Director, My First Love!
at Gita's
Dimas and Intan were engrossed in talking and joking, they had indeed been close lately. They did not pay attention to the departure of Rama who had not returned. Gita goes back in search of Rama's whereabouts.
Rama's not in the toilet. Looking for where Rama is going, Gita is worried that Rama will run away, leaving her home. Gita exits through the back door, but she sees her mother and Rama talking together. Gita listened to the conversation between the two of them.
"Do you still love him? Do you want to repeat your story with her?" Ask Mom seriously.
"Huh? mean mother?" Rama did not understand.
"It's okay. It's just that I saw Gita living with Gilvan with an unhappy heart. She bore Gilvan's son, but there was no spirit. I see they're not happy." Mommy Say
"Gita must be happy, Mom! Rama sure!" Rama
"If only Gita had conceived your child, and married you! She must be so happy. It's too late." Mommy Say
That's my son, Mom! Would you still be nice to me if I found out I impregnated your son? I'm not sure about that. I'm sorry, I can't tell you now about my son, I'm still magun ready, Mom!Rama in my heart
"Gita must be happy, Mom! I'm sure, Gilvan would be a good husband to Gita." Rama
"Mom's happy that you're Gita's husband!" Said Mother kekeh
Gita who felt uncomfortable hearing the conversation immediately approached her mother and Rama.
"Ehhmmmmm" Gita surprises her mother and Rama
"Dar, Gita! Rama is feeling sorry for being alone. You are temenin yes. I've got to get some vegetables for you guys for dinner. Excuse me, son!" Say Mom's embarrassed
"Eh, yes, Mom!" Rama was nervous
When Mother Gita entered the house, Rama stood up, and left, but Gita held her back.
"Sister, wait! Where you going?" Gita
"You kedalem, same kids." Rama said coldly
"Sister, wait a minute! Please!" Gita holds Rama's hand
"What's up?" Ask Rama
"Are we going to keep going like this?" Ask Gita
"How is this?" Ask Rama continues
"We weren't like this, you were kind to me, you were gentle to me, but now you're so indifferent to me!" Gita
"I appreciate the man who has been your husband!" Rama.
"But I'm not comfortable like this. I want our relationship to be okay, sister!" Answer Gita
"What kind of relationship do you want?" Rama said coldly
"Can't we be friends?" Gita
'Okay, I'll be your best friend." Rama
"Sister, don't ignore me like this." Gita is sad
"No, I won't ignore you until my son is born. You don't have to worry!" Rama
"Sister.." Gita is silent
Rama did not answer him, he left the Gita alone. Rama's heart ached to ignore Gita like that, but if he expressed all the longings that were stirred up in her heart, he was afraid that Gita would falter, he would not break Gita's LEGITIMATE marriage. He just because Rama must be self-conscious, Gita must not know that Rama is pretending.
Gita's mother had prepared dinner together for the four of them. Fortunately, Rama's father was on business outside the city, so they didn't have to be awkward in the house until night.
"Saturday tomorrow you have no holiday?" Ask Mom to open her voice
"Holiday dong aunty!" Answer Dimas
"Then you guys stay here. Definitely exciting!" Mommy Say
"Sorry Mom! Rama can't, tomorrow has to take Mami somewhere. After this, Rama will just go home!" Rama
"I also can't aunt, next time we'll make it. Okay?" Dimas
"Okay" Intan replied
They spent the food that Gita's mother had provided. Very good home food. They really enjoyed eating the food that Gita's mother cooked. After they finished eating, they went home to Gita and her mother.
Gita escorted them out, Dimas and Intan had come out first, Rama was walking the very back. Gita wanted to say hello and hug her like before, but she really couldn't. She was ashamed of her status as the wife of another. The heart cannot lie to itself. He called Rama.
"Sister?" Call Gita
Rama looked at Gita,
"Why?" Answer
Gita approached, he was unable to stem the feeling of longing that was no longer held back.
Gita hugged Rama with an inexplicable feeling, her heart was eager to hug Rama's body, she had long since harbored that feeling. Rama was shocked, he did not expect Gita would hug him like this.
