
ELISE
"Not slept yet?" Bang Nanda broke my daydream.
Since hanging up the phone, until now I just daydreamed not believe what happened today.
I can't believe my question Papa knew my story, and I can't believe it more because I'm forgiven. If I remember her again I just want to cry.
Ever since I met Bang Nanda, somehow my life has been full of surprises.
There are always immeasurable things done by him.
Including this matter, which turned out he had permission with papa to marry me. And admit all his mistakes.
He was willing to dive into the sosmed to find information about papa. In order to contact papa.
It felt like I wanted to fly to Papa, and hug him tightly. I need him, one of my family who accepted me after my mom kicked me out.
I know, compared to my mom, papa is indeed the most difficult human I have ever known. He almost never scolded me with Elmi as long as we were still living at home.
His nature is compared to 100% of the nature of the mother, maybe because it's also they can not be together anymore.
When they fight, papa never raised his voice to mama. In contrast to mama, if she was already wrathful, no one would dare to fight her anymore.
Why don't I tell you about the pregnancy and the eviction of me from home to papa, because I can't hurt her very much. Although he was patient, but I was very afraid to make him disappointed in me.
I don't know what Nanda bang was talking about when he called her, when he confessed all of it. And how papa's response was actually when he knew it all, but I'm grateful, at least I'm not the one who faced it the first time.
Yes, I am a coward.
"Not yet drowsy bang. Where are you going?" I said when I saw Bang Nanda wanted to get out of the room again.
"Let El sleep?" He said while standing at the door. I frowned at me.
"I mean my brother can't sleep if there's a brother?"
She nodded awkwardly, I guess like it wasn't me who couldn't sleep, it was her. Because he went back and forth to check that I was asleep if it had not been repeatedly.
"Well in, it's tonight, we're moving tomorrow." Say it while pulling the blanket.
He paused for a moment and hesitated towards the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed.
"Anything uncomfortable with Elsi?" Ask me to the point. Makes her more clumsy and misbehaving.
"Not that, not that..."
"Continue?"
"Yes yes... Brother's sleeping..." He said while turning his body and trying to lay down beside me.
We actually slept in one bed after the party. The time in the hotel before we flew here, he was just asleep on the hotel couch. I don't want to sleep next to me.
Her sense of disbelief if a shy man like this had managed to make me pregnant. Strange feeling. Like he wasn't at this party.
"What the hell is it? Shame huh?" I asked in her disillusioned tone.
He pulled a blanket over his entire body and turned his back on me. I am amused to see his attitude.
"Who is ashamed? Not just ordinary."
"How common is the sound?"
She's speechless. I laughed seeing her. I can't hold my amused.
He snorted seeing me successfully tease him.
"Yes, if you're ashamed, Elsi sleeps with Leo."
"Eh, haphazardly his mouth!" He said while looking annoyed at me. I laugh more and more.
"Yes that's why. Don't be so tense, dong. Relax just bang..."
"Casual bang Elsi. Who's tense."
"That's why do I back up? Am I the wall? I'm already brother's wife?"
"That's not it...."
"Keep what?"
"Yes that's the point. Yes huh? Bobo yuk we..." He was pampering me. I can't stand it anymore.
"OK okay. Let's go to sleep." Take me.
For a long time we lay facing the sky. We are just as busy with our own thoughts. I still remember papa. Bang Nanda was wondering what.
"Dude..." My rebuke is in the dark.
"Yes?"
"Thank you again, bang. I can bring you back to my life."
"Papa doesn't miss El, we're the only ones who avoid."
I nodded in agreement.
"We. We both have to go back to our families after everything is ready. We'll be back with our new lives."
"Thank you, brother..." Close me. I held out my hand from under the blanket. Ask her hand to welcome me.
Bang Nanda held me in doubt. I'm surprised I'm not playing.
"His hands are cold! Wet again?!" yell me. His hands are like sick people. It was full of sweat and his fingertips were extremely cold.
"What's the matter?" Ask me again.
"Ah is ah... Let's go bobo." He let go of my hand in a hurry. Before I ridicule him again.
