Director, My First Love!

I'm sorry Gita

Rama has arrived in front of Gita's house. His house looks lonely, could it be that he's not home? Rama knocks on Gita's door many times but no one opens it. Why Gita's mom didn't open the door. Rama shouted to Gita, not stopping. The lights are on but the house looks quiet. I want Rama to break down that door at once. Rama believes Gita is in his house. Rama forced the door open, the door opened slowly. Rama goes in search of Gita,

And...............

Gita's house looks lonely. Slowly Rama entered, but there was no one inside. Where are Gita and her mother? Her thought. Rama saw the room there was no one in it, Rama went into the family room and the dining room remained nobody.But, there was a sound of water rustling from the bathroom, Rama was relieved. Maybe Gita's in the bathroom. Rama went into the kitchen but saw the bathroom door open, only the sound of water rustling the sound of a shower lit up. Rama was curious, Rama approached the bathroom, slowly he walked and how shocked he saw Gita sitting limp with a shower that soaked his tiny body. Rama is shocked and worried to see Gita's limp body.

"Gits.. Gitaaa.. Conscious you Git.!!! Why do you have to be like this, huh? Please Git, sadarrr" Rama cried to see Gita limp in the movement of Siska's body

Gita didn't budge, she cried but didn't make a sound. Rama takes Gita out of the bathroom. Immediately take a towel and dry his wet body.

His heart was broken, his soul was wounded. Too many promises and jokes Rama to him, make his heart hurt. This afternoon, he saw his cell phone ringing, a message entered containing a photo of Rama who was bare-chested sleeping with Siska. Indeed, Siska is the fiancee of Sah Rama, but because of Rama's words that often convince him, Rama says love him, as if Gita felt lied to.

"Aaarrrgghhhhhhhhhhh.." Gita screamed, kicked, and beat Rama

"Please torture me Git, you punish me, you hurt me. I'm willing. I admit it's my fault. Apologies will not be enough to cure your heartache. Please hurt me as you please. I accepted. As long as you don't hurt yourself like this. Please Gita...." Rama hugged Gita.

Gita covered her ears. He hinted that he did not want to hear any explanation from Rama. Sick, his hopes with Rama are very high, he believes in all the words of Rama. But what's the outcome? Just yesterday he found a new spirit, but now it's falling apart like this.

Destroyed, the heart and feelings of the Gita are broken. Somehow it was painful to see the indecent treatment of Rama even though he only saw it through a mobile phone.

"Please, you just go. I can take care of myself. Please, don't answer me, you just go. Please, obey this time" Gita's voice was limp but a look of anger peaked in her heart

"Please, don't be like this. I can't stand to see you get hurt like this. I have to how's Gita? Please don't make me like this. I want to explain to you what you received today." Rama pleaded

Gita releases Rama's embrace very carefully

"Aagghhhhhh, you know brother? I can't stand looking at that disgusting portrait. I don't want to eat, I don't want to live, it's like my heart is dead. Can you imagine? All my life, in this world I've only loved one man, that's just you. When I was a teenager, I already liked you, even though I saw you with another woman, even though I saw you with another woman, you were holding on to another woman, I wasn't jealous, she said, because my heart knows its limits. But look now, you seem to love me, you seem to be fighting for me, I'm lulled into it. My heart is interested in your words. See you sleeping with your fiancee? My heart was torn to shreds. I don't care what your reasons are, but please don't see me again. We're done. You've lied to me enough, enough of this charade. I do love you, but I don't expect you to pay back. I do love you, but when you get back at it, it feels like a sharp sword piercing me. Not happy, I was hurt. Youunderstand?" Gita is still sitting

"Gita, please listen to me. Listen to my explanation." Rama pleaded.

"Basic savage men!!! You don't know yourself. I told you to go!!!! Why are you still here, huh? I'm so sick of you. You're a dirty man. Really dirty. I don't want to be in touch with a dirty guy like you." Jerky Gita

"It's Siska's trap, Git! Trust me." Rama pleads with Gita.

