Between Hate Love and Revenge

Reckon

After the song was over, Chandra said something,

You remember, I won't sing except in front of the people I love. The song represents me And, I love you so much, I love you so much and love you the most.

When after that night you slammed the door of my room, I realized that I was a cruel husband to you.

When you were in a coma I also realized that I love you so much, I lost you at that time.

And so I don't want to lose any more I always hold you, so you can't get away from me even if it's just her body.

And you know after you remember everything, I'm totally devastated And, as you can see, this is how I look after a month of our divorce. It's messy, isn't it ?

Chandra smiled wryly.

No day can divide me without you. I really live like And's corpse. I love you but because of my agreement in the past I had to divorce you. Ii'm sorry.

If I could replay it, I would like to know when I am betrothed to you I want me to accept it wholeheartedly, and never promise to divorce you after you have asked me for a divorce three times. No, I don't want to say and promise like. I'm so sorry And..

But what my day, everything has happened, the rice has become a stale porridge. I can't be around you anymore, because I know if I stay around you that I just hurt you. I can't be the one to make you smile anymore, because now there must be a cry in you.

One of my prayers to my Robb now, please be happy for the person who is watching me, because I love him so much..

Chandra's tears dripping with Andini, they both felt tightness in his chest.

Move forward in your life, And. I always wish you the best. Oh yeah, don't look for me anymore, I'm no closer to you. There's no word to see you at the end of this sentence, because I don't want our meeting to hurt you anymore, I just want to thank you for loving me all this time.

Tut's.. The video is done.

After finishing playing the video, Andini felt the dizziness of seven circumference, all the objects around him look like there are two, slowly his eyes did not see anything.

Bik Ijah who saw Andini was lying on the sofa, he immediately shouted to Bik Sri. Bik Ijah directly aligned Andini's body, while Bik Sri massaged his head and also gave herbal oil to his sense of smell.

"Non, wake up Non. Why do you often faint ? I became worried as it was," said Bik Ijah.

"It must have something to do with his bumped head."

"Will the Non Andini forget us again, Sri ??"

"I don't know I hope Non Cepet aware.." lirih Bik Sri.

Half an hour later. Andini began to realize, she circulated her gaze, there was no one there. Suddenly he remembered everything that had happened to him, yes diary, carousel reminds him of a memory lost before..

"Chandraaaa.." she cried.

"Ka Chandra's..." He sobbed crying there, clutching tightly onto the sofa he was sitting on.

"What I've done, I divorced the man who loved me.." he said.

Sometimes he would hit the couch.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I don't trust you, I'm sorry.." Regretfully. Andini already remembered everything, those memories made her situation even more devastated.

Bik Ijah and Bik Sri went straight to him when they heard Andini's screaming voice..

"Non, what's the matter non??" they shouted worriedly.

"Sir, am I really divorced from Chandra, bik ??" she was sad, her tears kept flowing.

"Yes non, it happened a month ago."

"Big..."

"Patience of non.." Bik Sri stroked Andini's back. Although in reality Bik Sri is a worker at the house but Andini considers it like his own mother. Especially after her mother died.

"Patience, this Non is the way. Patience.."

"Bik, quickly call Doni, ask him to immediately bring me to Chandra. I want to apologize to him, bik."

"Yes, yes, Non.." Bik Ijah immediately looked for a phone call to contact Doni.

While Bik Sri did not stop hugging him as if giving strength to his daughter.

"Bik, will Chandra be mad at me after everything I've done to her. She just opened her heart to me and I didn't believe her one bit. My hatred is affecting me too much."

"Miss..."

"I should have listened to her explanation first." He just kept on beating himself up.

"Already Non, everything contains its own wisdom, Non must be strong.."

"But Bik, I've ruined his perception.."

"It's already been.." Bik Sri also cried when she heard it.

Shortly after Doni came, he immediately asked Andini to look for traces of Chandra. While Doni can not argue, he only wants the happiness of Andini only.

A week later, Andini asked about Chandra's whereabouts, but he still hadn't found her. Andini doesn't give up she keeps asking Doni to look for her.

Two weeks later Doni gets word that Chandra's company is about to go out of business. Doni immediately looked into his office but there he only met with his deputy. His deputy also said that Chandra had not gone to his office for a long time, he always gave orders via phone. When Doni asked for his phone number he didn't get it on the grounds it was his boss's personal number and no one should know it.

Doni told Andini. Of course, that made him even more sad. "What an angry Chandra is to him," his inner.

Chandra was completely lost in the sky, no one knew of his existence. The clues are hard to get. All efforts have been made but absolutely nil get no answer. The only way he hasn't done that is to stick a poster of Chandra's face around the capital.

Three weeks later,

"Have been Andini, you should now organize a new life without him," said Doni gave advice.

"I just wanted to apologize to him, Don. For my past attitude.." Steadiness

"Please say you're forgiven, And."

"Then, if someone makes a mistake with you, and you want him to apologize to you, then let's just say he apologized" he said.

"I'm not that kind of person, Don. I was wrong, I wanted to apologize to him" he added.

"But he doesn't exist.."

"At least I've been really looking for her. I want calm, Don. For almost two months there was a feeling in my heart,"

"That means you haven't let it go, And. You just have to let go and forget about it" he suggested.

"No Don, you don't understand.."

"Nobody could make me fall in love all this time but Chandra, even though I knew she didn't love me even once but I still loved her. Especially when I remember him when I amnesiac, he patiently confronts me, lovingly he treats me, "his inner self.

seriated

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