Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 100 Looking for the Best

Aira is now in the treatment room with Radit. Not only alone, there are several doctors from lung and heart specialists who were contacted by Dr. Radit through the nurse there.

Aira underwent a series of thorough and detailed examinations. He had just finished Echocardiography to see and detect abnormalities in the organ.

The doctors were seen discussing and arguing with each other and comments about the results of the Echo that he had just lived. In addition to the existing specialist doctors, there are also young doctors who are learning the experience and expertise of the specialist.

Aira was only speechless and was seen breathing out a few times. He was staring at the door of the room. I wish her husband would come from that door. Cannot be denied. He was so scared and agitated and worried mixed into one.

Especially when looking at the expressions of the three specialists. His hunch is getting worse. She wants to meet her husband. He was so scared and worried.

" mrs. Madam better get some rest. Later if the mistress does not rest, the blood pressure of the mistress does not go down." said one of the nurses there when he saw Aira was still awake.

" Sus, where is my husband?" asked Aira. The nurse found out that she was the wife of Dr. Revan. The famous handsome doctor is cold to all women but warm to his patients.

" Doctor Revan is still examining his patient's mistress. Later when it's finished also come here." said the nurse.

Aira was forced to lay her body on the hospital bed. Now in his hand there is one more hose that pierced there in addition to the infusion hose. That is a medicine hose that is inserted through the flow of pulse in his body. The medicine was very hot on his skin and body. Several times Aira hissed in pain due to the medicine that was walking past her pulse.

I don't know when she started sleeping in her dreams. When he woke up. She saw her husband was in the room with the specialists who examined him earlier. I don't know what they're talking about. For sure they talk about him and the baby in the womb.

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the Epilogue.

" Dok, we have to do this immediately. Because if you leave it on too long. I fear the life of the patient will be threatened by his safety." said the heart specialist who examined the condition of Aira. Revan just fell silent and sighed. His mind was blank at the moment. He could not think rationally in the least.

" From the results of Echo this afternoon. The heart function of the patient has decreased by 60%. If we continue the pregnancy, sooner or later the patient will die. Especially later it will be bigger. That would be even more dangerous" the doctor said there with a serious face while showing the results of the examination earlier this afternoon to Revan.

Revan rubbed his face rough. He knew very well what danger his wife was going through at this time. Because he has often handled patients with conditions like his current wife. And the only way out of this problem is abortion.

Because cases such as heart abnormalities in pregnant women there will be no other solution. The choice is only one, the mother is saved, or not the second - the two. Even if it's kept, it won't take long. Because a sudden heart attack will happen if not quickly - quickly dealt with. Moreover, there are lives that are being fought by mothers who are pregnant. All doctors will choose to dump the baby in the womb to save the mother's life.

Revan looked at the sleeping face of his wife. He imagined how his wife would feel if she had to choose to abort their own child. On the one hand, Revan is not ready and will not be ready if he has to lose his wife. Currently the life of his wife is the betting material.

" Your van can't be selfish. I know you want that kid. But look at your wife's current condition. Your wife's sick, Van. She doesn't deserve to get pregnant" Radit told the friend. Revan breathed a heavy sigh.

" You need to make a decision immediately. Do not let you be late and regret later." explained Radit. The two doctors there also confirmed Radit's words.

" Love the time I think. It's too much for me especially for Aira. He wanted the kid so much." Revan told the three co-workers.

The three doctors also understood Revan's current position. Because it was the hardest decision. She had to sign an effort to retrieve her own child. After that Aira will not be able to get pregnant again. Because the medical team does not want to take risks like this again in the future. They're going to perform a Sterilization contarception in her womb. Any woman who is sterile will not be able to have another child for the rest of her life.

" We'll give you time. Use your time as carefully as possible. Think about the odds - the worst possible. All choices are in your hands. We as doctors and friends just want the best. We will appreciate every choice you will take." said Radit as he patted his friend's shoulder and passed away leaving him there. Revan walked over to his wife who was lying down right now.