"Consolidate Satan with your words, we must put an end to all this. Don't ever wish anything else on me, because I'm gonna be out of your life soon." Gita raised her voice

"You dare to do that, huh? You don't know how much I love you?" Rama looks a little emotional

"I don't care, let's just end this feeling right now before I disappear from your life. Forgive my limited patience, I thought my heart wouldn't hurt this much, but in fact I'm fragile, my heart's hurting." Gita is crying

"You threatened to leave me? I'm sorry if I had to do this." Rama unbuttoned his shirt

"Whatchu mean? There is no longer any meaning to that love. I'll throw it away as soon as possible. I'll be out of your life"

"Your mother's still in Bogor, right? I'm sure he won't be home this late." Rama grinned

"Why are you.." Gita was starting to get scared

Rama walked towards the entrance of the house, he closed and locked the door, making sure everything was safe.

"What the fuck are you. Brengsrek base, a savage man like you won't be able to be my partner. Take that" Gita said

Gita slowly retreats, she is afraid Rama is acting crazy. Gita does not understand why Rama became like this.

"If you're gonna assume this is our end, I won't let you. I'm sorry I had to do this." Rama is like an idolatry.

Rama holds Gita's hand, her body is now on Gita's body, her breathing is irregular. Rama was afraid to do this. But otherwise, Gita seems to be leaving.

" Fuck, Crazy. Aware you. Go right now. Arghhhhhhh" Gita refused but his strength was not strong enough against Rama

"I'm sorry." Rama was momentarily daydreaming

Rama kisses Gita brutally. This time there was no soft kiss for Gita, as the woman refused to go all out to do this. Rama continued to kiss Gita and held her back with all his might as the Gita continued to rebel. Tracing his neck and ears, Rama with his lust smelled the neck and ears of the Gita. Gita refuses but she can't do anything. He squirms and moans when Rama kisses his ears.

Rama's hands began to mischievously go down Gita's chest. Gita refuses and she cries, but Rama ignores her. Rama forcibly uncovers Gita's pajamas, until her shirt is torn and her buttons fall. Now look beautiful breast mound Gita that makes Rama can not resist his lust. He's playing with Gita's tits.

Gita groaned at Rama's treatment of her. His strength is almost exhausted, he refused and rebellion would not be able to, Rama's hand is too strong. His body that overstimulates the Gita makes it difficult for the Gita to breathe.

Until finally Rama managed to snatch the crown of the Gita that had been guarding Gita. They're drooping down. Gita was crying incessantly. Didn't think he was even like this. Rama hugged Gita tightly, there was no resistance from Gita. Rama doesn't want Gita to leave him. Rama also shed tears. He felt guilty but he was satisfied.

"I'm sorry Git. Don't leave me. I can't afford it. You saw it, right? I've slept with you. I'll marry you." Rama pleaded.

"Why? why are you the heart? why are you so bad to me, huh? What's my fault with you that you dare to take away my future?" Gita cries in disbelief

"You who bullied me did that. I can't bear to hear you're leaving me. Really forgive me Git" Rama bowed resignedly.

"Why do you have to do this to me, brother? Can't you think about my next life, huh?" Gita limp

"Because I want you to live in my heart forever. I want you to be with me forever. I'm honest, I didn't do this to Siska. I just did it to you. I swear to you." Rama was convinced

Gita's hopes are dashed. He did not expect his loved ones to do such a depraved thing. Gita was unable to get her words out, she was just crying. As with Rama, he could not think clearly, he just could not stand the Gita's speech.

"Listen to me, Git, I'll be honest with my parents. I'll admit that I slept with you. I hope you get pregnant soon, because this is the only way I can be with you!" Rama pleaded

"You are a selfish man and ********. You don't think about my family? Wanna put where my mom and dad's face is if you know his kid like this, huh?" Gita snapped at Rama

"I'm sorry. I just want to live with you. I'm doing this just so my family can believe that Siska and I didn't do anything, I did it for the first time, just with you." Rama sat down.

Gita is angry, really angry. Heart rages. I don't know what to say to his mother. Especially her father who was far away from her. Could it be that his path of fate should be like this? Why was Rama so evil to him?

What am I supposed to do now? I've been like *******. Did you just destroy this yourself? Is killing myself going to make everything okay? Can I disappear and walk away from this harsh reality?

🎵🎵I shouldn't fill my heart with love for you

Which now ruins my life

Only you understand my soul

What is wrong about the meaning of dreams

Which is where I stand to raise you

Which I once loved

More than love itself

The love I forced happened

Late sins I regret🎵🎵

*connect*