Don't Go Again !!!
Episode 2 Rediscovering
Revan is still observing the conversation of his friends in the whatsapp group. Waiting for what they are talking about next.
"H**ey guys, do you remember Aira?" asked a friend in the group.
" Ooh Aira is the basketball kid." asked another man.
"Yes. Aira who else tried. In our generation whose name is Aira he only prays." said the first friend.
" Why is it with Aira?." said Aji. Who started to poo with the girls' fights if they get together again.
" Aji kepo nih yeh." said the other.
" Eh inget bini ji. Bini again bunting is also still the same as widows." said the first news giver.
" Who's the widow?." asked Aji.
" Yes Aira. She is now a single woman. She was divorced by her husband. Because she can't give children to her husband." said the master of gossip, which Revan knew was named Rani. From the first they were the school of gossip in their class only Rani.
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Revan's heart immediately skipped a beat as if he wanted to jump from his cavity. While observing the conversation of their classmates in the group.
" Halah slander aja loe Ran. Loe never liked Aira. Because Aira is much more popular than loe." refuted Aji.
"Yeh, I said I don't believe it. It's up to you to believe it or not. But I'm really talking. Because my man is a neighbor and his mother is Arga, Aira's ex-husband." said Rani.
"So the news I brought is 100% accurate and proven to be true" answered Rani arrogantly. It was as if he knew the ins and outs of Aira's life. Without a second thought, Revan called Aji.
" Hello Van, yes what's the night of the phone?" asked Aji in surprise.
" Hello ji, sorry if I'm interrupting. Hmm ji, what Rani said in the group is really not about Aira being a single woman" asked Revan hesitated - doubtful.
" I don't know Van, I don't know either. But Rani's husband said she was a neighbor with her mother, Aira's ex-husband. Automatic news is true. Why Van?." asked Aji curiously. Because he knew very well, Revan was not the one who was interested in the start-up gossip. Sounding from the phone Revan let out a long sigh.
" Ji do you know Aira's cell phone number?" asked Revan directly.
" I don't have the phone number of Aira Van. But maybe Dini knows Aira's phone number. You see when the day he said Dini still whatsapp an equal Aira." replied Aji.
" Do you have an Early phone number?. Or don't help bring Aira's number to Dini, ji." said Revan. Aji frowned her.
" Ok Van, tomorrow I call Dini first. I'll tell you later." concluded Aji.
" Yes, thank you so much before. Sorry to interrupt the night." replied Revan, turning off his phone.
Revan breathed a long breath repeated times. Aira Aira Aira she said the name of Aira while leaning her body on the corner of the bed. Why has your life been full of puzzles and mysteries, Revan murmured. Slowly Revan closed his eyes and began to fall asleep.
This morning, Revan woke up as usual. Wake up at 4am and pray at dawn. After that jog in the morning after her directly swimming. And finished swimming she had breakfast then left for the hospital.
But this morning she didn't pick up Sheila. Karna Sheila shiff night in place of her friend. The clock shows at 12 noon, colleagues - fellow medics began to scatter out a little to the hospital canteen for lunch.
So is he. In between she ate suddenly - her phone rang. Look at the name on the phone screen. It says Aji's name. Revan immediately raised.
" Hello ji, how is there no news yet." asked Revan.
" Hello Van, yes, I contacted Dini earlier. And I have pocketed the phone number of Aira loh." said Aji. Revan's lips were immediately turned upside down. There was an unstoppable sense of excitement in his heart.
" I sent through wa aja ya." replied Aji.
"Yes ji. Thanks." said Revan. Shortly thereafter, a message came in from Aji. Revan looks sumringah.
Save Aira's number on her phone. After lunch, Revan wants to call Aira's cell phone number. But he broke that intention.
There are too many eyes and ears here. He does not want the existence of Aira until he is known as his fellow profession. It's not that she's afraid that someone's complaining to Sheila. But he wanted to save Aira just for his own heart. Because Aira is very special to him.
