Director, My First Love!

Love

The atmosphere became increasingly stiff. Slowly, Mia releases Rey's handrails. Mia doesn't want to hurt a second time. Mia must fix her heart.

"Why did you choose me? Am I your escape?" ask Mia

"Descenders? Meanin?"

"You're hurt because of a beautiful lady, Miss, and then you picked me, so you can handle your pain, right?"

"Initially my intention was like that, I wanted to treat my heart, I started trying. But, true what my heart says, I did choose you!"

"It turns out to be true, I was just an impingement" Mia said disappointedly

"But, I love you Mi. I'm getting comfortable with you. Because of you, I can forget Vina. Not approaching you to forget Vina. I did approach you, after being close to you, the resentment and anger towards Vina was gone."

"I'm not ready yet."

"Why?" Rey is disappointed

"I don't believe in love. Moreover, you and I have only just gotten to know. I can't trust you that easily. Just my ex-husband, before marriage it was a long time ago, but he ended up hurting my heart." explained Mia

"But I'm not your ex-husband. We are clearly different" Rey said

"I mean, a man I've known for a long time, can hurt and hurt me, let alone a man I just met, I don't know what his heart is like" Mia said

"Everybody's not the same, don't equate me with your ex-husband. I'm not him, I'm Rey!" resolute Rey

"I just learn from experience. I don't want to fall into the same hole" Mia said

"Alright, you are careful in making choices. Please don't get close to other men. I'll be waiting for you!" pinta Rey's

"Don't, Rey. I'm afraid you're hurt." Prevent Mia

"If you don't want me to be hurt, why don't you just take my word?" ask Rey

"Aren't we new to this? Our time is long. We need to get to know each other better. Don't choose too soon, you don't know my nature and behavior yet. Not because you're heartbroken, you're making your own decision to quickly have me."

Rey fell silent, Mia's words were true.

"Try you to ponder, I always hear Miss's curses, so I know. When Miss's friend is hurt, then she's close to you. Without a second thought, Miss's friend is starting to forget that Mr. Gilvan, with you Rey! Butwhat? Mr Gilvan is back, and Miss Vina's heart is broken, is that a sign of what Rey? A rushed love won't work." explains Mia.

"You are right!" answer Rey

"I admit, I'm interested in you. Better, we get to know each other more closely. I'm not looking for another man. I'll consider being able to with you. But I don't want to rush."

"You are indeed a calculating woman in taking action. It's worth it that you trusted Miss and Master to take care of her child. Because, taking care of Miss's child is a huge responsibility."

"Thank God they believed me, Rey! I hope you believe in me too" Mia said

"I trust you, may our love be united, Mi."

"I hope so. I'm sorry I let you down, Rey." Mia lowered her head

"No, Mi. You didn't disappoint you! Thank you for making me understand not to make decisions too soon" Rey replied

"It's for our good, Rey." added Mia

"Sure, I believe you" Rey said

"Rey?"

"Yes?"

"Buy souvenirs by yuk? Make Baby Nayya and Nakka. It feels incomplete if traveling does not bring souvenirs!" obviously Mia

***

Bandung, Indonesia's.

Gita and Rama have been going around looking at various animals in the zoo. Gita sat down on the garden chair, as she was a little tired of walking around carrying Nayya.

"What do you want to eat?" ask Rama

"I don't want to eat, I don't feel good. My mind is not calm, dear." replied Gita languidly

"Why? You don't mind much. Aren't we taking Nayya for a walk?" ask Rama

"Yes, but somehow I feel so guilty."

"Why are you guilty?" Rama did not understand

"I don't think I'm being selfish enough to bring Nakka here" Gita said

"We're going to go all three, baby. Because, if you bring Nakka should bring a baby sitter. Next time, we take Nakka with us." replied Rama

"It seems, if he's grown up, he must feel different. In fact, I don't mean to discriminate, I just want to go with my little family for once. I've never gone three with you guys like this. But Nakka's shadow was ringing in my head. I feel guilty for that little baby." said Gita

"I understand how you feel, I know, baby. You really want to go with Nayya alone, but your feelings cannot be lied to, right? Nakka has filled your heart, too."

"I don't think I'm gonna feel guilty like this" Gita said

"Nakka must be fine with her Nanny. We don't have to worry." Rama calms Gita

"But I feel like a bad parent, a parent who differentiates his child."

"Don't think like that. Better, we enjoy our time today. In the future, invite Nakka also if your heart is not calm like this. Anyway, Nakka is our son too. Whatever we are, he is still our son." explained Rama

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for what, baby?" ask Rama

"I'm sorry, because I was selfish not to bring Nakka, I prefer not to take her because I bother. I was completely wrong" Gita said

"Already, don't be regretted. What happens, let it pass. Later, we'll take Nakka too. You're the one carrying Nakka, let me carry Nayya. Fair right? So, we're a couple that's carrying a pair of kids too. Hihi." Rama seduced Gita

"When I remember Nakka's name, I remember her late mother. I miss Siska, for some reason my mind drifted everywhere" Gita said

"Let's remember him, because he's long gone."

"He hurt my heart so much, he was mean to me and to you too, but when I lost him, I felt sad, I missed him. Poor Nakka, Siska should be able to be next to him at this time." explained Gita

"Nakka was just a victim, she became a victim of the selfishness of her mother. If only Siska hadn't thought of herself, Nakka wouldn't have had to be like this." explained Rama

"I remember Nakka. Come on, we better go home. The longer I stay here, the more I'm guilty of my son that I didn't take with me." Gita said

"You're not going to eat first? We haven't eaten, baby?" ask Rama

"We order food only, but it's wrapped. I miss my boys. I want to go home soon. Come on!" take Gita

"All right, baby, if that's what you want. I miss Nakka too. What the hell is he doing?" said Rama

"I'm sorry Mother didn't invite you, son. Mother promised, it won't be like this anymore. Even here, my heart feels so guilty."

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