Between Me, You And Them

IDIOT

ELISE

Begooooo.... Bego once elo Elsiiiii..

I ruffled my own hair when I got to my room.

On my way home from the cafe, I really messed up.

Why are you adding a new problem Eeeell????

That meeting was supposed to be his goal to solve the problem. Not to go to him.

I still remember his face when I refused raw his invitation to scout me.

I replied in a very sharp and cold tone.

After leaving the cafe, I felt sorry for him.

But if I go back there again I look like a fool.

I don't know what's on my mind, the more he wants to get close to me, the more reluctant I become.

No, not because I hate him. I love him first. Even yesterday when I saw him at the cafe for the first time, I had time to sculpt. This guy is so brave. I can't deny it.

But because he was too kind and perfect that's when the whisper came. Whispers that make me not believe he's good.

All I have in mind is if we date later, it's not because he loves me, it's because he's kasian. And just feel like you need "responsibility".

That's what I don't want. I don't want to have a relationship because of "something"

I was too scared to be played, betrayed...

Which makes me so cold in front of him. But I can't be like that.

I threw my body in bed. I looked at my HP screen. I don't know why I'm waiting for it to sound. I was hoping that Bang Nanda would call me.

How am I going to school tomorrow?

I covered my face with a pillow. I thought we would meet again at school. I can't afford it.

There should have been no awkwardness between us, so we could have casually met at school. As ever.

But what I do makes things worse.

Is he angry?

Is he upset with me?

Does her heart hurt over my treatment?

Or did he laugh because I managed to reject him? So he doesn't have to take responsibility.

ELSI STOP NEGATIVELY THINKING YOU!

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I just want to move schools. The vow.

I can't sleep all night. I saw the clock on my HP screen. Still dawn.

I pulled my blanket again. I'm not sleepy at all. All I think about is the morning.

I prayed not to meet him and meet him at school.

I'll avoid the places where he shows up often. Thank goodness our class was far away. Because he's my upperclassman.

I can't see it anymore after what I did yesterday.

I have to face her. Because I asked him to be as ordinary as when he did not know.

I'm taking HP, looking for Empur contact.

Empr... ELo can pick me up? Elo Sharma today?

I sent WA to Purna.

I'm tired of having to go alone. So that I'm not too nervous there's good of her I set out with her.

My HP reads.

Sama Sharma anyway, but you can stop by to pick you up.

Her reply.

I'm frowning. What does he mean? I'm gonna shake 3 then? They always use both bikes.

Sharma okay said. He brought a car today. Why don't you talk on Grub anyway?

Reply again.

Oh, take Sharma's car... I was confused about it when you said stop by to pick me up.

Must be you think I'm the same Sharma pick you up on the bike right?

Hehehe...

Yes already wear the motor we shake 3. Elo in front yes, because your body is the smallest. Calm down my motorbike fit.

Look out, I'll see you!

Shut me up, and I'll take a shower.

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"Tumben El elo asked to be picked up? You used to be with mom..." Ask Sharma while driving.

"Emmm.. Mama wants to hunt and not be in line with Shar's school, so she's afraid not to have time."

How's it? I've been a liar, haven't I?

"But the tumben can also bring a car. Not in pake?" Reply me.

"There's an El car..." Answer Purna casually.

"But fortunately I did WA at dawn. So we can prepare the time. If lo new WA morning, surely we're late now." Connect Purna again.

Yes, indeed my house and their house are both a good distance away. End to end. Our school is in the middle.

So when they went to pick me up they went through school first.

Therefore I and they rarely leave the same. I was always in between mama or not riding an online motorcycle.

Because my mom's college must have passed my school.

When Sharma's car entered the school district. I'm back in cold sweat.

In my heart pray that I will continue to be the same Bang Nanda until his time.

I watch the surroundings, I see a watch in my hand. Looks like this early Nanda bang and her friend's friend haven't come yet.

It's a good time for me to get into class.

I got out of the car and was followed by Purna and Sharma.

I was nervous to death but I had to act in front of them both as normally as possible. It's crazy to feel.

Looks like Purna kissed my "unnormal.

"Elo why El? Who's nyari?" He said as we walked to class.

"Eh? No... Why not why."

"Let's look up mulu." He pointed at the second floor building.

Yeah, that's where Nanda's bang class is.

"Gue just realized that Empur, it turns out that our school is big yes..."

Stupid stupid Elsi...

Purna just scrunched his forehead and threw his padangan from me. Obviously he's being "strange" with my attitude.

Safe like her, the school is still quiet, Bang Nanda's class is quiet. Even Kak Adil's car and his friend's friend have not been seen in the parking lot.

I can go to class quietly.

I walked casually while looking down, I only realized that my shoelaces were open.

I'm looking down to fix it.

"You guys go first." Say to them without looking. I tied my shoelaces.

Until I realized there was a leg approaching me.

"I told you first... Why wait for me..."

I froze for a moment.

The pair of legs I saw in front of me was bang Nanda.

He smiled standing in front of me. Very fragrant. I do smell her body.

Damnit...

Bump me in my heart.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" Said it while smiling. So sweet. My legs almost blew.

Wh why? why is he so relaxed to see me? Did I hurt him yesterday?

And these? In front of my friend? I JUST REALIZED WITH THEM!

I looked, they saw me from far away. Die me...

Apparently they haven't left.

"El..." Call her again, see I'm busy myself.

"Why again bang?" I said while looking down. I'm ashamed to be half dead.

"Well, her words were acting normally. If you're like this, your friend's friend can be suspicious."

I'm speechless. I'm staring at her. Sardonic. She laughs.

I looked again towards Purna and Sharma. They still watch me.

I took a deep breath trying to relax...

"Abang apologizes about yesterday. Must be El's shocked." Continue again.

"Yes, I'm not sorry. Continues to?" reply me while agitated.

No need to bother nyamperin bang if you just want to talk about it....

"Thank you for sorry. El don't be mad, do you?"

He said with a smile. Again. And sweet.

"Yeah. Yes, not good to see temen temen."

"What are we doing?" The reply.

"Gak ngapa do tapi malesss ajaa. Yes, yes, Bye." I said as it passed.

He's chasing me again.

"What elseiii?" Ask me annoyed.

"Just tell me the offer is still the same as yesterday." He smiled wider. Show all his white teeth.

If I didn't realize I was hugging him in the middle of this field. But it happens when I'm crazy.

I left her and ran as fast as she could to Purna and Sharma.