Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 140 Mama I Missed

This afternoon was pretty cloudy. There are no signs of rain. But the wind from earlier had blown quite strong.

A step walked up to a quiet cemetery. With his hands carried a bucket of red roses that were still very fresh.

The man smiled as he arrived at one of the dried mounds and was filled with a bucket of flowers that began to wilt and dry.

Sitting crouched on his swab the name written on the grave. It felt shady in the heart when it touched the tombstone.

" lady. Attar misses Mama!." said the man with a bitter smile.

He is Attar who has grown up and grown very well thanks to his father. That adorable cute boy back then has now turned into a handsome man with a tall body firmly like the father. Very similar to his father.

Attar is now 19 years old. He had never met the woman who gave birth to him. All this time he only saw the face of the mother from the portrait that he always put next to his bed.

Portrait of the mother is also attached with a large on the wall of the middle room of the house they occupy. Even in my father's room. The portrait of the mother never escaped the wall of the room for a second.

" Mom. I told you once. About my dreams and my dreams." said Attar while confirming his seat that had been squatting now was gathered beside the grave of the mother.

" I want to be like Papa. I want to be a doctor saving the lives of people who need help. And love one woman in his life." Attar explained with a smile on his lips.

" lady. Mama know?. One more step my dream will come true. That must be all thanks to the prayer Mama is in heaven, right?." Attar continued to speak as if the mound could hear and answer him.

" I ... I passed the selection for a medical scholarship to Berlin Ma. I'm the only student from this country who passed the test." he said proudly. The smile continued to linger on his lips.

" I was so happy when I got the news. But ... " arrived - suddenly his face turned sad.

" I have to leave Papa alone here. Moreover, I can not meet with Mama every week." he said sadly.

" Papa says he's fine if I go. Papa told me to get what I wanted. But I know that Papa lied. She must be sad and lonely if I go." she was confused.

" lady. Mama know?. Every night Papa would cry in front of Mama's picture. I couldn't bear to leave Papa alone here. I'm selfish if Ma goes to college in Berlin?. Did I just resign from the scholarship?." he murmured doubtfully.

" Mama I'm really confused what to do?." his sigh was frustrated.

Attar looked around the cemetery. So silent. He's just alone. Attar was staring at the sky that was starting to darken by cloudy clouds.

" It's raining Ma. Attar went home first. Attar dear Mama. Very dear to you." said Attar while kissing the tombstone of the mother and then went to leave the final resting place of the mother.

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A motor sport enters the minimalist home page. There was also a car parked neatly in the garage of the house. Attar smiled when he saw the car.

With a step of encouragement he entered the house. The moment he entered the house arrived - it was raining very heavily. Attar let out a sigh of relief because he had reached home when it rained.

" Where are you?." asked Revan when he saw his son had just come home in the evening.

" Papa. Tumben Papa has come home?." asked Attar with a smile on his face.

" At asked even behind the question." exclaimed Revan while fretting Attar's ear.

" Aaduuuhh Pa sick tau. If my ears become wide like elephant ears how?." whine Attar. Revan chuckled as he let go of his jewel.

" Lion. Then Papa put down the zoo all over." sneered Revan. Attar smiled hearing that.

" Where are you from, huh?. It was almost dark until home. Mouthful." said Revan while sitting his body on the sofa in the middle room. Attar also sat there.

Revan glared at the words of the child.

" You ... You have a boyfriend?." asked Revan in surprise.

" No!." replied Attar casually.

" And then?. He said the apples. If it's not the girlfriend's apple then what?." asked Revan.

" I'm finished with Mama." replied Attar casually. Revan sighed then smiled and rubbed his son's head.

" What do you confide in with your mother?. It must be ugly - lousy Papa ya." search Revan.

" secret. Papa kepo deh." he replied casually.

Revan and Attar have always been like that together. Like brother and sister. Revan has always implemented a system of openness to his son. It applies to his son too. Whatever Papa Attar does must also know. Whatever it is.

" Pa." call Attar.

" What?" asked Revan.

" Attar canceled the scholarship in Berlin was yes" Attar said. Revan frowned.

" Why son?. Don't you want to go to college there?." asked Revan.

" I'm going to college here, too, is fine. The important thing can be as Papa continues." he replied casually. Revan rubbed Attar's head.

" Why do you want to bury your big dreams?" asked Revan.

" It's not so Pa. If I go, Papa will be alone here." Attar explained.

" Papa's good, son. How many times did Papa tell you. Don't think Papa." said Revan.

" Papa didn't lie, did he?" asked Attar inquiring. Revan shook his head with a smile.

" Papa didn't lie" replied Revan.

" Papa, why don't you marry me again. There will be someone who takes care of it." said Attar.

" Nobody's pretty like your mom." Revan replied jokingly.

" Helah lied. Most Papa is afraid." said Attar.

" fear?. Afraid of what?." asked Revan, not understanding.

" Papa was afraid to touch the spirit of Mama when she got married again" replied Attar while running to his room so as not to hit the jewel of the father.

" Bad brat." said Revan, laughing at the behavior of his son.

Revan stared at the photo of Aira's face in the middle room. She smiles.

" I will always keep my promise to you to always protect and take care of her. But I can't stop every dream and every dream" Revan said.

" I hope you understand that. Let him get whatever he wants. Let him achieve what he dreams of. We as parents can only guide and pray." added Revan.

" dear. Please take care of him when he's away from my control. Let him achieve all his dreams. You want to see him always happy." said Revan.

" I've always loved you, baby. Always." said Revan while staring at the face of Aira in the big picture frame.

Even though his body died a long time ago. But her love still grows in her heart. It is always so that death takes away the life that dwells in this body.