
Ara has been examined by a Doctor. The aura was exhausted, and the stomach acid rose. It seems, Ara is often late to eat and lack of rest.
"Sir, keep your diet, and also multiply the rest. Patients are dehydrated, do not forget to drink a lot and eat mineral-rich fruits. Fortunately, I was not late to take him, the patient was very dehydrated. After being given medication, God willing his condition will soon improve. I stayed first, yes" said the doctor.
"Good, Doc. Thank you." Thank you."
Fadli looked at Ara. All the causes of pain due to diet and rest patterns Ara chaotic.
"Udah know have Maag, why do you often late to eat? I know it hurts, why not know me, Ra? Why don't you think of me now?" Fadli kept asking.
"I'm not very sick, really. You are the best." said Ara.
"Ara, please! We have known for a long time. We've been close for a long time, you're not usually like this. I know you, if there's anything, you always tell me, why don't you tell me you're sick?" ask Fadli.
"Handphone-ku low battery Fad. I can't call you!" obviously Ara.
"You can charge your phone! I know, you can't wake up, right? You're not strong, are you? In fact, just take a drink of water your glass even spilled! Aye right?" Fadi continued to urge Ara.
Ara just fell silent. He could not answer Fadli's words. He has a reason for that. He couldn't have easily, informed Fadli, and worried him.
"Fra! Anwser me. Why don't you think of me anymore? Why didn't you tell me you were sick! Please, be honest Ra! You have to be honest. Answer my question. Don't keep this up." said Fadli.
"You want to know why?" ask Ara.
"Of course, I should know. Why are you letting yourself be in pain, and not telling me at all, ARA? Please answer honestly." Gilvan asked.
"You need to know one thing, Fadli. In the past, I often asked for your help and told you. But now I can't do any of that!" said Ara.
"But, why? What's keeping you from telling me, Ra?" Fadli sad.
"Because you're married! I don't want to disturb your relationship with Raina. You must be together, enjoying the day, there's no way I'm bothering my married boyfriend." replied Raina.
"But informing me is not an Ara crime. Is it hard for you to call me? Just call me, just tell me. I can't ignore you, even if I'm married!" fadli.
"I can't be that sassy. Now, we are different and we cannot be like before. I don't want to make your wife angry, Fad. I don't want to be a bitch to you, or Raina." replied Ara.
"You know, right? My relationship with him is just a marriage certificate! I'm SAH married to her, but I never got her heart. Me and him are only temporary. I married him for six months. Can't you wait for me in a minute? Patience, Ara. It won't be long. I'll pick you up, when the time has come." explained Fadli.
"Stop that shit, Fadli. I've wanted to hear it again. I'm sick of it, forget our story. You and I will not be together. We're just friends, I'm just your coworkers!" firmly Ara.
"But I care about you Ara! We've known each other for a long time, I've been friends with you. We can't let go of each other and not care about each other. I can't just let myself stiffen up, Ara." said Fadli.
"Fad, you can't confuse me. You're married to Raina. Go after your woman, get her love. Don't keep glued to me. I know, we can't be together. I realized you and your wife could love each other. Don't ever think six months won't change your relationship, I'm sure you'll love each other in time. I see, your feelings are Fadli, but I can't be selfish wanting to always get your attention. Already, live your life with your wife. I'm okay, I'm nobody to you" said Ara.
"But you mean something to me, Ara! Raina is indeed my wife, but the one who has accompanied my days is you, who has always heard my complaints is you, who always makes me comfortable is you. I have so many memories with you! Not with Raina. Besides, my wife doesn't really love me, Ara. Gradually, he will let me go, I am ready for the possibility" said Fadli.
"I don't think so, Fad." answered Ara.
"You mean?" ask Fadli.
"Your wife is here. He's watching you. He heard all our talk, Fadli."
Fadli was wailing, he was looking to and fro, but he didn't find Raina.
"Where? He doesn't exist. You don't make a shit up."
