira nodded in agreement with the doctor's words.

" I'll get the device for a moment" the doctor said, taking the device to remove the Fentilator tube in his mouth.

The doctor returned with a device like a small vacuum cleaner. Revan noticed what the doctor was doing to his wife. The doctor removed all the tape that was attached to Aira's skin and took the vacuum.

" I took the hose. It feels a little uncomfortable. But just a few seconds anyway." he said then turned on the device and took a hose embedded in Aira's chest.

Aira felt like she was in a giggle when the suction device sucked a hose in her chest cavity. Revan frowned and saw his wife in pain.

" It's. I've taken his hose. The lady can breathe normally now. How's it feel?. It's too big, right?". asked the doctor.

" yes. But there was heat and pain in my chest and throat doc." said Aira who can already talk back.

" It's okay - what. It was just the hose effect just now." clearly with a smile. Revan patted his friend's shoulder. Give encouragement and thanks for sacrificing to save his wife's life.