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Rama holds back his anger when he finds out that he is getting married soon. Rama thinks why Gita until the heart goes and does not want to see the inauguration of himself. It's possible that Gita has been threatened by his family's mercenaries. Rama must have thought it was true. Gita couldn't have lied to me, she must have been threatened by my family's man. Rama thought to himself
Rama drove his car fast. He wants to meet Gita soon. Rama believes Gita must know this. There is no way he went like that if there is no reason, let alone to lie to Rama.
Arriving in Bogor, he visited Gita's grandfather's house, according to the address given by his assistant.
Tokk.tok..
"Good night" Rama said politely
"Who are you looking for?" Gita's Mother Sapa.
"This is Gita's grandfather's house, right?" ask Rama politely
"Yes right, who are you?"
"Meet me, I'm Rama's aunt. Gita's workmate at the office. I knew Gita said she was in Bogor, so I stopped by here." Rama was polite
"Oh, Gita's friend. Let's go in, son." Mother Gita friendly
"What's my aunt again?" Ask Rama.
"It was Gita going out, he said he wanted to go to the tea garden up there." Answer Mother Gita
"Oh, well if that's me there now just yes ma'am" Rama was polite
"Aren't you going to have some tea, son?"
"No, thank you mom. Excuse me first."
Rama runs towards the tea garden on the hill, Rama can't wait to find Gita. Rama runs looking around the tea garden, but the Gita is not there. Looking elsewhere, still nothing. Rama is not disoriented, keep looking for the Gita. Despite the darkness, Rama ran. He did not care about himself who was tired on the way, he also did not have time to eat all day. All he cares about is Gita.
Rama's view stopped when he saw Gita sitting at the end of the hill looking at the beautiful view of the tea garden at night. Rama was ready for whatever happened. He is ready to accept all the anger of Gita, he believes Gita is the last mooring of his heart, whatever the risk, he will wade and live it.
"Why are you so happy to be alone like this?" Rama's voice suddenly came with a feeling of worry
Gita looked back. He could not believe who was behind him. How could Rama know he was here. Why does something like this always happen?
"What are you doing here? " Gita is shocked
"To meet you. I'm looking for you" Rama's exhausted.
"What are you looking for me for?" Ask Gita
"I missed you. I told you I can't be away from you." Rama's approaching.
Rama could always find him. Even this time Gita doesn't want to see it. Why did he have to come all the way here? What does it mean always like this? Really, just kill me instead of having to deal with you.
"You missed the wrong guy!" Gita held back the anger
"Why do you have to go here? Why aren't you at my inauguration?" Ask Rama
"I have a family event. That's why I'm here." Gita
"You lied!!!" Rama raised his voice.
"What are you here for? Your family and fiancee must be looking for you. You should leave immediately." Banish Gita
"Foolish with them. I just want to be here with you. I missed you so much!" Rama
"STOP!!! Stop all your bullshit. Please get the hell out of here. Don't you make trouble again. I'm sick of all this. GO!!! GO YOU!!! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE!" Gita cried out and yelled at Rama.
Rama did not flinch. He knew this must be hard for the Gita. He realized he was wrong. He doesn't know what to do to keep Gita from getting mad at him. Rama hugs Gita tightly, Gita refuses, Gita banging on the chest of Rama's field, throwing Rama's embrace. But Rama's hand was too strong, so he remained in Rama's arms.
"Please listen to me just this once. I beg Git. I know, there are people threatening you, right? I know it. I'm sorry I didn't anticipate this. I've been helped start by my family, I didn't know this was going to happen. But you have to trust me, that matchmaking is not going to happen. I'll figure out how I can escape the trap. I know you're not used to all this, I know your heart hurts a lot. But please listen to me, listen to the sincerity of my heart. This is my oath, I will fight for you at all costs. Even though I had to lose everything, I was able to. Please just trust me. Let my parents do anything to you, you have to be strong. Let's go together against my parents. Please trust me, Git. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you" Rama's voice weakened
Gita refused to answer. But why does this hug feel so heavy and make Gita almost fall. Gita saw Rama, how shocked she saw Rama stiff. His face was pale, his eyes were faint, Rama was holding his stomach and chest in pain. Gita's worried, she doesn't know what to do.
"Sister, Rama.. Brother why? what's that hurt? tell me? Please, brother, don't worry me." Gita's worried
"My body was very weak, I don't know why, and my stomach and heart ached. But, you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine. The most important thing is that you're by my side." Rama wanted to faint, but he held it. Rama grimaced holding his chest and stomach.
"If I don't act, you can die a fool. Should I carry you?" Gita scolds Rama.
'No need, just hold my body. I will walk as hard as I can. Take me to the nearest hospital." Rama.
