Between Me, You And Them

THIS MUST BE WRONG

ELISE

He felt so lazy to get out of bed on a cold day like now.

Holidays like this are delicious leyeh leyeh all day in bed.

But I remembered that my monthly needs had run out.

My soap, shampoo, parfume, and powder have been struggling to refill. My mom gave me money to buy it a week. But until now I haven't left either.

I took my flagship note and went to the shelf where I kept the item.

I tried to check one, whatever I needed to buy.

Finished recording all I closed my book and stood up, but my hand nudged a shelf.

The contents spilled to the floor. The shelf that filled my feminine gear. All those pads are scattered on the floor.

Lazily, I crouched back to pick her up.

Just sec...

Like I realized something.

Why does it feel like I haven't touched this stuff in a long time?

I see the number, there are still many. I took the calendar on my desk. When was the last time I had my period?

I shrugged my shoulders trying not to care and put the calendar back on the table.

I continued to order the pads that were scattered earlier and took my jacket to prepare to leave immediately.

It must be because all this time I was stressed because I had not come this month.

At least that's what I've read, stress affects your hormones.

Stress due to the tasks that accumulate also due to the case with the Nanda bang yesterday.

Arriving at the mini market near my house, I immediately took the basket and started shopping.

I opened the note that I had kept in my jacket pocket. Honestly, if I do not record what I want to buy, go home who just wanted to buy 3 items ended up with 1 large bag.

I'm afraid of places like this, like shopping that I don't need. The tip of the end must have nagged mama at home. Because the money he gave must have run out and not infrequently even tekor.

As of now, I was asleep on a shelf that displayed a variety of parfumes. I'm a "slave" packing. I can't see one thing that packs a funny funny thing.

Unconsciously I immediately bought it. Need it or not, I definitely took it without a second thought.

There might be about 30 minutes I walk around in this small minimarket. I don't know, I just love seeing these things one by one.

Until I finally stood in front of the drug rack. I took 1 box of eye drops. I remember that at home my eye drops were left at the end of the bottle.

Do not stop there, I still stand looking at the goods displayed there.

This is just a stack of drugs. Why am I staying here so long.

My eyes were on one item there. I don't know why I'm working with him.

I looked at her for a long time.

Wait, why am I like this.

I woke myself up by patting my face.

What the hell is El? Are you crazy, right?

I immediately went to the cashier with the basket fully loaded.

While at the cashier, my feelings were very upset. Still thinking about what I saw.

Are you crazy, huh? Why do you want to buy it? Wh-wh-what for? So ridiculous.

I chuckled to myself remembering my own stupidity. I want to quickly pay for everything and get out of here.

But the queue in front of me was long. About 15 minutes later I had a chance to pay. That's because the other cashier's door has been opened. Because I see a long line.

I put all my stuff out on the cashier's desk, while the cashier was counting all of it.

"So soon, brother, this one can't be scanned." He picked up the box of eye drops I bought earlier. I answered her with a nod and she left in front of me.

He came back again with the same box and inputted it into the computer in front of him.

"Just a little mba." Suddenly I cut off his activities. I passed by and walked towards the medicine shelf I had just come to.

I took the 1 tool and immediately took it to the cashier. After paying for all of it I'm getting out of there.

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Crazy one! You crazy Elsi.

What do you have in mind is buying this tool.

I held it when I got to my room.

What is Elsiiii? You think you're pregnant?

I patted my own eel. I was stupid this time. My shopping craziness has not survived.

I was thinking of buying this because of the pink wrap. Aye right? Must be the wrap, right? Not because I'm suspicious of my own body.

I threw him under the table. The fool, my inner. I threw my body into the bed. 50 thousand earlier I can use buy 1 packet of burgers in the mall. I became upset with myself.

I stood up again from my sleep and took the test that I had thrown earlier. Sangking his annoyance with my stupidity, I wanted to throw him in the trash.

I walked to the bathroom in my room and stepped on the trash can until the lid was open.

But......

It would be more stupid if I had been in vain.

Did I try it, huh? Try to finish it I threw it away. Calculate someday right if I married I will also wear it.

I paused my intention to throw it away, I sat on top of my closet. I read all the usage instructions listed on the packaging.

I opened the contents, long like my marker. The color is pink. Beautiful too, my inner.

I open the lid. Oh this part that's soaked in my urine.

I looked, What can I use to hold my urine? Hm....

Should it be in the box? I don't have a small place for that. Time of the bowl in the kitchen? So dirty.

I decided to just throw it straight away. This is just try it.

After that I waited a few minutes. The red line appears one. I laughed seeing her.

See? What's on my mind today? I must be really crazy today. I got out of the bathroom and immediately took my laptop.

It is better now that I just watch and continue my delayed leyeh leyeh.

1 hour of my film has passed I just remembered the testpek I still put on the sink. It can be messed up until mom sees it.

I ran into the bathroom, grabbed the device and prepared to throw it away.

But....

I saw her again. Trying to think.

I rubbed my eyes. Like most laptop screens make my eyes go wrong.

But it's not wrong.

I'll take the wrap again. I'm trying to make sure.

Negative 1 line.

Positive 2 lines.

I'll look at that tool again. That feeling when I stayed he only appeared 1 line only.

But what do I see in front of me now?

Why did 1 more line appear.

I'm still reading the instructions on the packaging. I put her back on the sink.

Many times I make sure the results stay the same.

My heart started to beat. Whatisthis? Why can it change? Wasn't it just 1 line?

If two are like I saw this? Whatdoes thatmean?

The time I was pregnant?

I bite my nails, throwing away all my nervousness. The nervousness began to appear.

Is this why I haven't been menstruating all this time?

I'm trying to remember her, it's been a long time since I've been dealing with the same name of her sanitary napkin. Proven with the stock in my closet that is still a lot.

I thought hard as I sat back on top of my closet. Her taste was the last time I had my period before I met Bang Nanda.

Stupid elsi! Why don't you record every period anyway?! So he was confused how long I hadn't come to the moon.

I stood and glazed, twirled my body. Nothing has changed.

I lifted my shirt and looked at my stomach. Like nothing has changed either. But when I touched my lower abdomen, I felt a little tighter than usual.

Can't! This is impossible!

To prove this wrong, I'll go again to buy his test.

I put the test that I was wearing in the closet. A place I don't think anyone will find. And I went straight away again.