CURTAINS OF THE PAST

Episode 44

Iffah looked at the man who had just married her in the waiting chair of the Hospital. Slowly his feet stepped heavily about to approach.

Toni knew it, only that she preferred not to start at that time. He would rather hear what Iffah would tell him. Kemil who was still there, moved a little away for them

can be free to convey the contents of each heart.

“I'm sorry, Mr. Antoni. This shouldn't have happened. Even though my Arjuna is gone, that doesn't mean I can forget it.” Toni did not say, she knew how Iffah felt at the time. “I'm confused as to how it is at the moment. Marriage has happened between us, but I can't be with you.” The tears of Iffah just flowed back. Iffah twisted her body about to pass leaving Toni there, however

Toni immediately restrains Iffah's arm.

“I'm sorry, Iffah. I knew everything from the beginning.”

“A-What?” Iffah was shocked to hear Toni's confession.

“Iya, Iffah. I already know about your marriage to Arjuna of Ghali. Ghali told me everything, and he also forbade me to approach you. But I really love you Iffah. I think the past..”.

“You think the past is how, sir? Does the past not matter? If it wasn't for the past, I wouldn't even live to this point.” Iffah was angry when he heard the words of Toni who defines the past as different from him.

“Not so Iffah, just it..”.

“Only he will no longer be in our present life, will he?” Iffah seemed not to give an opportunity to Toni convey his heart. “How can you think like that? You just give it back to yourself, can you still live without results from your past?” Not only Toni, Kemil who heard also turned to look at Iffah.

A scathing insinuation came out from Iffah's mouth, he just didn't mention Milka any more clearly. But they know where Iffah says.

“One more thing, Sir. Should have regretted this earlier.” Iffah was ready to leave Toni. But again Toni held Iffah's arm, he seemed still hoping that Iffah changed his mind and wanted to withdraw his words.

“Ton, Your Grandma..” Kemil holds Toni's shoulder. Toni's heart was pounding again hearing her Grandma called. He softened his hand grip on Iffah's arm and slowly released it. Toni's tears just fell by holding the pain that she herself did not understand with the pain she felt.

Toni approached Ghali who was still standing looking at them. “Ghali, for the moment I leave my wife to you, her guardian. I'll pick you up again. I once promised my wife that I would never let go of her hand when I was on the wrong path. And I have also promised you, that I am ready to accept any risk for him.” Iffah turned his head for a moment towards Toni who looked confident in her words, but she still left the place.

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Toni went into her house with a shaky step. Kemil who understood his cousin's feelings just followed him from behind. Toni's heart seemed to be squeezed at that time, the chanting of holy verses sounded syahdu, wailing to feel his heart cut from the grandmother's room.

“My grandchildren are home.” Grandma exclaimed as if to be heard from behind her roaring voice. All eyes were on him. Bobi looked behind Toni as if looking for Iffah, but he did not want to ask her.

Toni got closer, her fear grew and hurt her heart.

“Neneeeek.” The crying started to break. The atmosphere happened in the room.

Toni buried her face in the recess of Grandma's neck lying weakly on the bed. “Excuse Toni, Grandma.” It made the people who were there cry.

“Why are you crying, baby? You are Grandma's most powerful granddaughter.” Grandma gently stroked Toni's head which was still holding her.

“Toni felt like he had failed at everything, Toni as if he had not been given the chance to do his best, Nek.” He grew sobbing, and did not want to raise his face.

“You still remember what Grandma said earlier, right, baby?. And for Iffah, he needs time to come back, son. You must be patient, and do not give up. If you guys are indeed a match, he will return to your arms.” Whisper Grandma. His breath seemed to be blocked, Grandma's body shivered in the cold.

Feeling such a strange feeling, Toni further tightened her embrace to Grandma's shoulder. His issue is getting hard. ”Grandmother, grandmother..” Toni's whisperer-times in her grandmother's ear.

“Iffah,” The figure of Iffah is seen looming in the doorway by Grandma. Everyone looked there. Toni slowly raised her face to see the arrival of Iffah who was called her grandmother.

Toni brushed off her smile behind the sadness she was feeling at the time. A glimmer of hope shines it back.

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