Director, My First Love!
The destruction of Vina
POV Vina Gilvan
After crying withstanding the sadness as well as the unbearable anger, Vina finally fell asleep in Gilvan's arms. Gilvan could not sleep, he kept looking at Vina's face. Vina was angry, Vina did not expect her chastity would be taken by Gilvan. Vina doesn't understand why Gilvan would dare to do that. Gilvan was astonished, why Vina's body was so stimulating.
Gilvan is like a dazed man. He realized he was making a mistake. But, he himself did not understand why it had to be Vina? He really held back the feeling from a long time ago when he was with Gita. He had never felt the warmth of the heaven of the world, he held it to Gita, but he could not hold it to Vina.
What should Gilvan do now? Gilvan does not want to have a romantic relationship with Vina. His heart was still always shaky, Gilvan felt, his heart was not yet steady for Vina. He still can't get into a relationship with someone.
Gilvan thought hard. He doesn't want everything to get messy. Moreover, if Gita and Rama knew about this, they would definitely berate him. Gilvan does not want to be considered unable to move on from the Gita. In fact, Gilvan realized that in front of him was Vina. He is interested in Vina's body, but still does not want to establish a relationship, especially with Vina. Because Vina is a friend of his ex-wife.
Gilvan finally decided. He wrote a message to Vina. He wrote while shedding tears, for some reason his heart and feelings were so messed up. He could not continue to be on Vina's side, he was afraid Gita thought strange if he was with Vina.
Gilvan put the letter in a small envelope. Gilvan took the money out of his bag and put the money in bed. He quickly passed and left Vina. He didn't want Vina to know about his disappearance. Time still shows at 02:00 in the morning. Where everyone still sleeps in their sleep.
Gilvan looking for the nearest inn. He had booked a ticket, but his departure was at 07:00 WIB. Gilvan had to wait for about 5 hours to leave for Johor.
He had found a small inn for her to rest. He paused, lamenting how hurt Vina would be if she knew that Gilvan had left her after having sexual relations with her.
My heart is still shaky. But, I'm sure she won't get pregnant right? I've used k*nd*m to keep from conceding. I'm also afraid that you'll have to experience the same thing that Rama did to Gita. I hope you forget me soon. I'm sorry, Vina. Really am. Gilvan pondered in his heart.
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The sun has entered through the small window. The chirping of birds already sounded melodious, mutual. Vina opened her eyes slowly, last night she remembered what Gilvan had done to her.
Vina is no hypocrite. He did enjoy Gilvan last night. Vina did not refuse, she avenged Gilvan's actions. Only regret happens. Since all the sudsh happened, her chastity would not be able to return.
Vina looked around the hotel room, Gilvan wasn't there. The bag no longer exists. He called Gilvan's name but there was no answer at all. Vina had not noticed a letter before her.
Vina cried out in screams, she raged ruffled the blankets and objects in the hotel. Vina's upset. How foolish it is for him to give his virginity to a man like Gilvan. He was angry that Gilvan had abandoned him. Although he said Gilvan did use security, but he still did not accept because his purity had taken Gilvan.
Vina looked at the letter in front of her bed. He opened it immediately while crying. It's a letter from Gilvan. He read it in his heart.
*vina... Ii'm sorry. I know an apology can't heal a wound in your heart. But, I really feel sorry. I have hurt your pride and your heart. Forgive my joy, I am not ready for a love affair anymore. Ii'm sorry.
I was stupid. You can hate me, but I really didn't mean to hurt you. I'm just not ready, Vin. Please understand me. Please, don't tell anyone about this. Close all this. I'm not gonna leak it to anyone
I'll make sure you don't get pregnant. I'll make sure you don't cry anymore. Go on with your life, forget me. Maybe, money can't pay for your chastity, but forget all this with that money.
I'll see you someday. I will make you happy when my heart is better. Trust me, I'm sorry I left you. I want to calm my heart and mind. I hope you understand..