Today the weather was quite hot. Aira sat on a long bench near the employees' bathroom. He slid his tired feet from the bell ringing this morning until the lunch bell. He daydreamed, his mind blankly glaring far away.
" Heh daydreams." said Maya Aira's coworker. Aira looked shocked and smiled at Maya.
" Fatty May." replied Aira with a long sigh.
" It's Ra, you don't have to think about the cardboard guy. There is no benefit." said Maya as if she knew what Aira had been thinking all along.
" Who else thought that anyway." sangga Aira while manyuning.
" Not lie to me. I've known you a long time ago Ra." replied Maya. Aira just smiled bitterly at Maya's words.
Warm clear granules suddenly melt at the end of his eyes. Aira started sobbing. She bit down her lips to hold back the sound of her sobbing. Maya immediately embraced Aira's shoulder.
" Here is Ra, you who are patient. May all this have its silver lining. Indeed, the cardboard man is not the best mate for you. Do not be sad continuously. You must be strong. Show me that you can rise and live without her." Maya said, calming Aira down.
Many pairs of eyes glanced at the two of them. But no one dared to ask. Aira wiped her tears and smiled.
" Thank you May, you're right. I can't be dissolved in grief like this." replied Aira then invite Maya into the location of the factory.
The afternoon when Aira came home from work. He took a shower and played with Bian. Only Bian was able to comfort Aira. Bian's funny behavior always makes Aira laugh. In the hug of Bian's tiny body and then in the squid until satisfied. Bian was also always spoiled with Aira.
Bian was very comfortable and carefree when he was with Aira. Santi is often jealous of Bian and Aira's closeness. Aira already considered Bian like her own son.
When he was on payday, Bian always whined for toys or chocolate and ice cream on Aira. Aira immediately bought it selflessly. Sometimes Santi was also upset and angry to see his brother's behavior that was too pampering Bian. Aira always said,
" It's okay that Bian is a kid". In between he played with Bian, there was a message coming in on Aira's phone.
" Hi Ra, how are you?." What's that unfamiliar number. Aira frowned, maybe this is Arga's new mobile number, Aira muttered. Aira didn't return the message. He continued to play with Bian. Suddenly his phone rang.
Aira glanced at her mobile screen. Number not known. Let that call be. Up to 7 calls. While in another place, Revan with a heart that is not care waiting for the answer to the message sent and waiting for his call to be answered.
But 30 minutes passed and there was no response. Revan didn't give up so easily, he kept calling aira.gk
Aira felt a little disturbed by the sound of the phone ringing continuously. Santi glanced towards Aira.
" Who the hell mbak, from earlier the phone continues?" asked Santi. Aira shook her head.
" Dek, please dong. Try picking up this phone. This is an unknown phone number. Ma'am males if this is Arga's new phone number." pinta Aira. Santi grabbed Aira's phone and raised it.
" Hello this is who the hell, from earlier the phone continues. Disturb tau." snapped Santi judes. Revan stuttered to hear the speech from across.
"Ha .. hello Aira. It's a .. I." Revan replied.
" I'm .. who I am." asked Santi.
" It's Arga mas ya. Why again mas disrupt mbak aira. Not that Arga mas now seneng already free from mbak Aira. Why still keep calling the phone. I want to be the same as Aira. But unfortunately it's Aira gk kangen same there." replied Santi ketus. Aira was silent at the behavior of her sister.
" Mommy. I'm not Arga. I'm Revan. I'm Revan Aira's friend. Is this really Aira's phone number?." asked Revan hesitantly. Because what Revan knew from the past, Aira was a gentle woman despite her somewhat tomboyish appearance but she was not as sloppy and gluttonous as today. Santi closed Aira's phone with his hand, so that her voice could not be heard across from the caller.
" Mom, this is Revan he said, temen mbak Aira. Not Arga mas." Santi said while whispering whispered. Aita was stunned, chanting Revan's name from her brain. There's only one name Revan remembers. Yes Revan Ega Pranata, his former classmate. Love in Aira's heart during Junior High. Which until now was hidden and closed tightly.
