Don't Go Again !!!

Episode 139 Misses You

Revan knocked on the front door of his house. Looks lonely. Because it's already midnight. He had a meeting with senior doctors at a hotel. After that, he went back to the hospital. Because one of his patients is in an emergency state and needs immediate treatment.

" Why is the night the master returned home?" said Aminah when she opened the door.

" Yes mbak. There was a sudden operation." Revan replied as he stepped inside his house.

" Would I make you some coffee or some tea?. Or do you want to eat the goods?." asked Aminah. Revan shook his head.

" No need to mbak. I ate earlier. Madam Aminah please rest. I also want to go straight to sleep." replied Revan as he walked towards his room.

The house is now occupied by only a few people. Two years ago mbok Sum has left this world because of age factor also because of diabetes that has long been in his dream.

So only stay mbak Aminah and her husband Pak Aziz. And now added again Nurse Ita who is in charge of guarding Attar during his stay in Revan work.

Before entering his room. Revan headed for the boy's room which became his reason for continuing this life. Attar sleeps soundly while hugging the ultraman robot in his tribe.

Revan sat on the edge of the child's bed whose face resembled that of his. At the stroke of Attar's head gently. Revan kept staring at the little angel's face. Under the pillow Revan saw a picture book belonging to Attar.

Revan was so overwhelmed when he saw the picture made by his son. A picture of a small family. There were pictures of him, the little boy and the mother. Revan stared at the innocent face of Attar who was asleep.

" You must miss mama, son?. Sorry Papa yes. Because of Papa's selfishness you parted with mama." said Revan while hugging and kissing Attar's cheek.

Revan breathed heavily. The picture five years ago when he kicked Aira out of the room where he was in the care of him turned back before him. Even the last face of his wife was still clearly remembered by his brain.

Revan rubbed his tears back. He kissed Attar's head gently and deeply. After that he wrapped the blanket up Attar's neck and left the boy's room.

Revan opened the door to his bedroom. Clearly visible is a portrait of him and Aira mounted with a large on the wall of the room. Revan walked closer to the photo.

" You know, baby. It's hard for me and Attar to live without you. Very heavy. But me and Attar have to get through it. Me and Attar love you so much. We love you so much. Nothing can replace your position in this house even in our hearts. Attar misses you so much. So did I. You shouldn't have left. I was wrong. You should have punished me with another sentence. Not in this way. Not by leaving this world. It's really heavy, baby. Very heavy Aira ...." Revan fell down crying in front of the big photo.

He still deeply regrets the incident back then. Every time he misses his wife he's always been like that. I cried and sat in front of the big picture.

" Sorry. Sorry for me!. Sorry for all my mistakes!. I can't keep going like this. I can't tell Attar if he ever finds out and asks why you left. I'm sorry Aira!. Sorry!." sobbing in tears.

That night there was only the sound of sobs in the room. I don't know what time Revan was like that. No one knows.

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" Papa's awake!. Papa!." whined Attar while continuing to shake the body of Revan who was still lying on the bed.

Revan slowly opened his eyes. The sunlight was already very bright entering his room. Revan turned to the boy who woke him up.

" Papa's sick?." asked Attar.

" Hmmm, No. Why?." asked Revan as he sat down while leaning on the bed.

" Kok Papa sleeps more than that. I think Papa is sick." Attar said while holding Revan's forehead. Revan smiled looking at Attar's adorable face.

" Papa's not sick, baby. Papa is a doctor. Where can Papa be sick. If Papa gets sick later who nurses the sick at the hospital who's sick?." explains Revan joking. Attar laughed at his father's words.

" Have you eaten, son?." asked Revan when he saw the clock on the wall of the room that showed at 9 am.

" It's dong. Minah made me sausage fried rice. Nice to Pa. I asked for more." said the boy. Revan chuckled and then kissed Attar's cheek in dismay.

" Hehehe ..." Attar just laughed.

" Pa .."

" Comm .." Revan knows what his son will ask for. He if he wants something must have seduced like this. Exactly with Aira.

" Beliin lego tayo Pa." whining Attar.

There is something that is asked. Hadeeuuuhh .. Revan murmured in his heart.

" Yes Pa ya. Pa's!. C'mon Pa. Beliin lego tayo." whining Attar. Revan breathed.

" Papa take a shower. Cook we buy Papa's toys still smell like this." said Revan.

" Ok!. I'm waiting for ya. Papa don't lie!. Cepetan with a shower. Later close the store." cried Attar impatient.

" Will not close the shop. Papa take a shower first. You are ready - ready to be with Ita" said Revan.

The boy came out of Revan's room to his own room. Revan could only shake his head at his son's increasingly remarkable behavior.

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Revan and Attar arrive at a mall. The father and son went straight to the toy store in the mall. There are a lot of toys that are ready to make young children cry scream when they see it. Attar is too.

The boy seemed to forget his main purpose to buy the toy lego tayo he wanted. Revan can only wipe his chest when he sees his only child who continues to whine asking for other toys besides the tayo lego.

As a result, with Attar's efforts that had been whining, seducing to roll on the floor, the toy he wanted was successfully owned. A set of tayo legos, the latest Tobot X, and the Avenger toy robot succeeded in his possession.

The boy smiled incessantly when he saw one by one the toys were put in a paper bag. Revan shook his head at the behavior of his son.

" Is it satisfied?." asked Revan while holding the body of the boy who had looked happy.

Attar also smiled while nodding his father's words. Revan repeatedly could only sigh.

" Bra, laper!. Want to eat mekdi chicken!." pinta Attar. Revan sighed at the whining of his son again.

" Can't. Papa doesn't like it when you eat fast food like that. We eat something else. It's not healthy." said Revan immediately refused.

" Aaahhh but I want mekdi chicken!!!." Attar started screaming and crying. Until everyone who passed by them always looked with a sharp gaze

" Hey, don't cry!. You were always like this. If you ask for anything - what to do. Quiet already!. Later his toys Papa love people if not stop crying." said Revan with a tone of threat.

Instead - the boy was silent. But it was hardening his crying voice even more. Revan just sighed and closed his eyes held back his emotions so that he would not yell at the child.

" Attar is silent, son!. Don't be naughty like this dong!. Papa bought what you wanted. Now you also have to obey what Papa said dong. Food is not healthy, baby. You can get sick if you eat food like that. We eat something else, yes. Later Papa buy in ice cream if you diem and nurut." said Revan persuaded Attar.

" The ice cream's two yes Pa!." pinta Attar.

" yes. We'll get 2 ice creams. If you need to buy the same shop so you are satisfied to eat it." said Revan.

Attar was silent. The boy wiped away the tears that had run down his cheeks earlier. Revan chuckled to see his son as easily as it was persuaded only with ice cream.