Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 3 Worry

The night is getting late. But Aira was still awake. His eyes were reluctantly closed and his mind was still floating in the air. Aira glanced towards the wall clock, it was already 2am. Pull the blanket up to the chest. Trying to close his eyes, but can't be shut.

Grab her cell phone on the table next to her bed. Opening the phone, there was a message from Revan. At the opening of the message, after being read, Aira let out a long sigh.

Do you want Van??. Why did you just show up now??. Where you were. Why are you showing up now and giving me hope back. I don't need you anymore, Van. I don't need anything anymore. All I need now is some peace of mind. Don't show up again Van. I'm not the Aira I used to be. I am a pathetic aira now, Aira murmured inwardly.

In a different place, Revan looks still struggling with his laptop on his desk. In addition to profession as a doctor, Revan also has other professions. That is an owner and CEO of a hotel, and a restaurant that is quite famous in the city.

He is not present every day to survey the state of the hotel or restaurant he leads. There's a Revan confidant who handles everything. Revan only checks the important part - it's important every night.

He rests his head on the back of his chair. He glanced at his cell phone, deserted. There was no sign of reply from Aira. In the long breath and then exhaled slowly.

It was almost morning, but his eyes were reluctant to shut. He was still thinking about Aira. There was guilt in her heart towards Sheila. Sheila's name was not in her heart. Sheila was status only.

He's been trying to learn to love Sheila, but still can't. To cover up her guilt all this time, she had always been cold and indifferent. Sheila hated and cut off their relationship. But the longer and the more here, Sheila seemed to stick around and try to maintain their relationship.

Revan got up from his seat and headed straight for the bathroom. Take ablah wudhu water, followed by sunnah prayer 2 rakaat in one third of the night. In addition to seeking peace of heart, he also wants to confide in the creator of the universe and its contents. Do not forget to offer a lot of prayers and prayers so that his life becomes useful.

After her he prayed sunnah istikharah, in order to ask for instructions and the right choice is really best for his life ahead. Because of the age he is also no longer a teenager.29 years old is mature enough to have a family.

Almost all of his friends already have children and wives. Out of nowhere came his drowsiness, when Revan finished praying istikharah, still on the prayer mat he slept in sleep. Getting deeper into the dream realm.

There is a white light that is very blinding to the eyes. Followed by the beam of light, when at the end of the light there was a woman who was graceful and very beautiful. Revan was stunned to see the woman. Not very foreign to him. The woman smiled at Revan and told Revan to sit on a bench next to her.

" Mama." said Revan grimly.

Yeah ... The woman is the late mother of Revan, Siti Asifah. Revan sat next to his mama, at his mama's hand. Revan was lying on his mama's lap.

Revan did not expect to meet his mother who had long left this world 14 years ago due to cancer of the uterus in her affliction. That was the first reason Revan wanted to become an obstetrician. Because he wanted to save the women from the deadly disease.

Revan held tightly to his mama's hand, and one of his mama's hands stroked Revan's hair gently and lovingly. Asifah died when Revan was 15 years old. He longed for her mother figure.

Since Asifah left, papa Revan has not remarried. Because he only loves one woman, Asifah mama Revan. While Revan was still spoiled with his mama, there was someone who pulled his mama's hand gently. Revan opened his eyes and looked at the woman.

Aira ...

Aira smiled towards Revan and pulled Mama Revan's hand gently. Asifah smiled holding Aira's hand, and put Revan's hand together and left the pair of young men.

Revan tried to reach his mama's hand, but couldn't.

" Mamaaaa .." cried Revan rising from his deep sleep. Cold sweat filled his forehead.

In her gaze around Revan's room. Silence is quiet no one who is there. His breathing still filled his chest.

Why did my mother arrive - came to my dream. Why is Aira there too. Since when did you know Aira. Mama and Aira looked so close, Revan murmured in his heart.

The clock on the wall of his room. The clock shows at half 5 a.m. The dawn prayer is over. Revan woke up from his sleep, fetched drinking water on the table beside his bed. After that he went to the bathroom to return to perform dawn prayers.

This morning he was reluctant to do jogging or swimming as usual. She put her body on her soft bed. His mind was still examining what his dream meant earlier.

Was it a sign and an answer to his heartbreak last night. Is it true that Aira is the answer to all those questions that hang in her head and heart.

Tokk tokk ...

The sound of a room door being knocked by someone from outside. Revan got up and opened the door. Mbok Sum is behind the door deliberately knocking on the door to open the door.

Mbok Sum thought Revan was still asleep in his sleep. Revan usually gets up and swims in the pool.

" Anu den .. I think Aden is still sleeping. That's why I knocked on Aden's bedroom door. I'm afraid I'm late for the hospital." said Mbok heart-heartedly after Revan opened the door.

" I woke up mbok. I shower and have breakfast. Thanks mbok." said Revan gently towards mbok Sum.

Mbok Sum is considered like Revan's own mother. Because mbok Sum has been taking care of Revan from being a baby. Mbok Sum deliberately sent his papa Revan to accompany and prepare the needs of Revan every day.

