Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 119 Who Am I??

Day and night change. The clock on the wall is still turning the same as yesterday. With a time that feels very slow as if creating a day that is so very long. Seen Kinanti rubbed Aira's forehead with a small towel that had been wet and given soap.

Although his son still did not wake up from his long dream, at least let his body feel fresh with a wet towel wash. Kinanti smiled as she rubbed her son's face. She had not bathed her son for a long time.

Kinanti came every day to look and wash the faces and hands of Aira and Revan whom she had considered to be her own child. While washing Kinanti always tells about Attar's current condition. Although no one responded to his words. But Kinanti believed that the son and daughter-in-law could hear his voice while telling a story.

The afternoon was like a miracle for Kinanti. His daughter's hand arrived - suddenly moving. At first, Kinanti thought it was just a hallucination. But when Aira moved her hand for the second time she just believed. In almost his body with a look of disbelief. The smile on his face that looks like an aging line does not stop there.

Slowly, Aira's eyelids moved. Aira opened her eyes slowly. It was as if it was very hard for the woman to open her eyes that had been almost a month closed.

" son!. You're sober?." asked Kinanti happily. Aira frowned when she saw the light so piercing in her cornea. Aira closed her eyes for a moment. Then he opened his eyes again. Look around that room. The look on the face of the mother who had given birth to her and cared for her all this time was standing by her bedside.

" Where is this?" asked Aira while trying to adjust her still slightly blurred vision. His head feels very heavy.

" You don't move much, baby. Mom called the doctor to check on you for a moment" said Kinanti then went out to call the doctor who was there. Aira was still looking at the room that was very foreign to her. Aira took off the oxygen hose attached to her nose all this time.

Kinanti re-entered the room with the doctor and a nurse there. The doctor was so happy when he saw this patient finally opened his eyes also after a long time closed his eyes.

" Mrs Aira, I checked first." said the doctor. Aira just silently looked at the doctor's face. The doctor placed a stethoscope on Aira's chest to check her condition. He put out a small flashlight in his pocket and examined both Aira's eyeballs and tongue. The nurses there also checked Aira's blood pressure and pulse.

" Hormal blood pressure doc. 120/90. Pulse 90." said the nurse. The doctor smiled and looked at Aira.

" Mistress, how does the madam feel right now?. Is there anything sick or bad in his body?." asked the doctor.

" My head feels dizzy and heavy." replied Aira.

" Mr.a.n.g need not worry. That's what happens. Moreover, the madam had just slept a long night. So the oxygen intake inside the madam's head is still not stable. Later also lost his dizziness. That's all the madam feels?." asked the doctor again. Aira nodded.

" all right. There's nothing to worry about. The state of the mistress is also good and stable. Madam just rest. Don't mind much and don't move much. Good afternoon madam." said the doctor and then went out of there.

Kinanti smiled at her daughter. On the stroke of Aira's hair gently. Aira looked at her mother's face carefully. There was something strange about Aira's eyes this time. Like he had just gotten to know the figure before him. He did not speak and smiled at Kinanti. Just staring without speaking.

" You scared the mama, baby. Mama is so scared that you won't open your eyes again." added Kinanti. Aira was still silent and looked at Kinanti with an expressionless face. Kinanti felt that there was something strange about her daughter at this moment. Aira thought of herself as a stranger at the moment.

" dear. Why do you look at your mom like that?. What's wrong, son?." asked Kinanti not understand. Day ..

" Who are you?." asked Aira with her flat face.

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Now Kinanti and Atmaja are sitting in the doctor's room examining the condition of Aira and Revan. The doctor had just performed a CT scan on Aira. Because it turns out Aira can not remember the events and people around him.

It was seen that the doctor issued the results of a CT scan that Aira had just undergone. There are some pictures of the human brain there. There's a black shadow in one part of Aira's brain.

" Retrograde amnesia" the doctor told Kinanti and Atmaja, who were sitting in front of him.

" What is doc?. Is it very dangerous for Aira?." asked Kinanti worriedly.

" Caused by the impact on his left head. Lady Aira has Retrograde Amnesia. That's not dangerous. But Miss Aira can't remember the events of her past and the people she used to have in her memory." explained the doctor. Kinanti and Atmaja sighed in frustration.

Just felt a fresh breeze of Aira's consciousness from her long sleep. And now experiencing this kind of thing. It really makes people who hear it want to scream out of frustration.

" Can't it heal doc?" asked Kinanti.

" could. But we can't know when that memory will recover" replied the doctor.

" There's no way to cure it?. Medications or other medical measures?." asked Atmaja.

" There's. Therapeutics. Later mrs Aira will be in therapy so that her memory that has been buried can be remembered again. But it all takes time, sir, ma'am. Because all patients who experience Amnesia like this can not undergo therapy only once or twice. And the role of family and closest people is needed for the treatment of this disease. So I expect cooperation from the family" explained the doctor.

Kinanti held her head dizzy when she found out her daughter did not remember herself and the people around her at this time. The old woman's head seemed to be given a very heavy burden there. He did not expect that the life story of himself and his daughter could be this stragic. Like endless fairy tales and bright spots.