DEAR

Episode 172

“Honey, you want to give our child a name who?” Erlan asked as she gently stroked her nursing son's forehead at Lena. They are actually going home and are waiting for an invitation from the bodyguard who will also escort them on the way home. The safety and comfort of his wife and child is indeed the most important thing for Erlan now. No wonder Erlan told some of her bodyguards to pick up and escort the car that would take them home on the way later.

The mbok and one other servant who was cleaning Lena's stuff just smiled at the question Erlan asked Lena. Anyone knows that tubi happiness is being felt by Erlan and Lena at this time because of the birth of their first son.

“I want to give her name Rezvan. How's it? Good no?” Lena's smile then asks Erlan for an opinion on the name she wants to give their first son.

“Rezvan? Nice darling, great. Whose full name?” Erlan frowned as if in thought before finally smiling widely and nodding a nod of her head then asked the long name that Lena would give their first son.

“Rezvan Syariq Harrison.” Lena replied looking at Erlan with a very sweet smile.

“A very good name dear. So who do we call him? Rezvans? Or Syariq?” Ask Erlan again.

“Rezvan only.” Answer Lena.

“OK.. Rezvan his son Daddy Erlan the most handsome.” Erlan said with a big smile.

“Huu.. Your pedigree mah.” The real Lena cheer also admitted that her husband was indeed very handsome.

“Hahaha.” Erlan's laughter was amused by what Lena said.

Erlan then sighed softly. The man brought his face closer to Lena and gave his kiss on Lena's forehead with both eyes closed feeling the magnitude of her love for Lena.

As for Lena, she also closed her eyes feeling the sincerity and magnitude of the love Erlan had for her. Lena had promised herself that she would take good care of what God had given her. That is by maintaining the integrity of the household he intertwined with Erlan.

“I love you so much dear.” Brisque Erlan.

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She's her apartment Alex is watching the news that's airing on the big TV that's in the living room. On his lap had fallen asleep his son who was more comfortable sleeping with Alex than with his nanny's aunt since that night. And because of that every home from his solid activities outside Alex always handle his own management of Arkana. As for the aunt she only prepared what Arkana needed during the night with Alex.

Alex took a breath. He had changed Chanel several times but the news was still the same, namely the news about Lena who gave birth to her first son with Erlan. Alex is fed up too. What's more seeing the portrait of Lena and Erlan that milling around in various media that seemed to be showing off to him that his life and Erlan were very happy. And that's clearly very inversely proportional to his present life. Alex is now a one-child widower.

“There is nothing more important what? Stupid TV station. Non-grade. What a great thing they both have to always be highlighted by the media crew like that.” Annoyed Alex humming himself.

No longer want to hear the happy news about Erlan and Lena, Alex also chose to turn off the television and then rise from his seat by carrying the body of an Arkana kingpin to take him to the room.

Once again Alex breathed. Every day the development of Arkana is very rapid. Even at the age of just 10 months Arkana can walk. It also makes Alex sometimes think hard about what he has to do in front of him. Arkana grows so fast that it means sooner or later and as time goes by Arkana will inevitably ask about his mama Sherin. And then Alex didn't know what to say. It's impossible for Alex to tell the truth that she doesn't have the slightest feelings for Sherin.

Alex clucking. The man rubbed his handsome face rough. His life is getting more and more unsettled as almost every day Alex thinks about that day. The day Arkana will grow up to be a child who always wants to know everything including about his late mother.

Thinking about it sometimes makes Alex want to scream. Alex wants to be angry but doesn't know who to be. Because Arkana though born from the womb of the woman whom Alex did not love, but Arkana remains her flesh and blood. Arkana remains his son, the first granddaughter of the Smith family who of course Alex must take care of as well as his.

“Sherin.. Even after you are not around you still make my life unsettled. You made me hard until now.” Alex muttered with an angry hardened jaw.

Alex never realized his own mistakes. He always blames others for what he does himself. Alex still blames people who no longer exist in the world.

The drying of the phone that was on the bedside nightstand made Alex's attention distracted. Not wanting to if until the ringing of his cellphone disturbed his son's deep sleep, Alex immediately grabbed the phone and took it a little away from the bed.

“Mamah.” Alex muttered slowly. Yes, the one who called her was Smith's great mistress.

Alex picked up the phone immediately. Although Alex himself can guess what his mother will ask. Who else if not Arkana, his favorite grandson is also the only one.

“Halo mah..”

“Ya Alex's.. Where's mama's grandson? Is he asleep? Earlier when mamah called aunt Arka was crying.”

Alex smiled knot. Arkana is so clingy to him that if he comes home late Arkana will surely go berserk. And without realizing the thought of Alex arrived to be fixed on Sherin who was once angry because he came home late.

“Ya.. Arkana is always cranky if it is sleepy at night. And he just wants to sleep with Alex.” Alex said as he glanced at Arka who was asleep on the bed watching the toddler if when he arrived he woke up and cried.

“Mamah's grandson is very smart. You should also take a break. Take care of your health, son.”

“Ya.. Yes already then Alex hang up yes phone.”

“OK..”.

After getting approval from the mama to end the phone call, Alex ended it immediately. The man sighed again but this time very roughly. He realized that he was thinking about Sherin.

“Basic female pesky carrier.” Mumbled annoyed.