Director, My First Love!

This feeling?

It was only the silence and sadness that Gilvan felt at this moment. He could not force Vina to stand on her heart again. Gilvan knows enough, five years is not a moment, Vina must have continued her life.

Gilvan stood where he stood. Vina left him with a mounting rage. The shopping is not Vina bring, either Vina forgets or is so upset with Gilvan.

He knew it wasn't easy for Vina to take Gilvan back. Vina had too long to keep the wound in her heart. Gilvan let Vina go. With hope, Vina would not hate him after Gilvan told the truth about his existence all along.

Gilvan walks with Vina's groceries. He had to return it to Vina, because it was his, but Gilvan was confused how to return it, because Vina would definitely not want to see him again.

Let it be, I'll take it first. To return it, business later. Most importantly, the item should not be lost. I really let Vina down. I'm sorry, Vina. I promise you, won't interfere with your life again, you're happy now. You have got your true happiness. Inner Gilvan

Gilvan walks down the back road of the supermarket. He'll be back in the parking lot. Gilvan bowed lethargic, he walked without spirit. Gilvan sighed, this is the destiny of life he must live.

Suddenly, the sound of a high heels knock was heard walking towards Gilvan. Gilvan straightened his head, seeing the origin of the voice. She was shocked, Vina came back to her. Slowly, Vina walked very firmly, not looking sadness in the look on her face.

"Vi-Vina, I'm sorry. Here's your groceries missed. I'll deliver it to you."

"Did you bring a car?" ask Vina

"Yes, I brought it. Shall I take you home?"

"Want me home, there's something I need to tell you."

"Well, come on, come with me to the parking lot" said Gilvan nervously

"Give me that groceries!" vina

"Let me carry it, it's heavy."

"We're not that close anymore, I have nothing to do with you, give me back my groceries. I can carry it myself."

"Alright, I'm sorry to force."

Gilvan and Vina walked without a sound. Vina is reluctant to talk to Givan if there is no chat that is important to her. Gilvan really understands this situation, he must realize, that Vina's heart is not yet completely calm, he is still raging with anger. Gilvan must remain patient.

In the car, Vina kept her mouth locked. He didn't want to talk to Gilvan. He was sick of seeing Gilvan. Were it not for the one thing Vina would have to give Gilvan, Vina would no longer want to see him.

"Win..."

Vina didn't budge. He remains focused on his phone.

"I'll keep talking, even if you don't answer me."

"Forgive my selfishness, forgive my greed, I just don't want to keep bothering you. I've made you sacrifice too much energy, money, and heart for my recovery."

Vina remained focused on her phone, but she could still focus on listening to Gilvan speak, although she would not answer.

"I was hurt too. I cried over my immature decision. I remember you, my own moments, I always imagined how beautiful your smile was, I always imagined how else we would meet."

"My promise to the USA side, just two years. I don't want to work long, I want to see you soon. But do you know what happened? I can't go back then. If I force it back, my money will be taken out of my account, and I'll get nothing."

Vina was a little touched to hear Gilvan's story. However, Vina still pretended not to listen.

"Do you know how sad my heart was then? I can't do anything about it. The woman I love must be waiting for me, I thought so. I can't forget you again after I remember everything. I cried, imagining myself not being able to see you. There, I'm totally alone, I'm hurt, I'm enduring the pain of my longing for you, Vin."

"Not only do you miss me, I miss you even more without you knowing. I'm the one who got hurt because I can't go home. For that, I decided to work hard, so that I could get better rights than this, and I would bring myself home to you when the time came."

Vina was touched by Gilvan's words. Although, Vina pretended not to hear zgilvan, but still her speech was heard.

"I understand, it's my fault I didn't tell you. It's not that I don't want to tell you, I just don't want you to drown in hope. Because, my life in the USA between being able to come back or not."

"Every day, every minute I remember you. I cried over everything, all that was left were tears in my life. I have no power, is it possible that my love will disappear forever, I will not be able to. For that, in the third and fourth years, I worked earnestly, to get into office, so that I could easily return to my country."

"All I remember is you, Davina! For five years I worked in a restaurant, I've never forgotten you. In fact, I always remember you in my sleep. I hope that my dreams will reach you. To have my dream say that I am here well, and you are quietly waiting for me to return."

"I'm sorry for all this confusion, I'm really sorry that I made such a difficult choice for our future. Now, it's all up to you. I've been honest, I have nothing to hide, accept my apologies, I apologize sincerely in my heart."

Not noticeably, a clear circle fell from Vina's soft cheeks. Vina understood, Gilvan's struggle to meet him was not easy. Everything needs a process. That process made Vina sad, not until her heart, saw Gilvan who was crying.

Before long, as Gilvan continued talking all the way, they had reached Vina's house. Vina's face was a little pity to see Gilvan. Although Vina was really angry, in reality, her little heart could not lie. Vina and Gilvan's hearts still remain for themselves.

"You wait here. In a moment, I'll be back for you."

Vina immediately got out of Gilvan's car and brought her groceries into the house. From inside the car, Gilvan waited for Vina with anxious hopes, hopefully nothing happened to him.

Vina reentered with a worn brown envelope.

"It." Vina handed me the worn-out brown envelope.

"What's this?" ask Gilvan

"Open it up" replied Vina

Gilvan. He was shocked, Gilvan's money of 20 million, and the check he wrote of 300 million, still in Vina's hands intact, even though the envelope was already involved worn out and changed color.

"What do you mean?" asked Gilvan not understand

"Do you want to hear my explanation?"

"Of course." replied Gilvan.

"Okay, I'll explain. Listen to me carefully!"

Between ready and not, between his heart accepting or not, between willingly or not saying this, but the ambition in his heart Vina just kept forcing must say this to Gilvan. Vina sighed, managing her breath well. He started talking.

"First, tragedy before you crash, I wanted to see you, didn't I?"

"Yes, then?"

"Well, at that time, I'll be like this, the same thing I'm doing right now. At that time, I will return this money to you, and end it all.

"However, destiny says something else. You have to have an accident, until you're Amnesiac. I was stressed at the time, I was sorry, really sorry."

"What do you mean?" Gilvan doesn't understand

"I think it's time. When you're amnesiac, I help you, and love you again. But instead, you made my heart hate you again by disappearing without a trace for five years."

"I mean here is, everything has returned to its position. You have remembered everything, I have arranged my life as best I can. Take your money and check back, this is what I'm going to do to you before you get in an accident."

"Then, point?" Gilvan was really disappointed

"The point, then and now remains the same. I, will really let go and leave you. That money, just take it. I don't need it. All I need is genuine affection, not paper by paper."

"All right, I'm going home. Thank you for driving me home this time."

Vina opens the door to Gilvan's car.

Gilvan. Gilvan pulls Vina's hand, flipping Vina from the wheel of the car, so Vina can look at Gilvan, with a swift Gilvan kiss Vina. The feeling that Gilvan had long endured, his longing for Vina, poured out with a warm kiss that Gilvan did.

"Mmmhh, Gilvan, get off!!!"

Vina rebels, but Gilvan's hand forces Vina to keep enjoying the longing kiss. Vina's chest was still the same as it used to be, she kept pounding when she came into contact with Gilvan.

The kiss lasted about two minutes. Gilvan could not resist the desire that he had been craving.

"You were still pounding when I kissed you. Don't lie, you still love me, right?" gilvan slowly let go of his kiss

*Connected*

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