Director, My First Love!
Sweetest mistake
Gita and Rama have returned to their seats. They both look very awkward. Gita was confused as to what to say to Rama. His tongue was stiff, speechless. Rama was clumsy, I don't know what he had to explain to Gita for his actions just now.
Like expressing his true feelings, but Rama knew there was no way Gita would return his feelings. Why is Rama so reckless? Too much in the songs he sings. So that he was hypnotized and did the unexpected.
"I'm sorry Git. Not intent.." Rama stopped
"It's okay, brother. I understand how you feel right now." Gita smiles.
Understand feelings? Meanin? Rama wonder.
"I don't understand what you mean" Rama was confused
"I see, right now my brother's feelings are being messed up. Brother Rama is missing his fiancee, right? It must be hard to be left behind by someone we love. I cursed him. Brother does not need to apologize, I'm happy to be able to help brother Rama earlier "Obviously Gita
"You think so?" Rama breathed a sigh of relief.
"Yes brother, I understand very well the feelings of Brother Rama. Siska must be the happiest woman to have a sister." Gita
This innocent and innocent girl did not notice it. She thought I was singing a song and expressed my feelings for Siska. How could that be? Obviously she was in front of me, I held her hand, I hugged her, and I kissed her forehead, obviously that was my expression for her. I didn't think of Siska one bit, Why is this girl untouched by my words? Why Gita?
"If what I say is for you?" Ask Rama
Gita's choking, "Mm, that's not possible. I know you love Siska's sister."
That was. I did love Siska, but after Siska's affair, my heart faded. My arrogance has always controlled me. Until you finally come, my heart is calmer and more comfortable. I have not known you long, but you have softened my heart.
"But my words were for you." Rama is honest
Gita. Where could that be what he said to me? Why does he always tease me and not drop me for long? What am I a toy?
The Gita did not answer Rama's words. Gita only gave an expression of disbelief over the words of Rama just now. It was almost night, and they both came home.
On the way, Rama and Gita are silent without a word. There was no chatter in the car. I don't know what they're feeling right now. Rama's heart was clearly raging, Gita was unaware of his confession earlier.
Thirty minutes passed, and Rama delivered Gita to his house.
"Git, thank you for your time tonight. " Say Rama
"Sama-sama brother. I also take a walk with my sister."
"I'm more cool because you're with me tonight" Rama explained
"So, what a bitch, how weird." Gita shy
"I'm really Git. I'm comfortable with you" Rama grabbed Gita's hand
"Sister.." Gita is shocked
"I know, none of this is possible between us. But, please allow me to stay like this with you. Let me laugh happily with you, let me always meet you, allow me to see your beautiful smile."Rama still holds Gita's hand.
" Boy brother Ramaaa..." Guuta shed tears.
"I'm sorry I've done this kind of mischievous thing, but please don't hate me. Please just be nice to me, I just want to laugh with you, like this I'm so happy." Bright Rama.
"I don't know what to say.."
"You don't have to say anything. Because I know what you want to talk about. I know you have Dimas in your heart, I know you love Dimas, but I'm sorry. I don't know why my heart chose you? I'm comfortable with you. We can't be together, but please allow me to love you like this." Rama took a breath.
That's not how you are, brother.... Not Dimas, not because my heart has Dimas, but because OF YOU. Since you've been in a serious relationship, that's what I'm afraid of. Since you are engaged, there is no gap for me to be with you. You don't know my heart, you don't know that I like you, you don't know how much I love you, you don't know since the duku yanh in my heart is just you, Rama Hanggara. If you knew my true feelings, what would be the fate of your fiance? But, you need to know, I'm not that bad. I won't take anyone else's. I'm willing to break my heart to pieces as long as I don't make anyone cry because of me. I don't want to take Siska away from you. You should understand that, brother.
"Don't make anyone cry" Gita said
"I didn't make you cry"
"My heart has faded for her. What should I do?"
"You keep your love. Give her your happiness and her. You'll love each other again." Gita.
"Want you how?" Ask Rama
"What am I really why? Do I look sad? I'm fine."
"You don't have feelings for me?"
"Sorry, it's too late. I have to go to my house."
Again Rama pulled the arm of Gita, brought his body closer and the same thing repeated again.
Rama kissed Gita's sweet lips. This time the kiss was a little ferocious, so the Gita had difficulty breathing. Rama let this kiss take a little while, washing away the feeling of his heart that had enslaved since earlier. Gita's heart refuses, but her body enjoys the kiss Rama gave her. Gita returns Rama's warm kiss. Rama is shocked, thinking Gita will not return the kiss. Their lips clenched for quite a long time, feeling a deep passion of love. Rama's kiss was very warm and made Gita's heart shake.
Let love side with me this time, let me sin just this once. Let him kiss me, let me enjoy it. This is the sweetest mistake he and I made. This will be my last, I dare to kiss her back. I'm not going to repeat it again. I already feel like someone else's male grabbing woman. Gita sad.
"I'm sorry." Gita looked down
"Why should you apologize?"
"Please forget everything that happened between us. There is a heart we must guard. I beg brother." Gita.
"You love me, don't you?" Search Rama
"I love Dimas. Please don't you shake my heart again, brother."
"But I love you,"
"Please don't say such a disgusting thing again. I feel like I've become someone else's man-capturing woman. Enough brother, stop this crazy act of ours. I'm so sick of it." Gita asserts
"I'm sorry if this makes you uncomfortable. But really, I can't be away from you."
"We will always be together, as friends. Throw away that disgusting feeling and I don't want anything like this to happen again."
"Well, if that's what you want, I'm sorry"
Rama has left Gita. Perih, broken, and hurt Gita heard the resigned answer from Rama. To be honest he did not want to say anything rude to Rama, but how else, if this continues it will make a new big problem. The Gita must completely dispose of Rama.
The heart is captivated, the soul is bound
Love of doom comes
Makes a soul shake
Crying, deep sorrow
Love is like a paper
Remove wetted water
Go where you want to go
Or you'll be eaten up by water
The Gita holds everything back, so that no heart is hurt. Let him be the one who is sick, but let no one else be hurt for his actions. Gita Harua learns to love Dimas, so that Gita can forget Rama. Dimas is the way he can be separated from Rama. Gita does not want to dissolve in his mistakes with Rama.
Is this the best? Should I really love Brother Dimas? To make brother Rama and his fiancee happy. I can find my own happiness without hurting anyone. Should I start learning to love Dimas?
