Between Me, You And Them

EXECUTION DAY

ELISE

I turned over the milk box that Bang Nanda gave me back at school.

Ever since I got pregnant, we've come back the way we used to be. Although I tried to avoid him, but he always came with a thousand of his goodness, which made my heart become melted.

Sometimes I feel sorry for him too, I always talk bitterly to him. Always cold to her. But I can't control it all.

Not because I'm angry with him, but because I'm stressed about all this. The impact of this incident.

I used to feel like I didn't need her to go through this, but I was wrong. I really need her.

If I meet her, talk to her, half my burden is gone. I feel like I'm not alone in this world.

Because I absolutely do not want to involve Sharma and Purna on this incident. I don't want to.

They always ask me what I'm going to do after this, I never answer. I only speak a thousand languages.

"El... Do not swallow this problem yourself. I and Sharma won't shut up, we'll help you out." Full speech that night. He asked me to go out to eat.

"Silence Pur. Let me finish it myself."

"You're responsible, right?" Ask her. I just nodded.

"For example, he ran away from this, I went forward."

I looked at her.

"Gue's getting married elo."

"Lo printing." Answer me sewot.

"Serious Guess Elsi."

"If that happens, it means I'm not sane. I'm fucking crazy. Elo is crazy too."

"Don't care. Because you can't go through this alone."

"Yes, but not Pur..."

"Remember my promise tonight. If Nanda runs away from trouble."

"If you marry me, pity Sharma dong not be elo wedded." I switched the conversation jokingly.

"Sir papa. She could be my second wife." He returned my jokes.

"Lunatics."

"Crazy like this, dear, is it the same for me?" Her ejek. Purna has always been so.

"Gak ah males. I love my husband."

"Who is your husband?"

"Yes later if there's stock."

"Anything is rich, there's a stock of what's not."

after that we laughed together.

******

I had no appetite all day. My only thought is one, I must succeed in doing so without any hindrance.

I made an appointment with the clinic I was looking for a few days ago. The clinic that she said did provide abortions.

I put the milk box back in my bag. I'll be in the clinic soon.

I looked left right where I was waiting. Most kids my age are here. There were also those who came with his parents. Someone was with his partner. I am the only one who came alone.

Their faces are all the same as mine. Murky and was was once. Is it the same problem with us? Are we just as pregnant as we didn't expect?

From now on my HP, I activate the "plane mode. I don't want anyone to bother me right now. After school I told Purna, Sharma, and Bang Nanda that I wanted a break. They just believe me, and don't bother me for a while.

"Children of today...." Said the doctor in front of me as I sat in front of him.

"You're here yourself?" He asked me. The doctor this time is different from the doctor I went to before her.

This time it was far from friendly. The first time I entered was not welcomed and not helped anything. He just stared at me cynically.

"Yes doc..." I answered while showing my face.

I just fell silent confused.

"I can't take action if you come alone, and you don't bring your parents. I don't want to take any chances."

"I have to bring the old man doc?" I asked in disbelief.

"Well? Yes lah. I don't want to do anything without your guardian's permission. And you should come with your guardian. I don't want to be prosecuted later in the day. I'm kapok. Those of you who sin, I am being demanded like that. Just go home, come back if you manage to get permission with your parents."

I cried hearing his explanation. My tears just came out without me noticing.

I walked out of the room with limp feet. I have to what now? Where might I bring my mom here. I know how hard Mom is. It's better to die if you have to tell him.

I immediately ran away from the clinic as far away as he could. I walked aimlessly.

"Wait for your brother there. Don't go where." He said across the phone.

I called Bang Nanda after I left the clinic. I was confused what to do. My brain is completely dead-end. Where else would I do that?

I sat in front of a mini market that provided a place to copy. I'm waiting for Bang Nanda to come pick me up.

I saw him from a distance. And approached me who was sitting alone.

"Where's El?" Ask her while adjusting her breath.

It looks like he's in a hurry here. Because the distance between her house to where we are now is quite far, but she didn't take long to get there.

My tears came out again seeing her coming. I shook my head in a doldrums.

"What's his word?"

"Doctor said I should get parental consent first. And I'm there for a guardian. Can't be alone like today."

"It's an alleged brother El. To do this, El cannot be alone. Someone should accompany post-opration." Clearly her.

"If you accompany me today, you can't bang. The doctor asked for parental consent. Yes where may I permit, I want to fall pregnant with my mother. I'm crazy." I was crying a mouthful. I can't take it anymore.

Bang Nanda grabbed my hand.

"We think it's the same with Elsi. Elsi calm down."

I just kept crying. I want to express my sadness that I have withstood from yesterday.

"How to help you find somewhere else." Say it again. I lifted my face and wiped my tears.

"Let's go to the house." Take me in the end.

When I got to my room, I opened my laptop.

"El, where's the kitchen?" Ask bang Nanda. I talked to him and he left the room.

He came again with a warm cup of tea. He gave it to me.

"Drink first El." I greeted him and took a little sip.

"It's a bang." I pointed at the laptop screen that I was holding. He sat next to me after putting the cup on the table.

"But...." I hung up my sentence. He was still seriously reading what I showed him.

"But the cost is much greater. I read his comments here do not need parental approval. It only takes a guardian to accompany the action."

"35 million?" He asked while staring at the screen. I'm nodding.

"The brother in the account is only 25 million." Say it again.

"Still 10 million...." Keep me. He's nodding.

Where else could he get that kind of money? My heart became sad again.

As if she could read my heartbreak, she stroked my head gently. Looked at me my eyes deep.

"Quiet yeah... Later brother find the money." He said with a sweet smile.

It felt like I hadn't seen her for a long time. A smile that makes me always flutter. It makes my heart always melt. A smile full of sincerity.

She wiped my tears out of the corner of my eye.

"Where do you get that kind of money?" I asked again.

"There's a tree. Elsi take it easy."