Director, My First Love!

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Feelings that are difficult to interpret, incarnate into one. Vina did not understand what she was feeling right now. He really did not expect, should be happy or sad about this situation.

The man who had filled his mind, the man he missed the most, he was also the man he hated the most. All feelings become one. Now, what should he be?

I still can't believe seeing you in front of me, I'm still shocked by your sudden presence like this. I feel like I'm floating around, I feel like I am dreaming. I must be dreaming, Gilvan can't be back. But, the hug is really real. It feels so warm, it's been a long time I've never felt this warm embrace.

GILVAN, IS THIS REALLY YOU?

"Otherwise? I already assumed you were dead. No need to come to see me anymore." said Vina

Gilvan released his arms slowly.

"I know, an apology can't heal a wound in your heart. But, I hope, you want to listen to my explanation, I'm like it's not without reason, please listen to me" said Gilvan

"Van, sorry! There's no chance for you to talk anymore. I've decided to end it all three years ago."

"Vin, don't be like this. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I'm also sorry I left you alone. Now, I've remembered all about us. Thank you, you helped me." said Gilvan

"Listen yes, Van! I gave you time, I waited for you for 2 years, I was patient enough to wait, I hope our story will run smoothly as before. But, what? What did I get? You never came back, you disappeared without any news and traces! That's what I regret. That's what makes me angry. You wasted the time I gave you. Now, your time is up. What else do you expect?" Vina gives Gilvan a sharp arrow

"I understand, I've understood your anger all along. I know you are happy now. I know, you're married and have a child, I know that! I won't disturb your happiness, Vina. I just want you to listen to my explanation, so you don't look at me badly, I want you to know."

Gilvan, why? What does he mean I'm married and have children! Are you stupid or have you forgotten? You have a son of mine, GILVAN! But, I don't think I need you anymore, I hate you half to death. You don't need to know your son. It's good that you don't know. I'll keep my son for the rest of my life! Inner Vina in the heart.

"What do you want to explain again? Hurry up, I don't have time."

"Okay, please listen to me."

Gilvan held Vina's hand, he let out a long sigh. He wanted, Vina's anger gradually disappeared. Although circumstances cannot get them back together, Gilvan wants, Vina must know everything, so that there is no misunderstanding between them.

"Honestly, I did leave Dr. Frank was seven months into my existence there. I started to remember our story. I remembered everything. But I forgot why I was in America. I forgot when I lost my memory, all I remember was when I was going to meet you."

Gilvan's tears were unbearable, the clear fur fell down his cheeks. His heart is now, truly fragile. The woman he loved so much has changed.

"I decided to leave. I can't tell you that I'm cured. I want to return your favor to me. I'm in the USA, looking for a job. I want to work really hard. I want, when I get home, I have the money to live with you. Because even here I can't find any money. That's why I stayed there until I thought my money was enough to support you, and then I came back. I hope you understand."

"I don't want to keep bothering you, including Gita and Rama. I can't bear to let them keep getting involved with my life. I'm ashamed, I want to be independent. I'm a man, I can't depend on anyone else. I have to be able to live, I'm there working hard, tireless. All that for us, I don't want to go home empty-handed, which is why, for five years I worked there, forced myself to be accepted by them

Now that I can be here, it feels like a dream. My heart is not wrong, I really miss you, Davina!" Gilvan held Vina's hand.

Vina just found out, if all this time Gilvan in the USA worked, looking for money. Whatever the good intentions, if the way is wrong, will remain wrong. Vina let go of Gilvan's hand.

"All this I do for you, Vina."

"Listen yes, I don't want to talk anymore. I know, you're embarrassed to go home empty-handed. But, did you think about my heart and feelings back then? I really need you, I really wish you were by my side, I hope, you come home soon and see me happily. Buty? What actually? You are more concerned with your ego! You hear more of your ambition for money, you don't see me, not one bit."

Vina wiped the tears that did not feel flowing soaked her cheeks. He breathed a breath of emotion and frustration.

"If you had lowered your ego just a little bit, let's meet me first, look at my face, don't let me hold back the longing, maybe everything wouldn't have been in vain like this. Regretting is no use, because everything has happened. Let it pass like running water."

"Vina, why didn't you ask me to come back to you?"

"Why did you come back to me? I'm afraid you're gone again, and I'm afraid of getting sick again for the umpteenth time. That's enough, Van. We're done here. I know, your explanation. Better, you leave immediately." said Vina

"Vin, my heart hurts when you say something like this. Vin, tell me, that you're lying? Tell me, that everything was just a dream? Tell me, that you have no children and no husband? Vin, is there any way I can dream of coming back with our story?"

Are you stalking me? Did you see me with Givia? Also, did you see me with Andra back then? Is it possible, that's why you think I'm married? You stupid man! I'm not married, and my son is your son! But my heart hurts when I have to take you back. I already have Andra, maybe Andra will be your replacement. You've hurt me too many times, I'm tired of everything! Let me be happy without you, Van. Inner Vina in the heart

"You're not dreaming. It's real! I've been happier, even happier when I haven't lived with you."

There was something stuck in Gilvan's heart, about Vina's son who had gone to school.

"But is your son the son of your husband? Isn't that kid in kindergarten? Your son looks like he's 5-6 years old. Our relationship has been separated for over 5 years. At that time, we also had a relationship. Is that maybe my son, Vin?" Gilvan hopes

Vina speechless. His wounds are getting worse, he does not want Gilvan to take Givia, his son. He has to close all of this.

"You said that, right? You're wearing security, and there's no way I'm gonna get pregnant. This is definitely not your son! Already, you don't have to bother me. I hate you. Sorry, I'm leaving."

*This is your son, but I'm sorry. It's not that I don't want to tell you, I'm afraid you'll take it. To be with you, I'm too sick, I have to heal this wound in my heart, I'm not ready to accept you, I'm not even in vain to tell you that Givia is your son. I don't want to, you want to and take it from me. This is why I don't admit you.

*Connected*

Do not on sesel yaaa, if you guys join heartache😁😁😁 temurin aja authornya, I'm willing I willing 😁 As long as you guys keep waiting kelannjutanny❤🥰

I'm trying to be realistic, which woman would want to go back to a man when he hurt her? Lost without word more than promised.. Vina is hurt, Gilvan too often hurt him, gilvan lost no news 5 years more, no clarity at all..

So, let's make the gilvan really sorry.. If you want to directly unite, ntar this story is over. klo finished, pda want to continue lg right, enjoy aj first, okay say 😁

Breathe in, hold emotions, exit from behind, let relief 😂😂😂

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