Loves, Wix*.
Vina's tears flowed reading Gilvan's message. Is that how Gilvan was with him? Vina saw the brown envelope. He opened it, the envelope contained a fraction of thousands of dollars as much as 20 million, and there was a check with a nominal 300 million.
Is that Vina's self-esteem? Vina feels herself like ******, which she has slept with and left with money. Vina is not ******, Vina is a nice woman who made a mistake with someone she likes.
Vina took the phone. Immediately make a call to Gilvan. No Gilvan is inactive. Vina tried it a few times, still the results are nil. He was crying a mouthful. It feels jumbled. His heart is really broken.
Vina's not broken charcoal. He several times typing and sending messages to Gilvan through the Whatsapp chat application. Mekipun only one check, Vina still typed the message and sent it.
"You're evil!"
"Why did you just leave? HUH UH?"
"Why do you think of me as *******? I don't need your money. Come back here, I'll return all your money. I don't need it at all."
"You're insolent!!!!!! You could have fucked me and left me. Basic self-knowledge. I hate you, hate you Gilvan!“
" Let's see later. You are the man I will hate all my life. I'll never want to know you again."
"I'll close my sorry door for you forever!!!!!!"
I didn't think it turned out that you were the one running away from responsibility! I thought you were a good man, but it turns out to be the same with most guys out there, even worse. I swear on you for the rest of my life, I'll hate you forever. I'll never forgive your mistakes, you'll apologize to me anyway. Vina in the heart.
With a heavy heart, Vina still cleans her body and hair. He must stay alive. He can't give up just because of Gilvan. He should continue his life as it was.
Vina has cleaned her body, she uses the dress she wore last night. He regretted his anger earlier, the phone he just bought about two months ago must be destroyed by his own hands. Vina was still crying.
He walked out of the hotel with a sad look. The damaged phone he brought, hopefully the phone can be repaired again. He walks on the sidewalk, he daydreams, his mind drifting everywhere.
He doesn't want to go home. He was ashamed of his parents. She felt really sinful, Vina wanted to calm herself down. But, Vina did not know the direction and purpose. He can't possibly tell Gita this crazy thing.
Vina was walking, suddenly the black sedan stopped right where Vina was walking. Vina stopped, as the car honked its horn many times. Vina looked at the car. Vina doesn't know who it is.
Rey got out of the car. It was Rey who stopped seeing Vina.
"Why are you walking alone like that?" ask Rey
"What do you care? Where are Gita and Rama?" asked Vina while glancing at the car
"none. I just drove the boss to the office. Where are you going?" ask Rey
"Don't interfere. Just go there!" Vina yelled at Rey
"Don't be so fierce, I just want to help you, my good friend!" said Rey
"Don't care about me."
"Miss, follow. I'll take you wherever you go. As a good friend of the lady, I should be able to be a good bodyguard" Rey said as she opened her front car door.
Vina thought. Maybe Vina should take the ride, because Vina doesn't know the direction. Vina doesn't know where to go.
"All right, take me somewhere." Vina got in the car.
Rey followed Vina into her car. Rey drove the car quietly.
"Where are you going, lady?" ask Rey
"Just walk. Don't ask too many questions." Vina jutek's
"Why is a dear friend of a sad lady?" ask Rey again
"Shut up!"
Rey sees Vina holding her fallen phone.
"Oh, miss mobile phone fell down! So, miss sad."
"So you know!"
"How about we go to the nearest cell phone booth?" take Rey
"Gue doesn't have money."
"Calm down, let me pay. I'll be there soon." replied Rey calmly.
Rey immediately drove her car looking for the nearest cell phone booth. Vina just shut up. Vina did want to fix her broken phone. Fortunately, Rey kindly invited Vina to visit the cell phone booth.
Thank God, when you're down like this, you still give me good people who help me. Thanks Rey.
*Connected*
