
ELISE
I opened my closet door. But still, I don't see what clothes I deserve to wear on the road today with Brother.
Yeah how you want? You can't even choose which clothes you'll bring if you're kicked out of the house. Thank goodness I could carry 1 suitcase, if not at all? Expelled with that shirt on the body? More runyam again.
Bang Nanda who from earlier was ready like he knew will be my calamity.
"Will we buy clothes?" Reprove when approaching me.
"It's not like bang, El just realized that here is just a shirt shirt shirt only fill it. Where El's belly is distended again. Confused which one to wear."
"Abang sorry yes, should his sensitive brother, should from yesterday brother buyin Elsi clothes. Yes already gini, if El is not comfortable wearing his clothes Elsi, how about wearing a shirt brother aja? You get to the Mall we shop for clothes and needs El huh?"
Brother opened the closet and took 1 white shirt from the hanger. Give it to me and let me wear it.
It's big, just want how, mending this deh of his own clothes. If I wear my own clothes, my stomach looks like it's so big. Yes no why the hell, the name is also I'm pregnant, but somehow I feel uncomfortable.
I immediately put her on and picked up my bag hanging behind the door, and soon followed Brother away out.
Today, we no longer bring me check the contents. Because it is a work holiday, said brother no practice is open. He promised that on Monday he would accompany me to check. After he went to work.
So today was really focused for us to walk the path of unwind. Actually I'm not good at it, I'm afraid I'm too much of a scatter of money.
Although Papa always told me he was willing to help us anything, but my brother taught me not to trouble anyone. As long as we can handle it ourselves.
My brother's savings at his ATM that I hold right now, little by little drained for my daily needs. I feel guilty wearing it. Because this is the savings he collected even from before he knew me.
Today again he said I would shop clothes and all my needs, obviously more will be drained again.
My brother and I arrived at a simple Mall, not too big but also not too small. But if juxtaposed with the Mall in the city where I used to live, this is far away.
This is the only mall in town.
"We want to walk first, what to eat first?" He looked at the clock in his hand.
"When it's lunchtime." Continue again.
"Ep... Eat it a few times, right?"
"Can, what do you want to eat? We'll go around first yuk."
We join hands around one floor of this small mall. There were not many food choices in it, so we decided to eat what was there.
We stopped at a pizza place. Because I honestly miss her pasta.
"Don't you eat here?" When we were seated and ready to order.
"What's the reason?"
"Are you expensive, huh?"
"Yes on?"
"Dear the money bang..."
"Yes anyway. kepengen doang. But how come El realized it's a bit expensive to eat here."
"It's not papa, baby. The money exists. Panic it if the money doesn't exist."
"Honey at all...." I said shiver.
My brother held my hand on the table and convinced me.
Sure enough, only 5 bribes, I suddenly nauseated with everything I ate. What else does the cream smell from his pasta.
"Drink first. Want an anget tea? My brother ordered?"
"By bang..." I closed my mouth and turned all my thoughts away so I wouldn't throw up here.
The waiter came with a cup of hangan tea in his tray. I drink slowly, I swear I'm really scared of "Jackpot" here.
"Didn't you?" Ask my brother while rubbing my shoulder. I just nodded while putting the cup on the table. Yes, it's good if entering this warm tea wins a bit of my stomach turmoil.
But I was lethargic for a moment to see the freshly touched plate of pasta. Did I eat this new meal stop? Darling bangeeeeet.
"Are we packing a bang?"
"Yes El, don't force it if you're nauseous. If you are hungry, you can eat again. Abisin is her angel tea, right?"
I only realized after a month more I just stay at home, rarely the road far away, at this time I became tired and bored. The mall is not too big.
Compared to in my old town, I still managed to circle around a large mall several times with Sharma and Purna first.
Now that I suck, I'm lucky I'm done shopping. Yes not much anyway, I refuse to shop a lot for my needs. I'm kasian with brother.
I only brought home 2 comfortable nightgowns, 2 decent street clothes and a pair of sandals that I was comfortable wearing at home. This alone is too much in my opinion, and this is also because my brother forced me to buy all of them.
Actually there is 1 more the hell I need, to be honest I lack of wear in me. More precise Bra. But I'm confused about how ake brother is. I'm too embarrassed.
What else must choose her in front of him now.
He's asked me many times what else I need, but I'm reluctant to tell him.
I don't know if our soul mate or telepathy is strong,
"I'm sorry El... What about underwear? Enough of the home? If not, we'll buy them." He asked when we were out shopping and were enjoying our iced tea in a resting chair.
I was silent but half-deadly shocked when my brother threw the question to me.
Why would he know? You know what I was thinking about earlier?
"If El needs us to walk again, we're still here."
"Emmm...." I'm still thinking. Why am I so nervous.
"The matter was El lyric lyrics towards underwear. So you think El needs."
WHAT?!!! Jeezaa Elsiii. Don't need to pede pede you use to say strong telepathy, that brother can nebak it turns out because elo geliatin mulu underwear! Begoooo....