Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 118 The Biggest Fear

Until the day changed with light, Akbar still could not close his eyes again. He was worried that if he fell asleep, such nightmares would re-enter his subconscious.

Atmaja was seen early in the morning had come to the hospital. The middle-aged man immediately approached Akbar who was sitting playing his phone in the waiting room there.

" Sir, Tumben morning - morning already here?" said Akbar when he saw the figure approaching him. Atmaja smile.

" How?. Is there no other development or news?." asked Atmaja. Akbar shook his head. Atmaja breathed his breath.

" all right. You can go home. Let me take care of you here." said Atmaja.

" It's okay sir. Let me accompany you here." said Akbar.

" Are you not tired?" asked Atmaja. Akbar smiled and shook his head.

" no. I'm just sitting here doing nothing" Akbar said.

" When you're tired, just go home. Later it is a bit unfortunate also my other child will come here." explained Atmaja.

" I will accompany the father until the father comes here." said Akbar while sitting next to Atmaja.

They talked long enough. Atmaja also asked about Akbar and his family. The man was also excited when talking about his little family. There was a glimmer of happiness in Akbar's eyes when talking about his little family.

" Sir, before him I want to apologize." said Akbar carefully. He was afraid of offending the old man. I really want him to feel that alone. But it doesn't feel very good. As if something was going through his mind.

" What's up?. Just ask, don't worry." replied Atmaja. Akbar breathed heavily. He looked at the old man's face with a nervous look.

" Why look at me like that?. What's up?. Just ask." said Atmaja.

" I had a dream last night to meet Revan" Akbar told Atmaja. Atmaja frowned.

" Dream of seeing Revan?. What do you mean?." asked Atmaja did not understand.

" yes. Last night I met Revan in a dream. He told me he was tired and wanted to leave" Akbar said. Atmaja turned his head and looked at Akbar's face carefully.

" I banned it. But mas Revan still go with a beautiful woman whose face looks similar to the face of mas Revan." explained Akbar. Atmaja widened his eyes.

Ifah. Atmaja murmured.

" Are you sure, that woman looks like Revan's face?" asked Atmaja in disbelief.

" Yes sir. I still remember very well. The woman's face was similar to Revan's. Especially when smiling. It's very similar. Like the female version of Revan mas." said Akbar sure.

" Why sir?." asked Akbar when he heard the mutter from the man.

" That's Revan's mom. He has long since left us all." replied Atmaja. Akbar's face stiffened. It was as if he had just seen a ghost.

Atmaja also stood up to a large glass that showed the body of the child and his daughter-in-law lying there. Atmaja for a moment stared at the tools attached to the body of his favorite child.

Ifah, you know I love him more than anything. And you want to take her away with you to punish me in the past. Don't do that. Don't take Revan away with you. He had just felt a sense of happiness with the person he loved. She has not seen and held her tiny baby.Atmaja murmured in her heart.

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As Atmaja said, in the afternoon Reihan came to the hospital along with Amanda and Kirana his granddaughter. Amanda entered the room for a while to see Revan and Aira's condition there. Akbar said goodbye to home. Because he doesn't feel good for long in the middle of the family.

" How are Revan and Aira Pa?" asked Reihan from the outside while looking at the faces of his two sisters from the big glass. Atmaja breathed a heavy sigh.

" It's still like that. There is no progress at all." replied Atmaja. Reihan rubbed his nape that arrived - suddenly felt heavy. This week he could not concentrate. He was always thinking about his brother and sister-in-law.

" Do doctors have no other way or alternative to their recovery?" asked Reihan gusar.

" Everything is done by the best medical professionals. Right now we can only wait until they regain consciousness." replied Atmaja.

" When did Pa?. It's been a week. And they are still the same as that without any development at all." Reihan said frustratedly. He could not bear to see his sister and brother-in-law like that continuously.

Atmaja patted his eldest son's shoulder. There was a lot of turmoil in the old man's heart. Especially when Akbar told me about the dream of meeting his son who is currently lying in a coma. His mind is getting less and less.

" Rei." call Atmaja. Reihan looked at his father.

" Do you think we should let your sister go with your mother?" asked Atmaja. Reihan frowned hearing his father's words.

" What does Papa mean?. Papa why say it like that?. Papa doesn't want to regroup with Revan?." asked Reihan, not understanding. Atmaja stared at Reihan's face with glazed eyes.

" Papa's afraid of Rei. So scared. Papa is afraid if he has to stay Revan away." said Atmaja with tears that had broken. Reihan hugged his father's body.

Atmaja was sobbing in the arms of his eldest son. Reihan repeatedly sighed heavily. He never saw his father like this. Even when their mother left. Reihan did not see a single tear on his father's face. But now. He saw his father's tears fall just for his only brother.

He knew from the beginning his father always gave more affection for Revan. Reihan just thought, maybe it was a redemption for the mistakes of his mother who left them when Revan was still in the growth stage and needed more affection and attention from his parents.

Moreover, the father was rarely at home because of the work that always demands it. Reihan was never jealous or angry at his father's exaggerated attitude towards Revan. Because he knows. The one who was the most injured and lost his mother was Revan. Therefore he always gave up on anything if it was about his sister.