Director, My First Love!
POV Vina and Gilvan
How can I bring that love back? How can love remember me again? I will not fall, I will fight for my love in such a way. I will survive, even though this will be difficult.
Vina was sweeping the floor of Rama's apartment. Gilvan is on a break. Gilvan's activities are not much done, he just breakfast, watch tivi and then rest again.
Vina has to get used to Gilvan's cold attitude. Vina knows Gilvan is sick. Vina can't force Gilvan to remember her right away. Vina must patiently wait and wait. I don't know until when, only Vina can't just give up.
🎵🎵I don't understand about love
stupid to face a relationship that finally came to this
when can your shadow go
your voice can be lost, let me live in peace
I pray that I may forget my memories
forgetting to know you, forgetting to love you
I wish I didn't see you now
let's forget to know you, let's forget to love you🎵🎵
If only I had forgotten my memory, I might not have experienced this kind of pain. If only my love had been lost to her, I might have calmed down. I will not always remember the pain of loving, but unloved life. Vina in the heart.
Gilvan has started to walk as usual. His feet were moving normally, but still slowly. Gilvan walks towards the sofa, then turns his tivi back on. Vina approached Gilvan.
"Mr Gilvan, do you want to eat fruit or snack?" ask Vina
"I want to eat fruits." replied Gilvan as she was
"Good, Sir."
Vina immediately headed for the kitchen and dismembered the fruit for Gilvan. Vina's heart was like a jumble. Vina couldn't help her feelings. Vina told Gilvan that she was amnesiac, and remembered Vina.
Fighting pain and pretense is very contradictory. Vina's heart was very sick, but in front of Gilvan, she could not show her sorrow. Vina must be able, Vina must be strong. He must be sure, that someday Gilvan will recover again.
Soon Gilvan will be going to New York for treatment. Vina desperately hopes that Gilvan may soon recover. Vina wants her love back to the way it was.
"Master, please! These are the fruits." said Vina
Vina's going back to the kitchen, Vina won't bother Gilvan. Gilvan prevented it.
"Where are you going?" ask Gilvan
"You go to the kitchen, sir." replied Vina
"Sit down! I want you to bribe me." said Gilvan
Vina wondered why Gilvan's request was so strange. Why Gilvan always makes him uncomfortable. If it is close like this, he still considers Vina as his assistant, not the woman he loves.
"Alright, Sir. I will feed you." replied Vina
Slowly, Vina feeds Gilvan. His heart was pounding, when he fed it. Vina was unable to contain her feelings of sadness, the heart that she strongly strengthened was still fragile considering this.
"You don't want to bribe me?" ask Gilvan
"You know what, sir." replied Vina
"Your face looks insincere!" gilvan Spray
"I'm sincere, Sir. Trust me."
Gilvan did not answer Vina's words. Gilvan kept watching Vina. Gilvan's feelings are not careless when he is near Vina. Gilvan doesn't understand why he became like this.
Gilvan's eyes kept staring at Vina. Vina is a beautiful woman. Gilvan is fascinated by Vina's beauty. Gilvan doesn't understand his heart right now. When close to Vina, Gilvan's heart is at ease. Gilvan is like finding a new spirit.
"Indeed, sir" said Vina
"We know, but we're not close. Didn't they? You are my ex-wife's best friend." replied Gilvan
"What if we're actually ever close?" ask Vina
"Why are you asking me something like this?" ask Gilvan again
"Because, we used to be close. Maybe, you forgot." explained Vina
"It seems so, but I don't remember. Don't know if you're making this up?" Gilvan was in disbelief
"Do you want proof, if I don't make it up?" vina
"What evidence? I want to know.
Vina speechless. He thinks hard. Vina couldn't have done that. However, Vina also misses her warm kiss for Gilvan.
Slowly but surely, Vina approached Gilvan. His seat shifted closer to Gilvan. Vina began to kiss Gilvan's lips warmly. He kissed her, his lips clasped with Gilvan.
Undeniably, Vina did enjoy her kiss on Gilvan. Already once, he endured this kind of desire. Vina let go of her kiss. He realized that what he was doing was a mistake.
He was ready to accept the scolding and scolding by Gilvan, for daring to kiss his own master. Gilvan looked at Vina sharply.
"I'm sorry, I'm happy" Vina said
Gilvan was still silent, Gilvan did not answer Vina's words. His heart and feelings are not bad. Gilvan doesn't know what kind of strange feeling this is. She didn't reject Vina's kiss. Gilvan enjoyed it. His heart was pounding.
"Why did you kiss me?" ask Gilvan
"I'm sorry, you can punish me, I'm a khilaf" Vina said
"You want it? My body has responded. You can't just walk away with that kiss. You have to take responsibility for what you just did!" gilvan
Gilvan overpowers Vina's body. Vina's hand she held tightly. Vina couldn't resist. I don't know why his body and mind are so tempted. He enjoyed everything Gilvan did.
Gilvan's actions are now the same as when they did them the first time. But, there is something different. This time, it was Vina who started first on Gilvan.
Vina doesn't understand why she's pushing Vina to kiss Gilvan. Vina didn't expect Gilvan to return the favor. Vina thought Gilvan would be angry and emotional, but the opposite was true.
The heat struggle happened a second time. Vina did not refuse, Vina really enjoyed it. Love has closed his mind. Longing that has long been hidden can no longer be allowed.
Vina became a victim again. He will be treated by Gilvan. Vina enjoyed it too. Vina doesn't care how their relationship is going forward. Clearly, Vina's heart could not bear to hold all her longing for Gilvan.
Vina and Gilvan are done. They released it at the same time. Vina did not regret it, somehow Vina felt her heart happy, could make love again with the man she missed so much, even though the man's mind was not the same as before.
"It's not my fault! You don't hold me accountable. You started first." Gilvan's scared
"What's wrong, I'm not gonna make you burdened by this. I've felt this before. And, your words aren't much different from what they used to be."
"Whatchu mean? What have I ever done to you?" ask Gilvan
"You've done something like this before. Same thing we did just now. Don't you remember?" Vina tried to remind Gilvan
"I don't remember, but I never did it with you! Did you frame me, did you?" Gilvan's a little emotional
"Ask your heart how it feels to be in touch with me. Does your heart feel foreign? Does your heart enjoy it too? Does your heart feel warm? Your brain may forget it, but your heart will never forget it. Your heart can feel it. I'm sure your heart knows it!" vina's words startled Gilvan.
"No way!"
*Connected*
