Director, My First Love!

Actually was.....

Gita was really shocked by Vina's words. Gita did not expect. Could Vina be lying to him? Gita was surprised, if this really happened, how could it? Vina and Gilvan? Gita can't imagine it.

"You're kidding, right?" ask Vina

"Are you angry, Git? I'm sorry." Vina looked down

"No, no. I'm not mad. I just can't believe what you said, Vin!"

"All of that is true. I did all that with Gilvan. I don't realize why all this is happening. I really don't understand." Vina was crying

"Vin, you cry? Vina, so right? You did it with Gilvan?" ask Vina

Gita holds Vina's arm in disbelief. Vina did not answer, she just nodded. He was indeed related to Gilvan. His heart is so broken. Vina doesn't care if Gita should be mad at her. Importantly, Vina's heart was calm, having told this horrible thing to her best friend.

"Why did that happen? Lookatme! I'm not mad at you, I'm just sorry, why did you have to give your crown to Gilvan?" Gita was worried

"I don't understand, Gita! I was really caught in her arms. I'm sorry I honestly love Gilvan, Git! Really, I'm sorry. You can hate me." Vina kept crying

"What the hell are you Vin? I never thought of it that way. If you like Gilvan, why should you give it your all? It will definitely hurt you!" Gita shed tears.

"I didn't expect it to be like that. I thought, Gilvan was a good man, I thought he wouldn't dare me, but it turns out..." Vina was crying

"Why don't you refuse? Why did you let him do all that to you?" Gita hugged her best friend

"I don't know.." Vina dissolves in sadness

"Did he force you? Like Rama did to me? Huh yeah?" Gita tries to guess

"No, Git! I did it consciously. He didn't force me, he touched me gently. I'm lulled, I'm tempted. I realize my mistake."

"I understand how you feel. Now, where's Gilvan? You must hold the answer to that!" vina

"Aren't you mad at me?" ask Vina

"Why am I angry with you?" Gita asked back

"I fucked your ex-husband. I'm keeping this a secret from you, because I'm afraid you're angry, Git!" Vina bit her lips worried

"You want to know what I'm thinking?"

"What's Git?" Vina is worried

"I want to apologize to you. This whole thing happened because of me."

"You mean?"

"Gilvan never touched me, Gilvan must have endured that desire all my life. He can't touch me! But, when with you, his desire peaks. You fell asleep with him, he can't hold it anymore. So that you do that too. I'm sorry, it's all because of me, Vin!" Gita is crying

"Why are you blaming yourself? You're not wrong, this is obviously my own stupidity, Git!"

"No, no! Really, all this happened because of me! I'm sorry, I can't protect you!" Gita is crying again

"You're not wrong! It's obviously my fault, I liked it to the point of being lulled with its gentleness, then I put it all together. That was my biggest mistake!" vina

"Where is Gilvan now?" ask Gita

"I don't know!"

"He called you after that?"

Vina walked towards her closet. He took something out of his closet. He gave the envelope to Gita.

"What's this?" Gita wonder

Gita opened it immediately. The Gita currency was widened to see a number of money and paper in the form of checks. Gita doesn't understand what this means. Gita really can't think straight anymore.

"What does this mean? EXPLAIN IT TO ME, VIN! DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY!" Gita was really upset

Vina is shocked to see Gita's anger. Vina didn't expect Gita to be this angry. Vina never saw Gita get angry. Just this time Vina saw her best friend screaming like that.

"I'm sorry!" Vina could not help but hold back her tears

"TELL ME WHERE IS GILVAN? AND WHAT DOES THIS MONEY AND CHECK MEAN?" Gita fiery

"I'll explain it to you. Gilvan doesn't want to have a relationship with me, Gilvan isn't ready yet, Git. He gave me some money so I could forget everything with his money."

"I don't know, I threw my phone as hard as I could, I don't know if he gave me the news or not. Really, I'm sorry."

Rice has become a porridge. Everything cannot be returned as it was. Gita regretted her busy life at the time. Gita forgets her best friend, so this bad thing can happen to Vina.

"We need to get to Gilvan!"

"I'm not ready, Git. I really hate him."

"I hate him more. Next week we have to go to Johor, we have to see Gilvan." pinta Gita

"Even if you meet him, it won't change anything, Git! It's all gone."

"What's wrong, I just want to know. What did Gilvan mean to do that to you! I won't interfere with your problems, but I hope you can find the best way."

"I feel guilty for you, Git!"

"No. You're not wrong. Don't be sad anymore, I'll meet you with Gilvan. I'm not going to interfere in your affairs, I just want to know why Gilvan did that to you" Gita said

"He and I are really, really, Git!"

Vina covered her face with both hands, her heart was completely broken. Her feelings were mixed, Vina did not expect her friend would be this angry, but not angry at her but angry at Gilvan.

"I'm sure he likes you too!" said Gita

"If he likes me, there's no way he'll leave me!" answer Vina

"He's just not sure, Vin."

"He's a bad guy!"

"She's just in doubt, there's no way she'd be interested in connecting with you if she didn't like you! I'm sure you're in his heart, but he's still not sure he loves you." Gita explained

"May it be like that?" ask Vina

"I think so! I hope I can find her soon."

"I really hate him. I can't forgive her mistakes." said Vina

"Your atmosphere said it. But your little heart won't say that. You love her?" ask Gita

"NO! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!" vina answered shouting

"I can see it in your eyes, you don't really say it. I want you to calm down, Vin! You must love Gilvan. I'm sure of it." said Gita

❤Whatever bad love is, if he has settled coming with hope, it will not be that easy to let go. The more you try to let go of love itself, the stronger it will last. Love isn't as easy as you think, it can get you drunk.❤

"Even if my little heart still wishes for him, I hope sooner or later I'll get rid of that feeling!" Vina steady

"It all depends on you. I hope you don't let your heart get hurt. You should meet Gilvan." suggested Gita

"I don't want to see him again. My heart is dead."

"You just need to listen to Gilvan's explanation. After that, you are free to act. You can choose your own path."

"Why did I meet him? I don't want to see him again. It's hard enough for my heart to see his attitude right now." Vina shed tears again

"Patience, calm your heart my friend! Don't feel yourself, don't feel yourself broken. There's me for you. I will accompany you, I will encourage you. Trust me!" said Gita

"Thank you, you are indeed the best friend I have, Git." Vina hugged Gita

Without feeling, because the Vina phone in silent, there have been dozens of missed calls. An unknown foreign number on Vina's new phone. The number just kept calling Vina. Vina didn't notice it, her handphone was silent, neither sound nor tremble.

*Who is that?

*connect

This time it's not an operator, guess what.. Who called Vina? Hehehe

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