Director, My First Love!
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Vina's tears flowed in front of her best friend, Gita. Vina tells Gilvan's arrival to her.
"Gue doesn't understand. When I opened my heart to others, he came, Git! Gilvan really br*hg."
"Udah, no. I was just horrified from you about the arrival of Gilvan, really shocked. Moreover, you, who directly faced him."
"Gue really doesn't get out of thought. He's too selfish, to be more concerned with money than me."
"Gue knows, he's in Vin's heavy dilemma. I'm sure he loves you very much. But he also could not go home empty-handed. I know what Gilvan is. And again, my husband yesterday said, there was a transfer from an unknown person of 50 million. If now you meet Gilvan, then I'm sure, that TF to my husband is him."
"Gilvan is really a person who upholds self-esteem. But, he never thought of other people's feelings at all."
"Where are you feeling?" ask Gita
"What feeling?"
"How do you feel after finding out Gilvan came back and met you in person?"
"Gue was angry, I was sad, I was emotional with her decision that made me fall would empty hope all along."
"Got deep down, I know, Vin! I know, if you still love Gilvan."
"Maybe my little heart is still on him, but I've closed the way to get back to my heart again. I don't want to, Git. I was already hurt. I made him stop, I won't chase me again."
"You mean?" Gita doesn't understand
"Perhaps, before meeting me, Gilvan had been monitoring me from a distance. I used to walk with Andra, and I think Gilvan saw that, Git. He thought, Andra is my husband, yasudah, I said yes! I'm happy with my husband and son."
Gita shocked. Dare that Vina said it. He was lying to Gilvan.
"What crazy lu? Your bad, Vin. You didn't tell Gilvan that Givia was his son?"
"Shutttt, noisy, Git! Slow down."
"Sorry, sorry. I'm really surprised, Vin."
"Yes, I didn't tell Gilvan. Free, why does he know, he doesn't pantes to be a good father to Givia" said Vina
"Vina, Davina Melania! You should be aware, Vin. Givia needs a Dad figure, why are you looking for another Dad, if the real Givia's dad is in front of you?" Gita asserts
"Gue can't accept him, Git. Please don't force me to be with him again. My heart is so sad with his attitude. I want to be happy with it. I don't want to ring again Gilvan's shadow." said Vina in tears
"But, Givia needs her dad, Vin!"
"Gue will find a good father for Givia, as long as it's not Gilvan!"
"With Andra you mean?" ask Gita
"Maybe, she's nice and care for me. I will prove to Gilvan, if I can also be happy without him, I can find my full happiness." replied Vina a little doubt
"Lu'm sure?" ask Gita
"Gue's sure." replied Vina
"But I'm not sure." - Gita
"Why shouldn't you be sure?" ask Vina
"Gue knows, you just want revenge on Gilvan. You're not serious about the same words you just said. I can see, from the look on your face and your speech it contains deep doubts, Vin." said Gita.
"Whatever, you want to think of me as anything. Obviously, I want to move on from Gilvan. I want him to regret his whole life, and I'll find my own happiness." said Vina
"Vina, who's gonna regret it you what is Gilvan? You don't just choose, you don't know who Andra is, you don't know him. I can't guarantee that you're happy with Andra. Please, Vin. Don't get too emotional. You must make peace with your heart, you must try to forgive Gilvan. He really loves you, all he does is for you, Vin! Even though he disappeared for quite a while, but that's all there's a reason right?"
"Git, ENOUGH. I don't want my heart to shake anymore. My choice has remained. I'm moving on from Gilvan. I'm just asking you to keep my secrets from Gilvan. If you meet Gilvan, I ask you to keep Givia's secret, I beg you. You tell Gilvan, Givia is Andra's son. Can you say it, Git? Please, for me! U can do it, Git. I will believe you." (Can you say it's Git? Please, for me! You can do it, Git. I'll believe you.)
"Thank you for understanding my condition. I really respect you, I have been a loyal listener in my life. I'm grateful, Git. Thanks a lot." Vina smiled at Gita
"Gue this is your best friend, Vin. I will continue to support you even if your wishes and I are not in line" said Gita returned Vina's smile
"Hopefully, I wouldn't go wrong with Git" Vina said
"Yes, Amen. Don't ever hate Gilvan, I'm asking you to. Because what? However, Gilvan is the biological father of Givia. One day, the daughter will be looking for her father." explained Gita
"Gue understood that. Maybe, as time goes by, my same hateful feelings will disappear."
"Lu don't keep Givia away from Gilvan. It should be, even though you are happy with other men, Gilvan should still know, if Givia is her biological child." explained Gita
"Gue can't let that happen. I'm not ready! If Gilvan finds out, he could've taken Givia from me. This is what I'm avoiding, Git. Therefore, I beg you, say I am happy with Andra and Givia."
"Alright, if you make it, Vin. I follow your will, may happiness always come to you and Givia."
"Thank you, Git. You really are my best friend, I love you, thanks Git."
Vina hugged Gita. His heart was relieved, having gained enlightenment from the Gita. However, there was one thing that stuck in Vina's heart.
"Git?"
"Yes, Vin?"
"There's one thing I'm still afraid of" Vina said suddenly
"What's that?" ask Gita
"Does Givia look like Gilvan?"
"Givia is similar to Gilvan. But, he still followed your face. Why why?"
"Gue's worried."
"Worry why else?" ask Gita curiously
"There's one thing I forgot.."
"What's that?"
"Gue returned Gilvan's 320 million" Vina said
"Then, what's the problem?"
"There's a letter in it, a letter I wrote when I was going to live in my Grandma's hometown." Vina bit her lip
"Well, continues?"
"In the letter it says, that I am pregnant, it is about my pregnancy. I intentionally write, for a memento later when he returns. I forgot, don't check that envelope anymore."
"So, how'd you get caught?" ask Gita
"Gue has to go see Gilvan right now! Before he opens it." said Vin
"Vina, don't be so determined!"
*Connected*
Good evening..
sorry, up long ago.I was very males nulis hehe
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