
NANDA
I ran as fast as he could in the hospital parking lot. I'm not thinking about anything else but what Elsi is doing right now.
My consciousness was almost gone when Mum officially called me when I was on the road again there was a laundry delivery.
The official said Elsi suddenly fell unconscious and they took her to a nearby hospital.
I've actually been hunching, 'cause the last two weeks, Elsi's been so drunk. He didn't want to eat anything. All that could enter in her stomach was really just plain water and a piece of biscuit.
Every time I get off work in the morning I'm really upset and can't go quietly. Because seeing her condition now makes me afraid to leave her long at home alone.
But my fear became a reality.
I immediately entered the ER room in a hurry and was still running. I'm looking for where Elsi lies.
"Double!" Call someone behind me.
I turned, it turned out that the Official was aware of my arrival. Without thinking for a second I came to him immediately.
It saddens my heart when I see Elsi lying weakly helpless.
"Non't fully aware of Nan..." Said the official ma'am when I called her name but there was no response from Elsi.
"Where was the incident, Mom?"
"Can Nanda just order mom to check Elsi's check next time? When mom brought breakfast to Elsi, she was still good. Just that, his usual rich limp. Didn't want any anget tea, he said he didn't want. But still mom make it. Well fitting mom make in your kitchen, I'm surprised there's a sound falling in the room. When Samperin's mother came to the room, Elsi was already lying on the floor. Yeah, I don't use my mind to call Yasmin's husband to anterin here."
I just fell silent as I rubbed Elsi's head. Want to cry it feels.
"What does the doctor say?" Ask me wiryly.
"So Elsi is drunk pregnant, but because it has not eaten for two weeks, her body is not strong, so fell unconscious. The doctor was advised to be hospitalized for a few days. Try to come first to the guard table, ask really what we should do. I didn't dare to make a decision, I said wait for her husband."
I complied, and immediately got up from my squat to the table of the doctors and nurses standing guard.
Sure enough, they suggested that Elsi be hospitalized for a few days so that she could recover. At least if he can not eat and drink, there is fluid from the infusion that can enter his body.
Whatever's best for Elsi, I'll do it.
"Open..." I rebuked when I saw Elsi move from her sleep. We were in the hospital room.
"Dude..." Call her lirih. I clasped his hand.
"Where is his feeling, dear? What's that hurt? Elsi drink first, huh?"
"Don't want to bang... We're in the hospital bang?"
"Yes dear... El fainted, so he was brought here."
"El really doesn't realize bang..."
"Jaudah no papa, Elsi drink first yes. This is my brother in warm water."
"Ilsi is afraid of vomiting bang..."
"Try first, if vomiting is also not papa really. What matters is that El drinks first, right?"
He nodded and I immediately fed him with a bottle I had filled with warm water. Just a mouthful he had already kept the bottle away from his mouth.
"No papa, not a mouthful of papa El. What matters is that someone's coming in."
"When are we here, bang?"
I looked towards the wall clock, though,
"His power from 9 o'clock earlier deh. this is already 2 o'clock, means we've been here 5 hours." Obviously me.
"Want to eat, honey?" Ask me again.
He shook his head weakly.
"Eat little yuk? What do you want to eat? What is it is that my brother boughtin. Sisters have been given anti-nausea drugs."
"I don't know what to eat. No taste of it."
"You want bread? Or these? Any food from the hospital?" I showed her a tray filled with food.
Just looking at her made her nauseous. I immediately put the tray back on the table.
"Bread is bang. Same with anget tea. But the sweet ones."
"Okay, brother made some tea first."
I went back to the room with a cup of warm tea. I fed her a small piece of bread into her mouth. In my heart, I was also afraid that this would spit out again.
She shook her head. Alhamdulillahot...
I fed her again, and told her to drink the warm tea I made earlier.
Unexpectedly, the one loaf of bread I bought was gone. His sense of wanting to scream his happy sangking.
Because to be honest, this has eaten the most Elsi in the last two weeks.
His usual will end up vomiting in the second mouthful. Even the first bribe.
"Where's darling? Got any?" He's nodding. I smiled at her.
"Where does your brother work if Elsi is treated here?"
"Gapain thinks that's a pity, brother must be the permission, they all understand why the wife is sick again."
"Elsi is afraid of my brother why why in the office if his permission is long."
"Udah, don't think about it, Elsi now rest yes. During this time, Elsi's job is just to rest and eat a lot. While recovering the condition as before."
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In total we were in the hospital for 1 week. We were finally allowed to go home by the doctor. Yes, although Elsi there is still nausea, but at least it is not as severe as yesterday. I can eat rice now.
It was sad to see her who was more thin and weak because of this pregnant drunk. If it could have been exchanged, I'd have experienced it. She don't.
"Open wait here. Take care of the administration first."
I went to the admin room to pay for all our medical expenses during the week.
"I'm using insurance sir?" Ask the officer to me.
"No, I'm common."
I just remembered, I don't have insurance or BPJS to cover our pain costs.
"This is his total sir." The officer handed me a payment invoice.
Like something hit my heart seeing the nominal amount listed there.
My head started counting enough not money in our accounts. Because if calculated roughly, it seems fitting once.
"You want cash what's debit sir?" Asked the officer again to see me speechless looking at the invoice paper.
"For a moment, my mother." I gestured her to wait for me for a while, I immediately opened my HP and opened my Mbanking app. I have to check the balance before I swipe the card. Afraid that it will be less.
But I was still able to breathe a little relieved, still enough turned out. Even for this month, our money is only 600 thousand to survive.
But I don't want to make her a burden, the most important thing is Elsi's recovery and pay all her treatment costs, about sustenance, can be thought of later.
Finished paying and finishing all his affairs we left the hospital.
On the way Elsi asked me,
"How much did it all cost her bang?"
"Yes?" Ask me again. I was surprised that he suddenly asked about it.
"That cost bang? The infirmary?"
"Oh... Not very big..."
"Yes, how many?"
"It's only 3 million El..."
I was clearly lying. But the cost is more than that. But I don't want him to know. Don't want him to be overwhelmed.
"Seriously? Where's the proof of payment?"
I I pretend to feel my pocket.
"Well, you threw it out there." The paper is still in my jacket pocket.
"What's that shit about?"
"Non purpose, dear..." I said while pinching her little cheeks.
"But thank God it's just that. Kasian brother if you have to pay expensive. We'll have no money to hold."
Is that right? My decision to lie was right. I don't want him to be thinking about our finances. It's enough that she experienced drastic physical changes during this pregnancy, she no longer needs to stress thinking about our financial condition. Enough to be my job.
Because, no matter what, he's become like this all because of me.