Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 112 My Friend

Since then, Atmaja never came to his house again. The man never came to see him in the usual place where they promised to read a book. And when the two of them accidentally passed each other Atmaja temple - pura did not see Kinanti and was indifferent to her. Kinanti simply fell silent and looked at the face of the man she loved.

A month has passed. Suddenly that afternoon Ifah ran towards Kinanti's house.

" Kinan's. Kinan." cried Ifah impatiently. Ibu Kinanti is out.

" Ifa. What's the matter nduk?. How come you yell like that?." asked Kinan's mother.

" Sorry Bude. Is there a kinan?. Ifah wants to meet Kinan." said Ifah.

" Kinan Bude told me to buy sugar at the shop. You just wait here. Soon also go home." said Kinan's mother. Ifah also nodded.

Soon, Kinan returned from the shop and saw that Ifah was sitting on the porch.

" Ifah." say hello to Kinan. The girl also looked. Then smile at Kinan.

" Have you been here?" asked Kinan.

" no. I just came." replied Ifah happy.

" Kinan has something to say." explained Ifah.

" What?. Ehh. I put this sugar in for a second. You wait there. Don't go anywhere." Kinan said. Ifah just said his best friend's words. Soon Kinan came out again to Ifah who was still sitting on the porch of his house.

" What's up?. You seem very happy. Did you just get the arisan?." asked Kinanti. Ifah just smiled.

" No. More than a gravestone." replied Ifah. Kinan also frowned at his forehead a sign of not understanding.

" Mas Atmaja expressed his feelings for Kinan. He came to my house with his father. He kept me talking on the porch. Then he said he liked me. And she asked me to be her lover." explains Ifah happily.

Kinanti just fell silent hearing that. He looked at Ifah's face carefully. Ifah looked so happy. The smile on his face did not stop.

" Kinan's. Are you just quiet?. You're not happy if I'm dating Atmaja?." scolded Ifah when he saw his best friend was just silent not reacting anything. Kinanti brushed off the smile on her lips. He held Ifah's hand.

" Where might I not be happy. I am so glad to hear about Ifah. You are very lucky to get the love of Atmaja. He is the most handsome and smart man in this village." said Kinanti pura - happy with the statement of his best friend.

Ifah nodded affirming Kinanti's words. She was embarrassed and kept smiling. He did not stop smiling when he imagined the man he had loved all this time reciprocating his feelings.

" Kinan's. Am I dreaming?." asked Ifah happily.

" Why are you asking like that?" asked Kinanti not understanding.

" If I dream. Please don't wake me up. I want to stay in this dream. I don't want to wake up from this dream." said Ifah. Kinanti pinched Ifah's cheek.

" Aaauuuwwww.." cried the girl.

" Not a dream, is it?" asked Kinan as he pinched the girl's cheek. The two laughed happily together. The only happy one is Ifah. Not with Kinan. He felt the wound in his heart so painful hearing that. Like someone sowing salt on the wound incision.

From then on, whenever Ifah came to meet Kinanti. He always talked about Atmaja. This is Atmaja, that Atmaja. There was never an end when talking about that man.

Two years passed. Kinanti and Ifah have graduated from High School. Ifah went on to study medicine in another city. Kinanti works in a factory in her city.

From then on, he never saw Atmaja again in the village. His father said Atmaja had worked at the prosecutor's office in the capital. Atmaja's father and Kinanti's father still meet. And they never knew the complicated relationship between their children.

Almost 5 years without seeing each other. On that day, Atmaja arrived and his mother and father visited Kinanti's house to visit. It was the first time they met after their separation.

" How are you?." asked Atmaja. Kinanti smiled too.

" As you can see." replied the girl.

" We haven't seen each other in a long time" Atmaja said.

" Yes" replied Kinan.

" How is Ifah mas?" asked Kinanti. Atmaja breathed.

" Ifah is good. Now he works at a health center in the capital." explained Atmaja.

" I miss him so much. He's a doctor now." said Kinanti.

" Yes." replied Atmaja. Silence among them. Kinanti felt awkward sitting alone with this man who was still in her heart.

" Do you have a boyfriend?." asked Atmaja suddenly. Kintai looked towards the man.

" You know. I still can't forget you until now." said the man as he looked at the girl's face. Kinanti was so stifled at hearing Atmaja's words.

" You know. In two months I will be married to Ifah." said Atmaja. Kinanti was so gasp at hearing that.

" Congratulations ya mas." That's all the words that came out of the girl's mouth. Atmaja smiled at the words.

" You want to marry me?." asked Atmaja suddenly. Kinanti looked at Atmaja's face carefully. The man was still staring at the girl.

" I know what your answer is. Surely you will not." replied Atmaja with a bitter smile.

" The Atmaja. Forgive my old attitude. I didn't mean to hurt you." said Kinanti.

" I know. I know you love me too. But you cover up your feelings because you know that Ifah also has the same feelings for me." said Atmaja. Kinan was so shocked to hear that remark. He looked at the man's face in disbelief.

" You want me and Ifah together, don't you." asked Atmaja.

" good. I will grant your request. But don't blame me. If your friend's life is not happy later if married with me." added the man.

" What do you mean mas?" asked Kinanti.

" I've never loved Ifah. And will never be able to love her." replied Atmaja.

" The Atmaja. I beg. Forget me. Learn to love Ifah. He loves you so much. Don't hurt my best friend. I beg mas." pinta Kinanti. Atmaja smiled strangely.

" You always think about your best friend's feelings. Have you ever thought about my feelings?." asked Atmaja.

" You are so selfish Kinan!." said Atmaja.

" It's up to you to judge what I look like. I don't give a shit. Just so you know. Until you dare hurt my best friend's feelings. I won't stay silent. I'll repay you more cruelly. Remember that!!." said Kinanti then moved from his seat and left Atmaja alone on the porch of his house.

Since then, he has never met Atmaja or Ifah. Even on her best friend's wedding day, Kinanti did not come. The power was lost in the earth in the eyes of Ifah and Atmaja. Because Kinanti has chosen to work out of town to avoid meeting her best friend and the man she loves.

When Kinanti's father died. Their house was sold and they moved out of town. They moved to Kinanti's mother's hometown. Until Kinanti meets Bayu and they get married and have children Aira and Santi.