Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 54 Thinking Realistically

The sound of a car entering the yard. Madam Aminah who was sweeping the yard was smiling to see her master was back.

" Evening sir. Tumben at this hour sir has gone home." exclaimed his friendly.

" Can't I go home at this time?." Revan bete said. He nodded and entered the house.

" Young master why?. Sensi. Not as usual." he said then continued sweeping the yard of the house.

There was the sound of Revan's steps squeaking on the floor. Atmaja opened the door to his room. Revan was walking up the stairs to get into his room.

Atmaja just silently looked at his youngest son. Revan opened the door and closed it hard. To make a very loud sound. Atmaja also sighed to see the behavior of his son.

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Time also changes with night. All were watching television in the living room while waiting for dinner to be prepared. Revan exited his room and walked down the stairs. He just fell silent and walked past all his family in the living room.

Reihan who saw his sister's behavior was also made furious. It's like he doesn't think we're all there.

Revan's in the kitchen. He took a glass and filled it with drinking water from the dispenser and gulped it down. Then he filled the glass again with water and left.

" Van, where are you going?. We have dinner first yuk." take Amanda when passing her sister-in-law near the kitchen. Revan just glanced at his sister-in-law and then passed away. Amanda smiled wryly as she looked at her sister-in-law passing away.

Revan returned through the living room without a word and climbed up the stairs to return to his room.

" Revan!!. Wait!!. I want to talk." exclaimed Reihan who seemed annoyed with his sister's attitude. Revan stopped in the middle of the stairs. Then he looked towards his sister.

Reihan walked over to his sister. In his eyes his sister was clingy.

" When do you keep going like this, huh?" asked Reihan annoyed.

" You don't be like a child. Think mature." said Reihan. Revan stared intently at his brother.

" We are your family. How long have you kept us quiet like this?."

" And again, since when did you not have this kind of ethics. You see, there's papa. But you're cheering without a voice like such an uneducated person." said Reihan expressing his frustration at his sister's attitude. Revan is still silent.

" Sister knows you're still angry. But this is not the way. After all, papa just wants the best for you. Awake Revan. Realize it!!. You have been blinded by your love for Aira." Reihan added.

" You have to be realistic Revan. Before you knew him, we were your family who were by your side from the beginning. Who always supports you when you are down or happy. Don't let yourself regret it in the back. Because regret at the end, it will be more painful and useless." Reihan said. Revan sighed then looked at his brother's face.

" Whose sister said it was all right. Absolutely right. But at least you appreciate my choice. But what the hell is it. At least you never did. Even if I were told to choose, I would stick to my choice. And as long as you know, I will never regret anything I have chosen. Whatever it is." exclaimed Revan then went to leave his brother. He slammed the door of his room hard. Reihan also snorted annoyed with his sister's attitude.

In the room Revan put the glass underneath on the table. His hands were also clenched firmly. He let out repeated breaths to vent his emotions earlier. I heard his phone ringing. He approached the source of the sound.

**To : Revan

Where are you**?.

Revan opens and reads a message from Aira. Revan threw his phone on his bed without replying. He felt lazy to talk to the girl. He was still very upset by Aira's words this afternoon.

" Running?!. Ck, if I make you run away, maybe now I run off with another girl and have fun with her. In fact what, I'm even here to expect your love like a fool. That's an escape?." said Revan nagging himself in his room. The words of Aira were still clearly ringing in her ears.

" Why am I so stupid?" he muttered while rubbing his face rough.

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While Aira is at her house ...

" The message has been opened, why not reply?!. Is he still angry?" he murmured softly.

" Revan. You where?. I'm worried about you. Sorry me. Sorry for all my words and deeds." Aira muttered inwardly.

Aira put her body on her bed. His hand was still holding his cell phone. While occasionally looking at the phone screen. Waiting for a message from the man. Eventually, he got tired and slept in his sleep.

The next day ...

Today is Monday, Revan looks very neat with a grey shirt on his body. He stood in front of the large mirror in his room while putting a clock on his wrist. Her hair was also neatly combed.

Revan was looking for the whereabouts of his cellphone last night in his throw in any direction on his bed. His phone was under the pillow where he slept. He opened the door of his room and went to the kitchen.

He saw his brother and sister-in-law sitting there having breakfast. It looks like sum is putting his usual cup to drink on the dining table.

" Good morning young master." said sum. Revan smiled at sum.