"Let's get up, walk slowly"
Arriving at the hospital, Rama entered the ER. Then he checked the doctor. The doctor said Rama had to be treated, because Rama's GERD disease relapsed.
"The stomach acid rises into the esophagus, caused by a weakening of the valve or sphincter located in the lower esophagus. The patient must feel pain in the heart and esophagus. Looks like he has Gerd Anxiety. He had an MAAG before, and it was chronic. Is brother Rama having a lot of thoughts or is he over-anxious? This disease is a serious disease. GERD can recur when the person is experiencing excessive stress/anxiety. When GERD-Anxiety appears, family or close people support is very helpful for the sufferer to recover quickly" he concluded.
"Good, Doc. Thank you" Gita looks sad.
Gita did not expect Rama could not face excessive stress or anxiety in his life, it was felt that the disease was trivial but if it had relapsed could make Rama helpless as this.
It's all because of me. Brother Rama is sick because of me. Maybe he was stressed to the point of forgetting everything and his illness recurred. Why should you force yourself only for me, brother? Why don't you just let your heart settle in the palace? Why did you choose a rickety hut like me? Really, I don't deserve to be with you. Your family must not have accepted my presence. You must realize that water and oil cannot unite. Why do you always force it?
"You don't cry. Later the beauty is lost" The voice of Rama is weak
"Sister, why should sister be this careless? You shouldn't have to work this hard looking for me. Know it? I'm fine." Calming gita.
"My heart can't see you crying, I can't if you stay away from me. I forgot, I've been busy all day. It's been 2 nights I've forgotten my food, I didn't expect this fucking disease to recur. I'm sorry to trouble you" Rama held the hand of Gita sitting next to him.
"Why don't you think about your health, huh? If it's like this you can't do anything! You should take care of your health. Your life is precious!" Gita lectures
"There is nothing more precious than being able to live with you. All this I do just for you. I promise you, I'll do anything for us." Rama bleached
"Here you go, you don't have to think about anything. Now focus on your health. I'll call Mom so that tomorrow she'll bring you food and supplies. You sleep, don't think about anything, because I'm by your side right now" Gita glazed over.
"Thank you, that's what I've wanted all my life. Being by your side forever, with our love" Rama rubbed Gita's sign slowly.
Rama also rested, he fell into a deep sleep after taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor. Gita could not sleep all night, she always looked at the handsome face in front of her. He was worried about Rama's life. If only yesterday he did not go here and encouraged Rama in his inauguration, maybe Rama would not be sick like this. He really feels guilty.
As Gita felt Rama was asleep, he spoke to himself. Take out all his heart.
"Why brother? Why must you be the mooring of my heart all this time? Why can't my heart love anyone but you? Why should I enter your cruel world? I should how? Even my love for you I've always been quiet all this time. Because I'm afraid of the possibility of what happened. You need to get well soon, if your words are true, I need to be strong. I should be able to defeat Siska and your family. I have to fight for my love, you love me too, right? I'll help you if it makes you happy. I'm not leaving anymore. I'll be by your side until time allows us. I don't want you to be sick like this, my heart hurts so much to see you lying in a bed like this. Really, if I could I wanted to replace you sick. You can't be sick, you have a lot to fight for. Your company, which you're leading, needs your energy and your mind. Me? you need yourself and your love. You need to get well soon, I promise to fight with you. Because I love you, though I dare not say it, but my heart is only for you, only I know this love. I don't want you to act rashly knowing I love you. Let this love remain, until you and I are allowed to unite." Gita crying.
Gita cries, stroking the delicate handsome face of Rama. Paying attention to her sweet lips, lips that once clenched each other even without a bond. Gita saw and felt her blood flow faster. Gita couldn't bear to kiss Rama. Gita put her lips on Rama's lips. He gently kissed her. He felt warm in his body when doing something like this with Rama.
"This is my first kiss for you, brother. I hope you don't realize it and never know it at all times." Gita let go of her kiss.
Gita felt her heart was very happy. His anger goes away when the man he loves is next to him. Although he is now weak in the hospital, but because of this he knows how much Rama really loves him. There is no way Rama without a reason to directly look for him here, even though the event is only finished a few minutes. Love knows no time and borders.
Gita was sleeping next to Rama. With his hand, he held Rama's hand. Real warm. He fell asleep with a sweet smile on his lips.
The raging turmoil
It hints at a wounded heart
Resisting the pent-up desire
Because love survives
The heart that holds
Love in pain
Could this love be?
It is love that perfects
Let me hold on for a moment
Resisting pain in love
I hope this heart is not broken
Although nestapa's grief is afflicted
To be damned to make this heart die
Hold my hand tightly
Maybe we'll be stronger
Expel all the pain
Heart and love are united
Fuse together until nothing
*Connected*