"Look, women wear pink hats there. She's your wife. Pursue him, he who is worthy of you, not me. Thank you for taking me to the hospital. I'll call you when I'm allowed to go home. I'll let you know, as long as you go after your wife right now. I don't want to, because of me, you're a mess." said Ara.
"Will Raina?" Fadli saw the woman wearing a pink hat.
"Ara, I'll see you again when my business is done. I have to go see him. Take good care of yourself, I promise, I will come back to you again." said Ara.
Right, it's true. Raina is behind the curtains of another ER patient. He's been watching Fadli since. He wondered what Diska had said. Sure enough, Fadli did bring a woman, and the woman turned out to mean a lot to Fadli.
I heard everything clearly. Now I know he loves that woman. Good, so I don't have to work hard to get him out of my life. But why am I crying? Why do my tears have to be broken? Why am I so embarrassing. Raina, open your eyes! You don't love her, she's just your play. Forget, forget, forget! Inner Raina.
Raina was silent in the garden of the hospital She stood near the beautiful plants around the garden. He's speechless. He doesn't understand what happened to him. Why does he even constantly think of Fadli's words to Ara.
"Why didn't you say you were coming?" fadli's voice startled the dreamy Raina.
"You-you? Why do you know I'm here?" Raina nervous.
"I asked, why are you here?" ask Fadli.
"I-I, I-I, I just went to see my sick uncle Diska! Aye, right. I was waiting for the driver to pick me up. I didn't know you were here. Why did you find me here? Y-you, what are you doing here?" Raina pretended not to know.
"Is that really so?" Fadli smiled.
"Really! Why, why would I come here if it was a waste of time." replied Raina jutek.
"You're here, aren't you here to see me?" ask Fadli.
"Why did I meet you! It's not important to know!" Raina.
"Your driver didn't pick you up? Lunch yuk, I'm hungry. Have you eaten?" Fadli switched the conversation.
"Don't know. He didn't reply. No, I came straight here as soon as I heard that you, Ehhh" Raina was lost.
"If what?" ask Fadli.
"Eh, I don't. I mispronounced. I forgot what to say." Raina said.
"Why are you nervous about me? You don't usually think of it." said Fadli.
"No! Who's nervous try!"
"Yes already, eat yuk? I hungry. Where do you want to eat? We had lunch together." said Fadli.
"At Resto fried chicken" said Raina.
"Okay, come on, to the parking lot."
"Yes." Yeah."
Raina and Fadli walk together towards the parking lot. Fadli knows, Raina's lying. Raina did come to the hospital to see herself.
I know you're ashamed to admit it. I know, you're not ready. You have not felt what love means to us. I was too. I don't think I love you. I don't understand how I feel about you, what is this feeling? Raina, if you're still a prestige, I'm the same. I'm close to you. Our relationship was really sudden. We're both not ready. Someday I will be ready or not.
Raina and Fadli were still walking towards the parking lot. Fadli wanted to test himself. He wants to know the reaction of his body, if holding Raina sincerely will how and what.
"Will Raina?" ask Fadli.
"Yes?"
"May I ask your permission?" ask Fadli again.
"Izin's? What permission?" Raina doesn't understand.
"Let me hold your hand. I wonder how I feel when I hold your hand. Am I fluttering, or am I ordinary. I just want to make sure of this feeling." said Fadli ventured.
"Suell up."
Fadli grabbed onto Raina's soft hand slowly. Fadli held the tiny hand. Warm, and comfortable, that's what Fadli felt.
Raina's? Raina's? Don't ask how Raina reacted. His heart boiled like boiling water. He likes it, but he's a prestige. I don't know when he will dare to express his true feelings.
Is that a monkey, Raina?
*Connected*
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Hold it hold, all need process. Confession of love is not easy. Moreover, for two people who do not know each other and then united in the bond of marriage.. So, there's no rush. There is a process first yes, coming soon in the next episode.
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