Director, My First Love!

Vina POV

Vina silent thousand languages. At home, he said nothing to his mother. He locked himself in his room and said he was not feeling well. His mother gave him rice, side dishes and medicine. Vina had to rest, she slept alone in her room.

Vina was forced to lie, if Vina said fine, obviously her mother would be suspicious. He must be someone pretending to be sick. He was sick, but not his body, but his soul.

Vina continued to stare at her broken phone screen. Vina regretted her actions. What if Gilvan returns the message? What if it turns out that Gilvan has reasons that cannot be explained directly to Vina?

Everything is still a mystery. I don't know what Gilvan meant, what caused him to just walk away. Whatever the reason, Gilvan's treatment of Vina cannot be forgiven. Vina's heart ached remembering this. Touching the money that Gilvan had given him, Vina was unwilling.

Vina wants to burn all the money she gave

Gilvans. But, Vina thought, this much money is impossible to destroy, he was not wrong. Vina just wants to give it back to Gilvan. A man who is selfless and irresponsible to him.

Vina's phone was bought by Rey, Vina is open. Vina put her SIM-card back in. Vina did not want to change her mobile phone, too complicated for Vina. Vina was afraid there was something important in her new number.

Feeling agitated, Vina reactivated the SIM-card. The phone is turned on. Slowly, the phone came back to life. Vina doesn't want to upload whatsapp messenger chat app. Vina doesn't want to do it anymore. He only regretted his phone fell because of his own actions.

If Gilvan can reach him now, he will go to see him soon. He was eager to ask Gilvan why Gilvan had to leave Vina like that. Vina could not guess what exactly caused Gilvan to leave her.

Vina feels like the dumbest woman in the world. He can't talk about this to anyone. In fact, even to Gita he could not. How will Gita feel, if Gita knows her own best friend is having an illicit relationship with her ex-husband.

Vina was crying in her room. He wanted to shed his tears from now on, but he couldn't. Now, his tears are flowing. Lamenting, how painful it was to accept the situation, Gilvan left him without saying goodbye.

Undeniably, his heart still misses Gilvan terribly. His heart still really hopes for Gilvan. However, it is useless if Vina still expects Gilvan, while Gilvan himself casually leaves. Are all the men in this world like that?

*I want to tell you, Gita. I want to cry on your lap, Gita. I want you to hold me, strengthen me when I'm like this. I want to tell you, I want you to know about me right now. I'm ruined, I'm so useless. I'm a stupid woman, I'm a woman who has no self-esteem.

How can I continue my life? While I have lost my chastity, by an irresponsible man. I'm ashamed, my life is bleak. No man wants to be with a dirty woman like me. Gita, you used to have a hard time like the one I am currently feeling, but you can freely tell me. Why can't I talk to you one bit? Why is my heart so scared?

I'm ashamed of you. I'm a woman who dares to connect with your ex-husband. In fact, you yourself have never been in contact with your ex-husband. But why me? Why am I even related to him? What kind of cheap woman am I? Vina in the heart.

Hp Vina ringing. Marvelled daydreams. Rubbing her tears, Vina immediately picked up her phone.

"Hallo!" vina's voice raspy

"Vin, it's me, Gita! Your phone is broken? I heard from Rey your cell phone broke?" ask Gita

"Yes, Git. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I'm not feeling well. I'm sorry too, Rey forced me to buy a new phone. One day, I'll change the money. You said he was yes. Please?" vina

"No need, Vin. Rey gave it to you. You should thank him. How are you doing now?" ask Gita

"I'm still not feeling well. It seems, I'm sick." replied Vina in a limp voice

"Have you eaten yet?" ask Gita

"No, Git.I don't have an appetite!" answer Vina origin

"Vina, you're beating me up! No matter what your current condition is, no matter how sick you are, you must still eat. How do you want to be healed, if you just eat, you don't want to! If you don't want to eat, I'll come to your house tonight." threatened Gita

"Git, you don't have to bother like that. Aye, yes. Thank you very much for your attention. I'll eat, even a little. You don't have to come here, you're no longer a single woman who's free to go anywhere. You already have a husband, it's not good for Brother Rama if you are like that. I'm sorry, I must have eaten and taken some medicine. I won't let you down!" vina

"Should ya, Vin? Do not be late to eat and take medication. Tomorrow I'll visit you. Don't answer. I don't need your rebuttal." Gita sewot

"Yes, yes, Mommy Kanayya, really take kamuuu. I'm not going to ban. You take Nayya tomorrow?" vina

"certain. I'll take her to meet a beautiful aunti." said Gita

"You can just. Git, would you like to thank Rey, please? He bought me a phone like this. I'm so ashamed of him!" vina

"That's really lu Git." Vina bete's

"Yes, yes, I'll tell you later. If you want her mobile phone, she will also give me. You want?" ask Gita

"No ah. Ogah. Let him play again." Vina refused

"Hahahaha, yes. That's a sewot!" Gita laughed

"Git, it's a long time ago. I think I want to pee." said Vina

"Alright, sweetheart. Remember my message! Do not forget to eat, and take medicine. After this you have to eat, I don't want to know!" Gita baubles

"Of course, my good friend. I must have eaten and taken medicine. I'll listen to your message. Yes, I closed. Hye!" Vina turned off her phone, and threw it in the bed.

Vina feels guilty for Gita. Vina's not sick, Vina's lying. But the pain in her heart was excruciating. Vina is hurt, Vina can not accept the reality of Gilvan who left her.

*I'm sorry, I lied to you. I know, you're very worried about me. Because of that, I feel guilty for lying to you. I'm not ready to be honest with you. Gita, I hope you won't hate me if you know the truth. I don't know where my life is going. I have no spirit of life.

Gita, if I could tell you about this wound in my heart, maybe my burden would be lessened. I'm devastated, I'm ill*.

Vina lays herself in bed. Her heart was a little relieved because of her tears. Crying can reduce the burden. Crying can make the heart a little more relieved. Vina sighed, she started eating. His stomach was hungry, but the pain overcame everything.

Vina ate voraciously. Last meal, he was with Rey and Rama.

Ting..Kegs... Incoming message reads.

Vina surprise. The phone number has just been activated, but there is already an incoming message on the phone. Vina doesn't want to see it, Vina's scared. He doesn't want to guess. But his heart guessed. Could it be a message coming in from Gilvan?

Vina let the message. He didn't want to open it. But, Vina was also curious. How'this? Who's sending messages like this tonight? Vina dag.dig heart.dug wanted to open the message immediately, but he was afraid.

The thought of the phone, Vina turned on the key button on the edge of her phone. Open the screen with his finger. Open the message with trembling hands. Instantly....

Vina slammed her phone again, but threw it on her bed. He regretted hoping for more. He regretted.

Incoming message 1.

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Si*lan's. My heart was hoping. I thought Gilvan baj*ng*n was. Turned operator. I really hate guys by the name of Gilvan. I also hate text messages from operators!

*Connected**

Again hurt, even got the prank author of Vina. Kasiaaan🤣😂

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