Aira grabbed her phone, she still asked, will this Revan in her heart first or other Revan who deliberately tempts her to get acquainted. Aira let out a long breath.
" Hello .." answered Aira. Revan smiled, he memorized the voice of Aira. It hasn't changed from then or now.
" Hello Ra, do you remember me." asked Revan.
" Who is Revan?" asked Aira to confirm that this was Revan she knew.
" It's me Ra, Revan. Revan Ega Pranata's. Do you remember." replied Revan.
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Aira was shocked not to play. Turns out this was Revan in his heart first. Revan the love in his heart.
All are silent in silence. Either Aira or Revan all dissolve in each other's minds.
" Hello ... Van, are you still there." asked Aira breaking the silence. Revan flinched, revan,
" Yes, I'm still here" replied Revan. Aira let out a long breath, though,
" Where did you get my phone number?" asked Aira. Revan smiles.
" Secret." replied Revan in a seductive tone. Aira let out a long sigh and then turned off her phone.
Aira actually wanted to talk to Revan for longer. But there was something stuck in his heart. Her status as a widow. He does not want others to think that is not about him.
Because what he knows, the image of a widow is always bad in the eyes of the community. Revan was stunned when he found out his call was broken up unilaterally. Revan quickly sent a message.
**To: Aira
Sorry if I disturbed you. Can we meet**??
Revan sent the send button on his phone. Hopefully he is worried waiting for a reply. Arrive ...
Drrttt ... drrttt ... drrtr ....
Revan's phone is ringing. When she saw it, Sheila called. Revan took a deep breath and answered Sheila's phone call.
" Hello yank, what else is it now?" asked Sheila spoiled. Revan keeps his phone away from his ear. Then shuddered in disgust staring at his phone.
" You're why, it's so strange to call yank yank everything." asked Revan. Sheila smiled wryly getting an unrequited response from her lover.
Sheila was spoiled because next to her was a fellow doctor who was trying to rest next to her. The term Sheila again wants to show off intimacy in front of her friends.
In fact, as long as he dated Revan almost 5 years, even though Revan never said friendly and romantic to him. From the beginning of their relationship there was only a sense of indifference and coldness enveloped.
Unlike couples in general who are always romantic or throw seduction when meeting or at a time away. She and Revan also date like any other couple, but date in silence.
Because every time they go out to eat or watch a movie in the cinema, Revan is just silent, cold and indifferent.
" It's late, I want to rest, besides you shiff of the night, why still play mobile. So incompetent." Revan sneered. Sheila took a long breath. Want to explain something, but suddenly ...
Before he continued his conversation, Revan shut down his phone. Sheila was angry and offended. Because his attention was immediately rejected by his lover. Something slightly warm came out from the end of his eyes. He quickly removed it.
" You why Sheila??" asked Karina, a professional friend of Sheila's. Sheila shook her head with a bitter smile, then headed for the toilet.
After arriving at the toilet, Sheila immediately locked the door and cried as much as there. His clasped hands squeezed the cloth pants he was wearing. Holding his heart. For almost 5 years he endured it himself. The pain, ignored, was ignored by Revan, whom he loved very much.
He wanted to be angry, but he didn't have the courage. She is afraid Revan is angry back and leaves her. For almost 5 years he loved alone. It is true that they are in a relationship, but only in status, not wholeheartedly. Because she knows, Revan, Revan's heart has been filled with other women that Sheila doesn't know who she is. Because Revan never revealed who the woman in his heart was.
Revan only speaks a thousand languages. Close tightly the contents in his heart so that no one can know. Sheila had been holding back all alone. Resisting embarrassment is always in the hunt questions about the continuation of their relationship. Resisting the pain of Revan's extremely cold and indifferent treatment to her. It was wrong for him. She loves Revan very much and wants him, but she can't stand Revan's attitude.
He wants to end it all, but he's scared and unwilling to lose Revan. He let out a long breath of rework to try to calm himself down. He always thinks and prays, one day Revan and his heart will melt and accept him wholeheartedly.
In washing his face in the sink, while staring at the mirror he gave a smile.
" Spirit ..." he murmured.
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