DEAR

Episodes 109

The next morning, Erlan was right to invite Lena to check her health to the hospital. Lena has refused but Erlan still assured Lena that she is okay to do the health check.

“Erlan, we don't need to check your situation. I really didn't mean anything to check on me yesterday Erlan. Me...”

“Ngak papa darling.. Let's be fair, you check I have to check too. If it is clear how the circumstances we can equally find the best solution. Didn't you?” Sela Erlan said softly to Lena.

Lena shook her head. He didn't want to if until Erlan had properly checked his circumstances.

“But I.”

“Sayang.” Erlan again interrupted Lena's words very gently. This time Erlan also grabbed Lena's hand and grasped it gently trying to calm Lena down.

Lena gulped. They are still in the car but are in front of the hospital where Erlan intends to check on him.

“I'm not papa... This is all I do of my own accord, okay? You don't need to be like this. I'll keep checking myself out baby.”

Lena shook her head. Erlan is really stubborn right now. The man did not waver at all with his desire even though Lena had put on a face of compassion.

Feeling annoyed that Erlan was unwilling to listen to him, Lena also let go of Erlan's hand grip with a little rough. And that surprised Erlan. But Erlan remained quiet.

“You why don't you want to beat me? I don't want you to check your health. I believe you're okay. I will patiently wait for my pregnancy. I know what I did yesterday was wrong. I'm just impatient. I've been too indulgent with my ego.” Angry Lena with her glass eyes.

Erlan sighed. Erlan did not feel compelled at all by what he was going to do. Precisely with what Lena has done it makes him aware. Erlan should have done that a long time ago.

“Dear me..”

“No, I don't want to hear anything you say Erlan. The pokonya I want us to go home now. Or I'm angry and don't want to talk to you.” Erlan shook her head violently interrupting what Erlan wanted to say. Lena really didn't want Erlan to refute her this time. Lena wants them to return home and Erlan undoes her intention to do what Erlan was not supposed to do according to Lena.

Erlan again carved a sweet smile on her lips. Since they've been living together, this is the first time Lena's been in contact with him. Even though the first time he opened his eyes on the bed, Lena could still calm down even though she was very frightened. But now Lena is so very emotional and can't hold her back one bit. And that Erlan regarded as a rapid progress in his relationship with Lena that is getting closer and more intimate.

“Yes already if indeed you want so. We're going home now. But you don't get angry.. You need to calm down. Okay?” Erlan chooses to obey Lena's will to return home. Erlan also does not want if until his relationship and Lena become not good just because Erlan obeyed his own ego.

Erlan again grabbed Lena's hand. Lena did not refuse. Even he was only silent as Erlan gently kissed the back of his hand.

“We go home well.” Erlan's smile then revived her car engine. Erlan drives her fancy car away from the hospital parking lot. Erlan did not want Lena to really sulk at him.

In a fairly short time Erlan's car arrived in front of his luxurious residence. The man immediately took Lena down. Because Lena is in a bad mood, Erlan finally decided to stay and accompany Lena. But as usual, Erlan contacted Kenzie to tell her right hand about her not being able to go first to the company. Erlan had also given up completely all work affairs to Kenzie today.

Now they are in bed. Lying down together with Lena who was in Erlan's warm embrace. Not a word came out of the lips of the two. Erlan who continued to rub soft swabs of Lena's back, while Lena who focused on listening to the rhythm of her husband's heartbeat.

Lena sighed softly. The guilt was still crawling over Lena's heart because of what she had done yesterday with Sasha. If only Lena could be more patient and self-restraint, maybe Erlan would not be so insistent on wanting to see a doctor.

Suddenly what Sasha said at length to him in the hospital again ringed in Lena's ear. Everything Sasha said yesterday seemed to be slapping Lena hard. Lena has always been very good at mastering herself. Lena can always hold back anger and can certainly be patient in dealing with everything that happens to her. But yesterday Lena failed to do that. Lena did not even think of being patient. All Lena thought about was why she did not get pregnant even though she had been married long enough to Erlan. Their relationship was cold with no physical contact like husband and wife. But it was only for a short while because not long Lena was devastated and fell in love with Erlan because of the gentle demeanor of the man.

Lena then broke away from Erlan's warm embrace very slowly. He stared right at the two eyes of Erlan who were also staring at him.

“Why baby?” Erlan asked attentively.

Hearing her husband's soft voice, Lena's eyes warmed up. Tears had pooled there that if Lena moved a little her eyes the clear droplets would surely slide freely.

“I'm sorry.” Lena shrieked with a trembling voice.

Erlan smiled as she exhaled slowly. The man did not assume wrong what Lena had done. Worrying about not getting pregnant at the age of marriage that is long enough it is very commonplace. Erlan was sure it was not only Lena the woman who felt wasted, but also the woman out there. Even now Erlan also felt was worried if it turns out she was the obstacle so that until now Lena has not been pregnant.

“You are not wrong, dear. You don't have to apologize. I understand and I am also familiar with what you are doing.”

Pause for a moment. Erlan brought her face closer and briefly kissed Lena's hot lips.

“We just have to be more diligent trying and do'a. God will listen to our do'a. You're gonna get pregnant and we're gonna be a couple of happy parents. Okay?” Erlan.

Lena smiled haru. Erlan was always calm in responding to everything. Even when he was angry earlier Erlan also remained calm and still smiled so sweetly at him.

“I.. i..”.

Cup

Erlan once again kissed Lena's lips gently. But this time it wasn't just sticking. Erlan deepened her kiss gently which made Lena could only resignedly accept her kiss.

“Sshh... Don't blame yourself dear.” Erlan said she let go of her kiss for a while and then re-picked Lena's lips.