Between Me, You And Them

WHAT HAVE I BEEN THROUGH, RIGHT?

SHARMA

I can't stand this! It feels so awkward. All I could do was glance at the back lyrics towards Empur.

When is it going to be this quiet atmosphere?

But during the course of the lesson, Empur was just busy gesturing me not to say anything to Elsi.

I saw Elsi just keep writing while looking down. Didn't do anything and didn't say anything since he got into the class.

What the hell is it?

What have I been through, right?

Why did Elsi hit Bang Nanda in the cafeteria?

What's the matter with the two of them?

Why is Bang Nanda called a bastard by El?

Why doesn't Elsi tell us anything?

I didn't even know he wasn't okay all along.

I opened my WA, my WA just in the same read Purna.

I asked him if we should take Elsi to my house after school. In her circumstances like this.

But he didn't respond to her.

When the school bell rang, my heart was pounding. I don't know what to do.

I see Empur, he also only kept silent when the children were ready to go home and leave first class one by one. Until we all three stayed in class.

Elsi began to move and put her books in her bag.

"Let's go to Sharma's house." He said without looking at us a bit

Without thinking twice about me and Empur, we are both the same as directly packing our goods.

******

Today's incessant events make me surprised instead of playing.

This time I looked again, unable to say anything. Even Empur was as surprised as I was.

"What did you say?" Empur asked Elsi again with what she had just heard. Elsi lowered her face and took a deep breath.

"Gue slept with Bang Nanda..." Repeat it again.

Many times even repeated I still do not believe.

"When?" Purna asked again.

"Time....... That night...." Elsi answered very softly.

"I guessed it..." Purna. I look in his direction. Am I the only one here who doesn't know what?

"Elo forced by Nanda?" Ask her again.

Elsi shakes.

"You drunk?"

Elsi nodded again.

"We are fully conscious pur...." Her speech.

"So last night you couldn't call that elo again the same as him?"

Elsi just nodded. Not speaking a single word.

I'm just here confused about what they're talking about. I couldn't respond to anything.

"Why is the morning elo not the real story with us?"

Elsi raised her face to look at Purna.

"Gue...... Not ready..... I'm still in shock..."

"El.." -...." I finally opened my mouth. He turned his eyes to me.

"I'm honestly still confused. I don't understand. Can elo story from the beginning, until today's events. I swear I'm the same Empur confused El.... We don't know what...."

"Ep..... So gini...." Elsi is sitting.

"The night at the party. I am not drunk nor am I in need. I´m..... Yeah so. Like I told you. And I've agreed to ask Bang Nanda not to tell anyone about tonight. That's why I don't have a story for you either. But it's more precise it's not time yet. I'm not ready yet. Because to be honest, after the incident that night, I rich feel strange and ilfeel the same yourself. Same with Bang Nanda. I refused her invitation to date me and even refused to be close to her. I don't know why I feel that way. Then... As long as you guys aren't around, Bang Nanda won me over. How hard my efforts eluded him, as hard as it was he came for me. Help me. Everyone knows I have had a crush on him a long time ago. Just because I finished that incident I became ilfeel. But a week with her made me melt again.... I fell in love with her again. And what I don't know... Yesterday, in the cafeteria, his temen bang Nanda, my brother jhon nyamperin. You want to know what?"

He hung his story. Purma and I were both silent waiting for his continuation.

"He talked about that night. Ask me if I'm dating Nanda or just a one night stand with Nanda. And bad again....." Elsi wiped her tears flowing down her cheeks.

"He took me too...." She covered her face and cried. I immediately got up from my seat and hugged her.

"Damn it..." Purna.

"Gue disgusted Shar... I'm disgusted with myself. I´m..... I was disappointed with Bang Nanda...... I think he can be trusted...... Severe her story to her temen so..... I hurt Shar...."

Elsi said with a hiccup. I hugged him tightly. Now I understand what happened.

I saw Purna bowed down like he was thinking of something. He didn't respond to anything.

But then he stood up and took a bottle of drink from my table. And gave it to me.

I immediately greeted her and told Elsi to drink.

"Please calm down...." I said while stroking his back elus.

"But sorry, it means that Nanda did not know if she was angry because of what was?" Purna asked.

Elsi shook her head, "She doesn't know Pur... Two days ago we walked together. Since my meeting with Brother Jhon yesterday, I did not respond to all his messages. He didn't know I was angry. That's why I broke up to go straight to him. I was lazy on the phone. I was so emotional when I saw him joking with a friend of his in the cafeteria earlier. I'll discuss this matter when I get home from school. Not in the cafeteria in the middle of a lot of people. But I can't hold it anymore."

Purna and I nodded at the same time. Now it has been answered what is the question in both of our brains.

"It looks like he's coming in Elo El... Explain why you're mad at him." Obviously me.

"Already, after I came to him in the cafeteria, he chased me again. But still I don't want to, and I go leave him. I told you never to get close to me again. Let's just say we never knew. He asked me why I was like this, I didn't want to answer. I can't explain and stay close to him for long. I even blocked his phone number."

"What do you want now?" I asked again.

"How about. I want to go back to life as before. By not knowing her and not wanting to know about her."

******

After taking Elsi home, Purna came back to my house. We agreed to meet again and chat about what happened today.

"Gue still doesn't believe Pur..." I opened the conversation when we were already sitting on my living room couch.

"Gue too..."

I'm flustered.

"Well wasn't that when Elsi confessed, elo said you expected it?"

"Gue guessed that there must have been something that night, but did not suspect that it turned out that Elsi was sleeping with Nanda. That's what I didn't expect."

"Why can this be so Pur eventnya... And I wonder why El could hide this incident with both of us. Maybe if nothing happened to Jhon, he wouldn't have told Pur..."

"Maybe he needs Shar's time... Like he said."

"If according to my heart only, now I want to come Nanda and Jono keep me tonjok his face. But I can't. I can't go that far. I can only when Elsi really tells me to do it." He continued his sentence again.

"What should we do now?"

"Well, not how. We can only do what Elsi wants. He wants us to be ordinary, yes, we're just..."