Between Me, You And Them

THE GRENADE EXPLODED

ELISE

Early morning at school, Bang Nanda came to my class with a box of chocolate milk.

Honestly, I had the pleasure of seeing it, but I tried to hold it to look ordinary.

I still flower flowers considering yesterday.

"Sorry El, come morning. What's his job?" He said while sitting in front of me.

"Oh yes, milk for breakfast. I'm sure El had breakfast, but I don't want this for Elsi."

I smiled awkwardly. It's so awkward because it's the first time Nanda bang came to me in class.

Yeah, I used to, but I didn't exist at the time. I just know all the eyes of the children in the class were on me when Bang Nanda came. After that, they were ordinary.

"Thank you bang. His job was done last night. Tumben morning to here bang?" I welcomed the milk from his hands and drank it straight out. If I am nervous I can instantly become greedy. Remember what happened in the cafeteria yesterday?

"Yes... I just wanted to say that you weren't in school all day. There's a journalist's activities outside."

Hearing that my cheeks are heating up,

Why would he report to me?

Am I her boyfriend?

And why bother to come here?

Can't it just go through WA?

And why am I so glad that he's like this to me?

I can't answer her. I just nodded while biting my lips. Salting once.

"Udah? That's doang?" He asked me. It seems like my response was not what he expected.

"Cirain will be sad there is no brother..."

"No.. That's not... El must have felt lonely bang. No one knows how to show up in front of his ordinary rich El." He laughed when he heard me.

"Where is he going? Not his brother already can not participate in the activity huh?" I asked again.

"That can't be until it can't go in for days. His example of the rich set out to Ausie Like Purna and Sharma. If only in the city and only a permit a day is not papa. But you don't know if this is going to be all day, about it could be noon already back here again."

"Oh that. No papa anymore bang. The spirit!"

"No spirit anyway, want to rest and chat with El later in the afternoon. Uh but I can't."

The bell rang throughout the class.

"Yes, my brother is back. Let's continue in WA. If you're back soon, we'll see ya." He said while standing up.

"Yes bang. Thanks for the drinks."

I waved my hand and he too. She left with a sweet smile on her lips.

All the hours I did not miss anymore. Why is there only Bang Nanda's face in my shadow?

Was I really in love this time?

Did you really lose the strange feeling at that time?

In less than a week, my feelings collapsed with her kindness.

I held tightly to the bracelet she gave me last night, ever since she gave me last night, I never got out of my hand again.

I remembered her invitation to be my girlfriend.

Really are? Sincere yet?

I took a deep breath. I think I'll give him an answer tomorrow.

Or today if we could meet.

******

"Can you sit here girl?"

Oh, Brother Jhon?

I saw look around, like he was alone. There are no other friends.

"Boo... Can brother..." I said nervous.

He took my face in, I was getting nervous about it. Did I pull it out, huh? But not polite anyway? I haven't finished eating yet.

"Elo temen Nanda isn't it? Party time that night?" He asked me. While still watching me.

"Hm... Yes brother."

"Oh elo adek class."

Why did he just know? Bang Nanda is not a story. I told her not to tell anyone about us. What else about that night.

I just nodded and gulped down my mineral water.

"Your nanda is again an activity." Answer her cuek while eating fried food that she brought. I'm still keeping quiet. Just respond with an awkward smile.

"Where is he?" He continued asking again.

I stopped my bribe. With the spoon still hanging and looking towards her.

Seeing my face confused, Brother Jhon continued his question again.

"Where? Great right?"

I frowned at me.

This time I put my spoon back on the plate.

"What do you mean, brother?"

He lifted his smile.

"Great not the game? That night the first night I knew. I don't know if he told me anything yet. I was also surprised that he could sleep with her that night."

It was like a grenade exploded in my head. My heart collapsed upon hearing him. I took my hand off the table.

"So now elo her status is she the same? A boyfriend? THE FWB? Or was it just the One night stand that night?"

My hands are shaking violently. This time I could only stay silent. My brain is still digesting what I've heard from this guy.

As much as possible I held back my tears from falling.

Wh why? Why like this?

"If only One night stand, can dong when the same I..." She said lightly and let out a smile that seduced me.

Hearing that, this time my tears fell. I can't hold it anymore. My heart is broken, my brain is completely frozen. My head was dizzy instantly.

All I could do was stand up and run away. Sayup I heard him call my name.

I ignored him, I can't take it anymore. I can't stand to hear his words anymore.

I was really in shock as great as it was. It felt better than that night.

The night I had begun to forget, and was brought up again with that person who made me become disgusted with myself. Makes me look cheap.

Why would he know?

Bang Nanda's.......

Shoulda-coulda...

Justjust right...

Why can I trust him...

Until the class I rushed to pack my things and went to the teacher's room.

I'm looking for my homeroom teacher and reasoned I'm sick. He offered me a rest in the UKS, but I refused. I can't stand it, I don't want to meet anyone at this school, I'm ashamed.

After getting my permit home I walked to the gate and immediately left the school running as far away as he could. With tears all over my face.