Between Me, You And Them

NOT GREETING EACH OTHER

ELISE

This morning was so bright. Unlike the day before her the gray. I forget when the sun shines bright in the morning, because for a whole month today my day only rains.

Even if the sun appeared, it would soon be covered in dark clouds again.

Four months have passed since the big incident in the cafeteria. Bang Nanda and I have never spoken again.

A month after the incident, bang Nanda still often stared at me from a distance. I can realize it.

But he didn't dare come to me. Because if I see her, I will definitely try to run away from her as far as possible.

But the end of this. He doesn't even care about me. Even if we were close together, he took his eyes off me. I don't have to bother to avoid it anymore.

The situation is right again like the old days when he and I did not know each other.

But it's not her fault, I'm asking for this to happen. I want us not to know each other. Forgetting what happened.

As of this moment, in front of the class he was standing was announcing something. His attitude is ordinary. There was no smile I could see. That sweet smile.

When she walked handing out something towards my desk, all I could do was fall into a awkward silence.

He put the paper on my desk without looking at me at all, and it just passed from before me.

He's not trying to get close to me, talk about yesterday, or call me by name in the least. He really did what I asked.

Since I blocked his contacts from my HP, no more messages from him came in even with a new number.

Well... Like her, she doesn't have to try to find me.

At the ceremony this morning we were somehow in the same line even though it was opposite. I can see his face.

He looked at me, but gave me no expression. Not smiling, not throwing your face away, just flat.

Wherever there was a chance we could meet, he always did. Maybe because I did it first.

I think he's tired enough to try to make things right. Which ended with me getting even more angry with him.

But I can't deny it. There was something in my little heart that felt sad about what was happening with us. Seeing the change in attitude of Nanda to me.

Sometimes I remember the comparison of his attitude before and after the incident. Very drastically changed.

Yeah what do I want? I wanted to. It's better that I don't know him anymore. Don't want to know what else about her.

My day is just busy with schoolwork piling up because it is soon the semester exam.

And also in the sport, or more accurately busy themselves by playing with Purna and Sharma.

We often walk together. Like every weekend we go out together. Since that incident.

They also understand I need their entertainment. So that I don't remember her anymore.

On this Sunday, we decided to watch a movie in the cinema. Sharma's favorite horror film, and Purna's hatred.

Purna really likes to give up if his business is for both of us.

I stopped my gulps while we were drinking at one of the boba shops in the Mall.

"Gue wants to say something..." Sharma suddenly spoke seriously to me. I turned to Purna, he just put his shoulder up.

"What? Seriously very." Answer me casually while continuing to chew the boba in my mouth.

"Serious man..." He answered me. I put my boba glass. Folding my hands neatly on a stylish table as if ready to hear the teacher in class.

"It's been quite a while. I am looking forward to making this story to Elo. Wait for the right circumstances."

I keep listening to him. It seems really serious.

"That time bang Nanda there came in I El..."

I was silent for a moment.

"Then?" Ask me.

"Yes he talked to me. Explain what really happened. Because he no longer knows to explain this to elo. Elo no longer wants to deal with him."

I still hear while frowning my eyebrows.

"After I heard the story from Nanda's bang side. Well, in my opinion, he's not wrong. I think it's El..."

"What's he saying?"

"When we met him, he asked me to explain what happened that day. Why could Elo arrive angry with him. I was clear with the explanation elo that you already told me at that time. Then he told me also from his side, because of the incident, he was fighting the same brother Jono. He's the same brother Jono is equally battered. Not long from the day in the cafeteria, I had seen him in school running around wearing a mask. I also saw there was a bruise on his temple, at first I thought he had an accident, but it turned out that because he had run out with brother Jono."

Sharma continues her story again,

"Sister Jono has confessed to what he has done to Elo. That's why they fought so well. He kept saying the same to me, about why Jono could know, it's not because he's the story of El... The meeting was just speculating. Cause on the night of the party. Elo same bang Nanda was last seen with them right before going to the room because elo spilled drinks. And after that elo can not be back again until dawn, after the event is finished then they have nyamperin you to the room, to the room, but it turns out the room is still locked and Nanda can not be connected. Yes they as a friend already understand, elo same Nanda. So they left. One of her bang Nanda she just kept quiet when her friends talked about her same elo in grub. No arguing and no mengyu. He also regretted El why at that time he did not dispute his cement talk. Which makes elo so misunderstood and angry kedia. At least he never told me anything about elo as he was with anyone. So I don't think he's wrong either. I think that's El... What about Lo Pur?" Sharma asks for Empur's opinion.

"Yes if it happens like that. Sharma said, it's just a misunderstanding." Purna.

I still keep thinking. My heart was instantly troubled.

"Gue talk this to elo not to be elo back to the same bang Nanda huh. Not at all. Bang Nanda told me the same thing. He said that he explained everything to me not to make you forgive him. He just wants to make it clear that the original story is like this. Not what you thought." He continued his sentence again.

Again, I just fell silent without responding to anything. I'm rattled.

But in the bottom of my heart there was a sense of relief and kasian simultaneously.

It was a relief because the story was not what I imagined. And there's a little bit of a sense of kasian considering my treatment of bang Nanda. Because at that time I really embarrassed him in front of everyone.

"Yes, don't think about it. It passed too. Let's go to the movies."

I said pull Sharma and Purna from his seat.