DEAR

Episode 119's

Ever since the accidental meeting between Erlan and Chilla, Lena became often speechless. He also spoke as necessary with Erlan. If Erlan had not first invited him to speak, Lena would have also kept quiet without any intention of starting a conversation with Erlan.

Erlan who was beginning to understand with the change in attitude of his wife decided to stay at home today. Because Erlan thought it was useless for him to go to the company if his mind was only on Lena. Erlan also did not want to leave Lena whose condition of heart and mind was not okay. The man did not want to make Lena feel abandoned and uncared for when she was in desperate need of friends to pour out all the contents of her heart and mind.

“Honey, is there something you want to ask me?” Erlan asked the unfinished Lena to finish her breakfast this morning.

Lena stopped chewing the food in her mouth. To be honest, there were a lot of questions lodged in Lena's head. Starting from who Chilla is, until there is a relationship what her husband with Erlan so that Chilla looks so very familiar with Erlan.

Lena looked at Erlan with a sad expression. Lena did not dare to ask about who and what Erlan had to do with Chilla. Lena just doesn't want any trouble between herself and Erlan. Lena does not want to be considered too want to know everything about her husband.

Lena sighed softly then shook her head slowly answering her husband's question. Lena will try to think positively about her husband. Lena believes Erlan is a good husband and certainly loyal.

Erlan who saw that smiled. That guy's not stupid. Erlan knew there were many things that were stuck in the heart and mind of his beloved wife at this time. And Erlan also knew what his wife was thinking must not be far from the figure of Chilla.

Erlan herself did not expect herself to be reunited with the figure she once loved. The figure who had also once broken Erlan's heart and feelings.

Not wanting to force his wife, Erlan chose to be quiet. He resumed his breakfast as well as Lena.

After finishing her breakfast, Lena was confused because Erlan had invited her to the room. Though the man was also neat in his black suit.

“You're not in the office?” Lena asked looking at Erlan confusedly.

Erlan smiled and shook her head.

“Someone wants me to talk to you baby.” He said it made Lena frown curiously.

“About what?” Ask Lena again.

Erlan grabbed Lena by the waist and rubbed her very affectionately.

“It would be better if we talk in the room dear.” Brisque Erlan.

The handsome man then carried Lena's slender body and carried her up one by one stairs to the second floor where their room was located.

Once in their room, Erlan lowered Lena down and laid her down on their king-size bed. After that, Erlan took off the suit she wore in a tie and then her shoes and socks. With a smile that continued to adorn his lips, Erlan went up to the bed and lay down right next to Lena who was just silent.

“Come darling.” Erlan's word is soft.

Lena just according. He entered into Erlan's warm embrace.

“It's about the past I love.. And this is also still related to Chilla. But one thing you should know, in this world you are the only woman I love so much. My life and death are only for you dear.” Erlan said slowly. The man said as he rubbed his arms lightly open Lena because Lena was currently wearing a maroon-colored home dress without arms that was so fitting wrapped her slender body.

“I'll tell you everything about my past baby. If you don't understand, you can ask me. Okay?”

Lena smiled in Erlan's arms. He just nodded his head. Lena did not expect Erlan to be so sensitive. Erlan understood what Lena was thinking without Lena telling her. The man even told the story without waiting for Lena to ask him first.

“So this is dear.. Me and Chilla were a school. But we're not one class. We were also very close because I who was silent harbored feelings for him. You know what it feels like to fall in love in school. It felt like every day even every time I was always close to him. I always try to be there for Chilla. I made her smile even once I asked her to get married if we were both the same adults later. At that time I felt I couldn't live without him baby.. I feel she is the source of my happiness.”

Pause for a moment. Erlan let out a rough breath. He no longer wanted to remember anything about his true past. But Erlan also does not want to risk Lena misunderstand because of Chilla's attitude to him last night.

“For me to come to school with full confidence dear. I intend to express my feelings with Chilla in the hope that Chilla also has the same feelings. But as soon as I got to the front of Chilla's class I saw myself with both of my eyes Chilla was making out with her classmates. My heart and feelings were broken that very second. I'm angry but I don't know who to be. Because I realize that what I feel only I know. I don't blame Chilla for her classmates. Because I could not hold back my anger, I finally vented it with the speed of fog in the streets. I don't think the only life I have is one. I don't think that the asphalt roads are harder than my body. All I know is that I'm angry and very disappointed because it turns out that the woman I love is making out with other men. Because I could not control myself, I finally fell down because I tried to avoid a collision with a rickshaw. That's when I met you, baby. The girl in the red and white uniform who was frightened and held back crying helped me get up. The adorable girl who also instantly managed to shift my world. Eliminate the pain and disappointment that I feel.” Continue Erlan at length.

Lena instantly broke away from Erlan's warm embrace. He looked at Erlan who was also staring at him.

“What does that mean you really don't have any taste in Chilla?” Asked Lena with such high curiosity.

Erlan smiled amusedly then gently pushed both of Lena's shoulders so that Lena became lying down with Erlan on top of her.

“Of course. You are the only girl I love, baby. Now, tomorrow, and forever.” Erlan replied sure.

Lena smiled feeling very relieved to hear it. All the questions that were lodged in his mind were answered already. Erlan had already told everything in great detail and clearly.

Lena then draped both her hands around Erlan's neck. With a flowering feeling of flowers, Lena pressed Erlan's nape so that Erlan's face dropped and their lips stuck together. Lena felt the burden in her heart lift now. So light that Lena felt flying.