
ELISE
"Guilt de elo." Sharma said as she leaned her body on the sofa.
"It's a good thing you have a lot of supplies at home." Continue again.
He was nagging me earlier. Because of my behavior who likes to order an impromptu cake to him.
Honestly, I often forget about our priority customer's birthday. Indeed, I usually always give my VIP customers a cake if they are having a birthday.
But sometimes there is forgetfulness. I didn't put it in my HP alarm.
It happened tonight I met him, suddenly asked to make cake for tomorrow.
"I swear I forgot my date crazaa. I was panicked earlier when Silvi called me, already in ready what not. yes I bokis deh so her, I said already, when the fact is belom hehehe... Tomorrow at 11 or 12 o'clock is not papa, it does not have to be early morning."
"That's a very habitual thing. Good thing to have a temen that can be in andelin."
"Empur hasn't come Shar yet?"
I just realized her husband hasn't come home yet. It was last night.
"So he said there was an office-person deal. So come home late. Iueee. I'm used to living alone." Said his sewot.
I laughed when I saw him self-blame.
"Sabar yaa cayaaaaaaaang, The marriage feels alone..." I keep teasing her.
But Sharma is used to it, from as long as he dated until he got married now, indeed Empur rarely came home on time.
Therefore, to fill his void, he opened a dance class and also did an order cake or catering. In order not to feel lonely at home.
"Eh know, when that time, I was in front of the school for a long time. But this is actually through walking, not the usual rich. All this time we've been through there always using a vehicle, right? Yesterday it wasn't, I walked. Richly we run out with lunch at that time, because mba Silvi asked to bring coffee near the office so I just made a walk from the restaurant where we ate yesterday. Original! I have a lot of nostalgia. So remember how the three of us used to be. Remember our confusion, remember elo the same Empur always fight, remember we like to steal out of school to find food because bosen food canteen. Kangeeeenn bangeeeet, can not turn Shar... I still want to go to school, maleees think tomorrow should be whose prospects, should this report it. It's good for a long time." I whined at length explaining my feelings when I was passing by at our school that time.
Because indeed, I really miss that time. I want to go back again. And just like Sharma, it's the same.
Even everyone in this world likes the time of High School. I don't know...
"I swear? Yes really, if you think our era of school is ngangenin ya. If asked to return, I also want to go back to the time we were in school, rich what? The burden is not so much. In the past, when school we thought the burden of duty was the hardest task, right? It turns out it's nothing to do with the present. About money can only make dizzy 7 circumference."
"Sama, a trivial problem now can make a burden. What else am I now, where do I work, where do I think about my wedding preparations. Double double his burden. fortunately mama still help me, if I take care of myself, I also can not be rich. Where in the office again tight about sales, What else hear the burden I will add one more, I have to sell insurance products again. Yes actually there will be a special marketing, but still, I have a target also to help sell it." Curse me while grunting annoyed.
"When do we go to school? Eat in the cafeteria once. Who knows the food there has changed a lot, I miss the same as the bricks." Continue me again.
"Maybe, we take Empur there anyway, just as he is on leave if you want. Waiting for him is not busy his rich is unlikely. So cool about him."
"Sok cool it's also for elo Shar, so you can buy powder." My ejek at her.
"But yes, if you want to say the most imprinted time in my mind, yes the time when elo disappeared El..."
Sharma reminded me of that incident. I was silent for a moment and smiled.
"Yes, it must be. In my life, this is also what takes up most of my memory space. "
"Elo don't know how excited the child when the news came out. I and Empur are the target speakers for children. On the way to all of us, even though we don't know what..."
Then Sharma continued her sentence,
"By the way, that guy... How are you doing?" Sharma asked with great care. I already know what he's thinking. What he meant.
"Dutch?" Ask me. I'm actually used to talking about him. His name, all about him.
"Yes... How long is this?"
I thought as I turned my eyeballs, remembering how long it had been since that incident.
"The rich... Em... How many years? Rich is 7 years Shar..."
"There really isn't any news?"
I answered him by raising my shoulder. That I really don't know.
"Which looks like you know, he'll just disappear..."
I continued my sentence, again,
"Yes actually did not disappear as well, I was more accurate just stop looking. Because I already know the answer. Why am I tired of trying to find him? If it's true, she must have come to my Shar... With her disappearance, I already know the answer. That's it anyway. I don't want to bother."
Sharma nodded at my explanation, in fact she already knew all about it. Because it's been years.
"I guess it's still in town, isn't it?"
"Who know?" I said indifferently.
Because indeed, his name already means nothing to me. I have come to terms with circumstances. It took me a long time to recover.
And now that I've made it, I've moved on and I've gotten better. I can open the door of my heart to others. I can move on with my life again.
All about him, it feels nothing else in my heart even though I discuss it or remember it again.
I'm really at peace with all of it.
I always pray for her to be healthy and happy always somewhere out there.