" Revan." exclaimed Aira as she saw the man sitting on the chair beside her.

" I'm fine." asked Aira doubtfully. Revan looked at his wife's face closely. Then he tried to smile. Smiling as naturally as possible like nothing happened.

" You're fine. Just need a little rest." replied Revan. Aira stared fixedly at her husband's face. Aira knows that Revan is lying right now.

" Then our son is fine too - right?" asked Aira again. Revan nodded as he rubbed his wife's distended stomach.

" What were you talking about?. Seems serious?." asked Aira curious about the doctors' conversation earlier.

" No." Revan replied briefly. Aira looked at her husband's face. There was sadness on that face. Aira woke up from her sleep and her position was now sitting.

" You're not good at lying Revan. Tell me!. I will try to accept as much as I can." Aira said as she stroked the man's head.

Revan's tears suddenly burst. He buried his face in Aira's lap. The man was crying. Crying really. He wanted to work hard and hard in front of his wife. But it's very hard to do. His heart was so full of awareness this morning. He doesn't know what to do. This is the first time he has given up on being a doctor.

Aira who knew the meaning of her husband's cry also cried. He was convinced that this was a very bad thing for him and his future son. There was no way Revan would cry like this if it wasn't a bad sign for him. Revan raised his face. On her swab the tears that soaked her handsome face. He breathed slowly. In his eyes the face of his wife who was covered in tears. His wife's cheeks gently.

" dear. You believe me, right?." asked Revan. Aira was still looking at her husband's face.

" You know I love you more than anything." Revan added. Aira nodded in agreement with her husband's words.

" Hear me, baby. You are sick. You're not okay. So too with our children. So we doctors will cure you. We're gonna take that pain away. By ..." Revan's speech stopped. Like someone was holding it in his throat. Her tears came back.

" In what way?" asked Aira trying to strengthen her heart.

" In a way .... We have to take our future son." replied Revan. Now her crying can't be contained anymore. In his arms his wife's body tightly. Aira who heard it was like being thrown from a very high altitude and then thrown down. Aira was crying. He shook his head as he continued to hit - hitting the arms and back of the husband who was holding him at this moment.

" Not Van. No!!!. I don't want to lose my son. I don't want to!!. Don't take my son!!. No!!!. I beg Revan not to take my son!!!. Don't do that!!!. No!!!." cried Aira hysterically. The nurses and doctors who were outside also entered the room where Aira was treated. They were afraid that something would happen to the patient.

But they stepped out when they saw Revan was there hugging his wife's body. They closed the door of the room and left the couple with their story.

" I beg you not to do this, dear. It's all for your own good!. I don't want to lose you!. I love you so much!" said Revan, hugging his wife's body. Aira continued to thrash asking the man to let go. But Revan refused. He did not want to let go of his arms to his wife.

" You ruthless Revan!!. You will be our son's killer!!. It is better that I die than that I should see my son die!!." exclaimed Aira who was still hysterical. Revan closed his eyes at his wife's words. He really can't do anything at this moment.

" Dear" said Revan, calming his wife.

" I don't want to !!. I won't let anyone take my son!!. No!!!. I'm willing to trade it for my life Revan. I'm willing!!. Just take my life. Save my son!!." said Aira.

" Then I have to lose you so?. No Aira. I can't live without you. You're so mean if I had to raise that child alone without you." Revan said.

" Yes already then. My decision is round. I will continue to maintain my pregnancy until later in time. I'm not throwing this baby away. Even if I have to die, I will die with him." said Aira.

Revan really can't say anything right now. He knew he was in a state of turmoil and Aira was in a state of turmoil. There will be no reasonable decision later. He needed time to persuade his wife. He cannot decide unilaterally. He does not want to hurt and hurt his wife's feelings if he acts selfish later.