"Why are you? Release him! Shame to see your mother!" Rama was uncomfortable
"I really miss you!" Gita didn't let go of her embrace
"You must miss your husband, don't miss the wrong man." Rama releases Gita
"Sister......." Gita retreats
"Show your baby is fine. You don't mind much, I don't want my baby to be stressed because his mother is like this. I'm leaving.." Rama got down from the Gita House, and immediately got into the car.
Why sis? Why does my heart want to be with you? Why can't Gilvan's presence make me forget you? I really miss you, now that I realize, forcing the will will will end up hurting myself. I thought I'd be happy, but I wasn't. I thought I could forget you, but it was wrong. I miss you so much when you're away from me. Now, everything's upside down. In the past, I ignored you, I wanted you to forget me. Now, you're the one who ignored me, and made me feel even more guilty. Is this karma for me? - Gita in my heart
Dimas and Intan were silent. He knew his boss' heart was in turmoil. This time, Rama drove the car. He was carrying the car at high speed. Dimas and Intan were very scared, Dimas tried to calm Rama down
"Bro, I'm the one driving." Dimas
"Not to" answered Rama flatly
"Be careful, Boss!" Intan
Rama did not answer, his heart and mind were so empty. He wondered why the Gita was now turning soft on him. He was afraid to be lulled again with her. The heart that he had treated, was now wounded again.
I tried my hardest to try to accept the fact that you're married. I fight with all my difficulties against this pain. Until finally I have managed to forget you little by little, trying to understand the twists and turns of this life, but you make everything destroyed again. Why are you making my heart more tormented? I should how? I'm tired of forcing you back into my lap, I don't want to have to be with your husband. Whose heart is your heart for? What's for your husband? In the past, I forced you to come back to me, now my heart is trying to understand, when I have understood, you come to me with all your desires. Do I have to return that longing? How will your relationship and your br*secret husband be?-Rama in your heart-
Rama's mood is in chaos. The day has started at night. Rama refused to go home. He asked Dimas to go again.
"Lo come with me, Dim!" Rama
"Where? But Anterin Intan went home first." Uca Dimas
"Gue knows!" Cold rama
Dimas and Rama went to the discotheque. Dimas already knew that Rama would want to drink again. He already understood what would happen if Rama drank again.
"Lo don't drink too much. You have to know what happened to Siska at that time." Dimas
"Gue won't drink. I just want to enjoy the world tonight. I want advice from you." Rama
"On Gita?" Dimas guessed
"Who else!" Rama
"Why?" Ask Dimas
"Does he still love me?" Ask Rama
"Looks like. He had to go before, too, right? Not that he doesn't love you!" Answer Dimas
"But she has a husband." Answer Rama
"How do you feel about Gita now?" Ask Dimas
"Nothing has changed, it remains the same as it used to be!" Answer Rama
"Why do you cuek with him?" Ask Rama
"Gue also does not understand why I have to be indifferent to him. Maybe because she already has a husband my heart is already sick." Answer Rama
"Lo want to chase him again?" Ask Dimas again
"Gue will wait until everyone has sided with me again. I'll just take the child she's carrying. The rest, it's up to him." Answer Rama
"Your son needs his mother, too, Ram! You can't be selfish!" Timpal Dimas
"His mother? His mother is married again!" Rama
"Married when a woman is pregnant it's illegal legal Bro! Their marriage is not legal at all." Answer Dimas
"What do you think I should do?" Ask Rama
"Yes, you marry her after the baby is born, how the hell are you?" Answer Original Dimas
"Lo crazy huh? He is married. Although their marriage is not religiously LEGITIMATE, they are LEGALLY LEGITIMATE" Rama said
"Lo makes Gita more tormented, makes her love you, makes her leave her husband. I just don't understand you. What the hell, boss, his mind is so shallow!" Original Dimas.
"Damn lo!" Rama bled Dimas' head
"aww.. Sick dong Boss! The violence is mute!" Dimas
Does it have to be like that make her back my arms again? Doesn't that look so evil? Gita, why is our love so hard? Should I fight again? Or is it enough to get here? Should I really give up? - Rama-Rama
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