"Any nervous bang?"
"You are males." Her words covered all her body with a blanket. I opened the blanket again.
"Bang, really?" Tempt me while giggling.
"Udah bobo, entar om Leo woke us up noisy."
"Jawab was really a nervous brother?"
"Yes yes! Nervous to sleep in bed with you!" Answer in the end. I laughed satisfied.
"Oh, anyway, lebay deh. This new rich."
"New light."
"What if it's new?" I said while pointing at my stomach.
"Ah is too bad!" He snorted in annoyance and flipped his body. I laughed again. So happy to prank her tonight.
******
I threw myself into the chair. Oh, my God, my weak self. Working no matter how much makes me tired amazing. Since I was pregnant my breath was often panting.
"Udah rest first. Let Nanda deck with Leo aja nerusin. Just gonna be fine." Reputable Mother saw me sitting with my sweat.
"I don't work a lot of mama."
"That's why I'm pregnant again. It's natural..." The official said with a smile to me.
I am grateful to be the neighbor next to me. And this attention. Actually, I already know the official ma'am from Bang Nanda. Bang Nanda said that we would have good neighbors.
Turns out after meeting me properly admitted her, she was very nice. My arrival was properly welcomed with them.
There are a few more mothers besides the official mother. All of them accepted me with pleasure.
Come just now, I've been offered to eat with them, the look of her mother was cooking porridge manado. I told him to eat with them. If it's not wrong at the house of a mother named Yasmin. They call it Yasmin tea.
"Mom made you want some anget tea?" Barat ma'am Official to me. I immediately refused it. Honestly, I haven't had a good time serving like a queen since I came.
"Don't ma'am thank you. Kasian mom bothered. Oh yeah, how long have you been living here, Mom?"
"Hm... Probably from Rio's mother's 8-month-old son. Now he's in Junior High 2."
"Old, too, ma'am."
"Yes that's why mom said to your husband yesterday, if who lives here must be at home. Even if they come out, it's because they have managed to buy their own house. That's Yasmin's tea for 3 years here. He's waking up, probably already 60% so."
I nodded naggingly. Thank God, at least the environment here is not as cute as people in my old home complex.
My old house I barely knew my neighbors, because they rarely went out.
"Have you done the deck?" Ask your brother when he comes out of the room. Bang Nanda and Om Leo were cleaning our room. Actually this house is ready to stay, there are only a few that need to be arranged to look neat. Even though my stuff with Bang Nanda isn't too much.
"Beres mom. Alhamdulillahot. Elsi, thank you to the official ma'am, yesterday, the mother who helped fill the kitchen. Brother about her is not a very expert."
"Really mom? Thank you very much ma'am." Ask me not to believe. I think that all this time only bang Nanda and om Leo only improved.
"Mother used to be the same new neighbor, mother used to help them move son. So just relax. Anyway you guys if you need something do not hesitate to ketok mother's house ya."
"Every mom, later if Elsi lack salt, Elsi ketok mother's house ya." Say bang Nanda while smiling teasing me.
"It's just haphazard." I said while pinching his leg.
"Is it sorted out, huh? Mom's back, huh? You guys rest first. Enjoy the new house." Official stood up ready to go.
"Where are you going? Don't eat first?" Leo appeared from the door.
"Ah no need, was already full eating porridge next door. That's your porridge in the kitchen. Don't forget to eat. If we've already eaten on the deck next door?" Official said while poking me. I nodded with a smile.
"I'm staying with Leo. Just let me know if there's anything."
"Enggeh ma'am, suwun yaa." Om Leo took the Official Miss out of the house.
After eating the porridge given by the mother next door, om Leo permission to go home. He said we had to rest because we must be tired for a few days now, busy with this.
I endlessly thanked him. Because he bothered with our presence. Even until this second he said why we have to rush to rent a house while being able to stay at home with him.
But my brother and I don't want to bother him anymore. There's been enough of his services helping us since we came to this city.
I don't know how to be grateful to the many good people around me. Little by little, my heart became more colorful. At least my heart no longer feels as bland and hollow as it used to be.