" Morning Van." said Amanda when she saw Revan sitting in front of her. Revan only smiled at the flashback greeting his brother-in-law and then drank black coffee without sugar in the mbok sum.

" You want to go to the hospital?" asked Reihan.

" yes. Why?." replied Revan lazy morning - the morning had seen his brother.

" Don't forget, all come to the nerve. Check your brain. Who knows if his nerves have broken?. Then you can't think clearly." said Reihan then left Revan who was still choked to hear his brother's words.

Amanda just smiled at the behavior of her sister who never got along if she met it. Revan drinks his coffee back.

" Heemm Van, does Lala still work at the same hospital as you?" Amanda asked Revan. Revan glanced at his sister-in-law.

" Still. Why?." replied Revan.

" It's okay - what. Just ask." said Amanda. Revan left his brother-in-law alone there.

" Morning - morning my mood was broken by unimportant questions." muttered Revan as he left the dinner table. He walked quickly to his car in the parking lot. Then he went in and drove his car at medium speed to where he worked.

Upon arrival at the hospital, as usual Revan walked down the hospital aisle to get to his study. Many nurses and doctors greeted him. Revan smiled back at their greeting.

" Prepare the patient's medical record today" exclaimed Revan when entering the womb and saw the nurses were having a fun conversation with his colleagues.

" Good doc." replied one of the nurses.

" Doctor Revan why?. Morning - morning already bete so." asked one of the nurses there.

" I don't know. Maybe again." replied one of the nurses. They also laughed together and went to prepare all the equipment before working hours began.

Doctor Radit arrived. He glanced towards Revan's room.

" Did Revan's doctor come?" asked Radit to one of the nurses there.

"Dok. Just now." replied the nurse.

" all right. Thank you." said Radit.

Radit opens the door to Revan's room. Looked Revean washes his hands in the sink of his room.

" Hey bro, how do you have any news?!. Is your leave fun." Radit asked as he walked into Revan's room.

" Can't get to the door first. Just play nice." Revan said. Radit just laughed at Revan's words.

" So what?" asked Radit while sitting in front of Revan. Revan who just sat his body in his chair also seemed to not understand.

" What?" asked Revan.

" So, I forgot again. So how's the story?!. About your proposal that is void." asked Radit enthusiastically. Revan breathed his breath.

" The story is long." replied Revan.

" Yes, there must be a long story. Take it easy, I'll be your loyal listener" Radit said.

" In his core, my papa rejected my relationship with Airea. So the proposal is not so." explains Revan.

" What's the reason, until your father rejects Aira?" asked Radit not to understand.

" On the status of Aira who was married" replied Revan.

"When did you ask Aira to meet your papa?" asked Radit again who was not satisfied to hear a piece of Revan's story.

" A few days ago, exactly yesterday, I took Aira to my house. My intention, I want to introduce Aira to my family. Let them know each other. In order to fit the application event already know each other's appearance and name. Eehh arrived - arrived." explains Revan.

" What's up?" asked Radit. Revan is upset to see Radit's behavior.

" Something my papa turned down Aira. Still asking." said Revan.

" Ooohhh so. Then now you and him are already end dong." asked Radit.

Revan throws a pen at Radit. Radit was usually thrown Revan, swiftly catching the pen.

" What do you keep doing?" asked Radit. Revan rested his head on the back of his chair. He closed his eyes for a moment.

" I don't know. He and I still meet. But somehow I felt, my feelings for him were just in vain. Am I a fool or am I naive for being in love with her. I was confused myself to interpret it." explains Revan. Radit was silent as he looked towards his friend.

" Do you still love Aira?" asked Radit.

" very. I still love her so much. I can't even say I can't live without him "revan replied.

" Brother, just a suggestion. If you can't think realistically with your brain. At least you use your little heart. Ask your little heart. Because the heart cannot lie. Although the lips and brain speak lies, but the heart cannot be lied to." said Radit. Reven looks at the words of his best friend.

" What are your next steps?" asked Radit.

" I don't know. I would love to marry her. But should I ignore my father's feelings. He's the only one of my parents right now. But you know for yourself. As stubborn as to what Mr. Atmaja is." Revan said.

" Even rocks can be eroded by the pounding of the waves. Your papa's heart can't melt. Fight hard. One day there must be a way." said Radit gave encouragement to his friend. Revan nodded at his friend's words.