DEAR

Episode 179's

After what she told Chilla, Lena could not stop thinking about her. Lena regretted being so arrogant and cynical about Chilla. Though Lena should not be like that considering the arrival of Chilla yesterday is with a good goal that is to apologize. Chilla even brought a gift for Rezvan.

Lena sighed. Emotions make him stale. Even Lena to forget the principle that she held firm all this time, which is not to boast anything that she has because in fact all it is just a deposit from God for her to take care of properly.

“Sayang..” Call Erlan lying behind Lena who is breastfeeding Rezvan. Erlan had just finished talking about the company with Kenzie via a video call. Then Erlan approached his wife and son who were lying together on the bed.

“Why hem?” Erlan asked because of his wife's residence.

Lena sighed once more. What a speech so arrogant cynic continues to ring in his ears.

“About yesterday. I've been so outrageous to Chilla. I'm so arrogant and evil.” Said lirih.

Erlan smiled hearing that. For a Lena who does not have such an attitude to a person who even has no good intentions to her will definitely feel very guilty. Unlike if a person who has an arrogant attitude, he will definitely feel satisfied after successfully making his opponent subjugate and surrender. But his wife is really not that kind of woman. His wife is a gentle and loving woman.

“It's okay, baby.. We also initially do not know what the arrival of Chilla means for. I was also a bad prejudiced.”

Lena turned to Erlan who was looking at her. The woman had not been able to feel calm since yesterday morning. Lena could not even sleep well.

“I have to apologize to Chilla Erlan. I've been so outrageous.” He said with a sad expression.

Erlan chuckled amusedly. According to Erlan himself it would be better if it were like that. Because then Chilla will no longer interfere with her and Lena's relationship.

“Neither need to love.. You don't have to apologize. We also do not need to communicate in any form with Chilla. It's a shame, I don't want any trouble between the two of us just because part of my past shows up and acts out. I want to live quietly and happily with you dear.”

Lena stared right at her husband's two clear brown eyes. Calmness and tranquility is something that is highly expected of a person in living his life. So did her and Erlan. But about her attitude that was so arrogant and arrogant to Chilla, Lena really could not forget it just like that.

“If God wills you will surely meet Chilla dear. And I hope that when you meet later it will be in a different state. That's when you can apologize. For now just leave it as it has been. The important thing is that you calm down. I know you did that because you love me too, right? Just like I love you too. I'm so flattered dearly by your efforts to maintain the integrity of our household.” Erlan said at length. Erlan tries to calm Lena down because she does not want her wife to continue to feel guilty.

Lena sighed softly then nodded in agreement to what Erlan said. Lena felt that what Erlan said was true as well.

“Ya is already dear.. Rezvan is asleep, you better sleep now. You should always take care of your health Okay?”

“Yeah.” Nod Lena again.

After Lena laid her body in the correct position, Erlan grabbed the blanket and enveloped Lena to the waistline. The man continued to gently rub Lena's shoulders ushering his woman into his beautiful dream.

Not waiting long, Lena fell asleep. The gentle rubbing of Erlan's large hand on her shoulder made Lena feel so comfortable that Lena actually fell asleep into the dreamland.

Erlan sighed then smiled. Taking care of a baby is not easy. Erlan knew because Erlan himself saw how Lena who was so alert woke up when she heard the sound of Rezvan's cry. Sometimes Erlan also felt very sorry because in a state of still surprised Lena had to immediately reach for her son who was crying from thirst and hunger. In addition to the pain that Erlan could understand once Rezvan had devoured the peak of his chest because he had not gotten used to it. If Erlan could very much want to be able to change positions with Lena because she could not bear to see her wife who was so very troubled to take care of her son.

After making sure Lena was really asleep in her sleep, Erlan got up. The man approached his son's body and slowly carried him moving him to his own bed.

“Goodnight hotshot.” Erlan muttered looking at the peaceful face of her son who was not at all disturbed even though Erlan moved her to his bed.

Erlan then stepped back towards her bed and lay down next to Lena who was also asleep. Erlan then grabbed onto Lena's body and clasped her affectionately.

“God.. Please protect the wife and son of the servant. Love them both like I love them.” Erlan's mind closed her eyes.

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Elsewhere, in Alex's apartment. The man stared at the sleeping face of his son who was getting more active and smart. Arkana, she even knew she met her Oma. Arkana would be very sticky and cry if the great madam Smith just left without saying goodbye to her first.

Alex gulps. He feels the bigger Arkana the more similar it is to Sherin. Arkana is even more beautiful and cute than handsome. If you wear a hat even Arkana exactly like Sherin, his late mother.

“Why do you have to look like your mom Arka? Why don't you look like papah?” Alex's mind kept staring at his son's sleeping face.

Alex can not be hypocritical, every time he saw Arkana who laughed Alex became reminded of the figure of Sherin. Even every abusive deed he ever did to Sherin immediately overshadowed him again as if he was reminding that Alex had such a great sin to Sherin. And if all that was already spinning in Alex's mind, Alex would definitely not be able to calm down. Alex was not able to sleep well. All the sins continue to loom over him as if demanding Alex as an irresponsible husband for Sherin's mental and physical health while Sherin lives in the world.

All of that always managed to make Alex's mood deteriorate until sometimes Alex was angry indistinctly at his employees for no reason.

Alex himself is sometimes confused why after Sherin's departure, Alex feels not interested in any woman. But not except for Melisa. But in reality Melisa no longer even remembers what else cares about her. Melisa is happy with Alvin.

Alex thinks his life would be quiet and serene if Sherin wasn't around. But in fact Sherin's absence is slowly torturing him without Alex knowing.