Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 101 Loss of Consciousness

Aira still looks as though she is on a hospital bed. Even though he is calmer now. He looked to the left of the room there. He did not want to look to the right of his body. Because there Revan was sitting faithfully beside him. He didn't want to come face to face with the man. He was lazy to see the face he had always missed.

" aira." cried Kinanti as she entered the treatment room there. It looks like Santi who is carrying Bian and Akbar also entered inside.

" Mama." said Aira.

" You're okay, son?." asked Kinanti as she approached her daughter. Aira's tears just fell when her mother asked like that. At once Kinanti hugged the body of her eldest son.

" Mama, I want to go home!. I don't want to be here!. They're all taking my son!. I don't want to split up with my son Ma!. I don't want to!!." said Aira while accompanied by a whim. Kinanti looked at the lethargic face of her daughter-in-law. The middle-aged woman did not understand what her daughter meant. Revan just looked down.

" It's a darling. You are calm. Don't cry anymore. If you keep this up, then your blood pressure will not go down" said Kinanti. Aira took off her mother's embrace. He rubbed his wet cheeks with that palm of his hand.

Kinanti looked at her daughter's face without heart. This was not the first time she had seen Aira like this while pregnant. On her caresses the Aira shrivel gently. Kinanti stared at the hose attached to her daughter's hand. It made her want to cry when she saw that. But he must be strong in the presence of his children.

" Have you eaten, son?." asked Kinanti to Revan. Revan just shook his head. He understood very well that his son-in-law and son would not have a taste for food for now.

" dear. You're here for a minute with Santi. Mama wants to buy some food for you and Revan" said Kinanti. Aira just nodded. Kinanti looked at Revan's face and gave the code to follow his steps out. Revan walked behind his mother-in-law.

They both walked down the hospital hallway to the hospital canteen at the end of the hall. Revan just fell silent and walked behind his mother-in-law.

Kinanti offered a packet of rice to her daughter-in-law. Revan was just smiling looking at the rice before him at this moment. Kintai began to sit in front of him.

" Eat!. You should take care of your body as well. How can you take care of my son if you can't take care of your body" said Kinanti. Revan grabbed the rice and opened it. Slowly he started eating the food. Though reluctant, as her mother-in-law said. He must be strong for his wife.

" What is Aira's condition?." asked Kinanti. Revan stopped eating.

" His condition is not good Ma." said Revan. Kinanti.

" Is it because her blood pressure is high?" asked the woman. Revan shook his head.

" Then?" asked Kinanti again.

" There's a complication in Aira's heart. Aira's heart function decreased by 60%. And it can make himself and the baby in his stomach die at any time. Because one time Aira had a heart attack suddenly, she would not be saved." explained Revan with glassy eyes.

Kinanti who heard that was also so gasped. He did not expect that his daughter's condition was as alarming as it was today. Revan rubbed his tears that began to fall. Kinanti opened a bottle of drinking water in the bottle and gave it to her daughter-in-law. Revan grabbed the bottle and drank it.

" And then?. There is no way out for this?." asked Kinanti. Revan breathed.

" There's. There is only one way Ma. The baby in Aira's stomach must be removed. It's the only way to save her life" Revan said.

" But the baby was still a little Revan. He's not old enough yet. Will he be able to survive outside after being born?." asked Kinanti sadly.

" Life probability is only 30%. Because the average baby with preterm birth is rarely able to survive outside the uterus. Because all his organs are still not functioning as they should. There will be many complications and various viruses that will attack it." explains Revan. Kinanti also bit her lower lip hearing Revan's words. Very sad life of the princess and her future grandchildren.

" With the baby out, Aira can heal?" asked Kinanti.

" The possibility of recovery exists. And the opportunities are also great. Because later Aira will undergo treatment regularly. With the help of drugs - drugs given and examination with adequate equipment that can make it heal even though it can not be 100% as usual." said Revan.