Mbok Sum is only in charge of cooking food for Revan. For some houses and washing clothes there are other helpers who do. The problem of some houses, there is mbak Narti who cleaned up. Revan is a very clean and neat guy. He did not want any stains or dust in his house. If for washing clothes, washing dishes, and ironing clothes, there is an Aminah mom who takes care of.

Sum's husband died 10 years ago of kidney failure. If she was Narti, she was in her husband's residence and was expelled from her own home, because her husband mbk Narti tempted a beautiful and voluptuous widow. Children mbk Narti brought by her ex-husband, and mbak Narti not allowed to meet them until now.

This morning Revan found Sheila in the nerve endings.

" Stt ... Sheila you're looking for your boyfriend." said karina when she saw Revan walking down the aisle to the nerve endings. Sheila flinched, a happy look on her face. Sheila gets her hair and clothes done before she meets Revan.

Upon entering the poly, the apprentice nurses and the young doctor were so desperate to see Revan's handsome face. Revan smiled as he crossed their table. From far away Sheila had already put a smile on her face. His sleepiness instantly disappeared upon seeing Revan there. Revan smiled at Sheila.

" Are you busy??" asked Revan gently. Sheila had never seen Revan this warm to her. His face looks very handsome and charismatic.

" I'm going home." Sheila said with a blushing face.

" Can talk for a second." asked Revan. Sheila immediately nodded in spirit and clasped Revan's hand to leave the poly. Fellow Sheila looked at Sheila with an envious look.

" If my husband were as handsome as Dr. Revan. How happy is my life." said Karina. The doctors there cheered and cheered and cheered to the doctor Karina. Karina pouted while sneering at them.

Revan takes Sheila in the back garden of the hospital. Many people stare at them. But Revan looked indifferent. Sheila sits on a park bench in the follow-up to Revan. Revan took a long breath.

" What do you want to say van??" Sheila asked gently as she looked around. Revan clasped Sheila's hand. Sheila turned towards the hand that was holding her fingers.

Sheila's face looked blushing. Rarely does Revan hold his hand like that.

" I want to apologize." explains Revan. Sheila remembered last night's incident. Maybe Revan has been aware of his actions all along, Sheila muttered.

" You don't need to apologize, because I forgave you before you asked" Sheila replied.

" What do you mean Sheila?." asked Revan, not understanding.

" You're sorry about last night. Forget about the van. Do not repeat again yes. " replied Sheila shame - shame.

" I don't know what you mean. I haven't said anything and you've said forgive me." Revan said. Sheila stared at the clingy revan.

" Then." Sheila asked in a clueless tone. Revan took a long breath.

" I'm sorry, I think we got here Sheila." replied Revan with a single breath. Sheila looked at Revan. It was as if in the lightning strike in the morning hearing Revan say so.

Thread - a round of tears dripping down Sheila's cheeks. Sheila looked at Revan in disbelief.

" Have I done anything wrong??. So you act like that to me." Sheila asked sobbing. Revan actually could not bear to see Sheila shed tears. But Revan doesn't want to add to his guilt all the time.

" You're not wrong. I was wrong. I'm the one with the problem." Revan explained.

" I'm the problem, I can't love you. All this time I've been studying but I can't. I don't want you to get hurt too far. I don't want you to regret it someday when we're so far away." Revan explained.

" And now you make me regret knowing you in my life." Sheila screamed hysterically evoking her pent-up anger.

Everyone who was there stared at them intently. It was like finding out what kind of incident was there right now.

" I hate you van. I really hate you. I know you. I know you." cried Sheila. And ....

Plyaaakkkk .....

Sheila landed her slap on Revan's cheek. Revan just silently lowered his head not daring to look at Sheila directly. Sheila immediately ran away leaving Revan alone in the park while shedding tears.

Everyone whispered in whispers looking at Revan who was still sitting on the park bench. All eyes glanced at Revan sharply filled with hatred. Consider Revan a striped-nose man who only uses weak women for personal gain. Once he gets what he wants, he'll throw the girl away. Revan smiled cynically, then slightly chuckled like a madman.

What kind of man am I?? Makes a girl as good as Sheila cry. What kind of monster am I?? So that it has not a little bit of mercy to the good woman like the angel. Look what I've done. Sheila hates me. He hates me. All righty!! That's much better. It's better just like that. Than I should always live in hypocrisy. It's good that Sheila hates me. Let me be the bad guy this time. It was much better than constantly wearing a mask of hypocrisy. Revan murmured in his heart.

Then he got up and got out of his seat. Revan crossed the hospital hallway with a blank look. No matter how many fellow doctors and nurses greeted him. He speaks a thousand languages. Upon entering the room, he took his briefcase and took it out of the room.

" I'll let you go home, bro." explains Revan when crossing the practice room of his fellow profession. Sony's doctor stared in shock.

" What's the doc, what's the doctor sick. How to arrive - arrive home permission." asked Sony doctor to investigate. Revan smiles.

" I'm not feeling well anymore. Please replace me." pinta Revan. Sony's doctor nodded at Revan's request.

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