" But there's one more problem after Ma." Revan said as he looked at his mother-in-law's face.

" issue?. What?." asked Kinanti.

Kinanti to gawk at Revan's explanation. It would be a very big and serious matter for his daughter. Kinanti knew very well that Aira was craving for a child in her life. Even when she found out she was pregnant, she was so happy. There is no happiness so deep besides her being pregnant with her child. And now he had to live such a heart-pounding nightmare.

" Is there no other way Van?. You know for yourself, Aira is so eager to have children. How will she feel if she can't be a mother anymore. He will definitely be very devastated Van." said Kinanti. Revan remained silent.

" Did Aira know this?." asked Kinanti. Revan shook his head.

" Aira doesn't know that she can't be Ma anymore. Revan couldn't tell him." said Revan, wiping his tears.

" I have to how Ma?. I feel useless at this moment. I will be a murderer for my children and I will be a murderer for my own wife." Revan said, covering his face with his palm. She came back crying. Kinanti rubbed Revan's head.

" Nak. Ini ujian buat kalian berdua. Kamu yang tabah, yang kuat. Semua sudah ada takdir masing - masing." ujar Kinanti sambil mengusap pipi nya yang mulai basah dengan air mata.

" You love Aira so much, don't you?." asked Kinanti. Revan nodded.

" If you love her, do what's best for her. Because all decisions are in your hands. You're husband. Prayer istikaharah. Ask for guidance from the Almighty. Ask to show the best way." said Kinanti.

" Are you okay - what will you do if you can't have children?" asked Kinanti in doubt. She was afraid that her son would be lived by the man she loved as he had been - already.

" Revan doesn't care about Ma. As long as Revan is always with Aira. Children's problems, we can adopt later." replied Revan. Kinanti felt a little relieved hearing Revan's words.

" Let's go back to the room. Aira must have been waiting." said Kinanti. Revan nodded. They returned to the room where Aira was taken care of.

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The clock shows at 12 midnight. Aira was asleep in her sleep. While Revan faithfully sat beside him while watching his wife's face. He's not just alone. Kinanti tonight is staying with her son and daughter-in-law. The middle-aged woman fell asleep on the sofa that was in the room. Yes because Aira stayed in the VVIP treatment room so the facilities there were also very adequate.

Seen Revan repeatedly yawns resisting drowsiness. He was very sleepy once but somehow his eyes were very difficult to shut. He chose to sit and recite beside his wife.

He closed his eyes for a few minutes. Revan is surprised by Aira who suddenly has a seizure. His eyes opened and he patted his wife's cheek.

" dear. Dear. Darling why are you?." cried Revan while patting his wife's cheek to wake up. Kinanti who heard Revan screaming got up and approached Revan.

" What's up, Van?. Why is Aira like this?." asked Kinanti frantically to see her son's body constantly twitching.

" Aira convulsing Ma. Mama wait here I call the doctor first." said Revan then ran out asking for help.

" Oh, God, why do you want me?. Aira baby, wake up son. Conscious son." said Kinanti while patting Aira's cheek.

Revan returned to the room with several doctors and nurses there. Revan continued to pat his wife on the cheek for the woman to come to her senses. The nurse there immediately stopped Aira's blood and pulse.

" Blood tension 210/110 dock. Pulse 80." said the nurse there. Revan and the doctors there were so shocked to hear the numbers on the blood pressure and pulse.

Revan swiftly pulled the oxygen hose and put it on his wife's face. He also continued to do CPR on his wife's chest so that his wife gets oxygen intake in his lungs and brain. The doctor there also massaged the soles of Aira's feet to restore his consciousness.

Revan did CPR for a long time, but his wife never realized. He was afraid that if his wife did not come to his senses, the woman would experience paralysis of her brain and a heart attack suddenly. All of this cannot happen to Aira. Because it would be fatal for that woman.

Dear. Please be aware. Don't scare me like this. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to. I can't lose you. Quickly realize.